Chapter 670
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"Even if she knows the truth now, what can she do? Even if she repents and wants to make it up to you, what can she do? Can she make it up to you for all the hurt you suffered in the past? We've all grown up and have our own thoughts. We're no longer the ignorant kids who only know how to cry when things go wrong and dare not fight back when they're bullied. We were too young back then and could only follow the adults around. But now, we've all grown up and have our own thoughts and opinions.
"We remember clearly who didn't treat us well and who bullied us. We'll never forget it for the rest of our lives."
Perhaps it was because she had been squatting on the ground for so long, Gu Yueyin barely regained some strength. She pressed her hands against the ground and slowly stood up. She supported herself on the wooden pillar and stood up shakily. She was so thin and weak that a gust of wind might not be able to blow her over.
"Actually, deep down in my heart, Gu Yueyin, I really want to call you sister in front of you. When I asked someone to bully you, I saw the stubborn look in your eyes. When you saw me almost falling down because of my naughtiness, you disregarded the past and ran over to be my human shield. I scolded you with my mouth and looked down on you with my eyes, calling you dirty, but in my heart, I really want to jump on you and call you sister. I want to ask you, does it hurt?
"But I don't dare. I don't dare. Do you understand?"
She didn't know when it started, but from the beginning, the sympathy and pity she felt for her sister, who shared the same mother, had evolved into a habit. It was as if bullying her had also become a habit.
Because in the dark, there were people watching her every move. If she showed the slightest bit of pity and sympathy for her sister, she would be the one to suffer in the end.
When she mistreated her and bullied her like they did, she would attract the laughter and praise of those people.
Just like what she said, yes, she was really just a child. A very, very young child. Which child didn't want to attract the attention of adults? Which child didn't want to be praised and liked by adults?
She wanted it too.
Although she felt sorry for her sister, she felt that it was worth it to be able to attract so many people's love and attention.
In fact, ever since Gu Yueyin had been abandoned by Murong Yun, abandoned by the Gu Family, and even mercilessly abolished by Feng Jiuqing, her hatred for Gu Yueyin had not been as strong as before. It had faded a lot. It was also possible that when she found out that her body was hidden in the Imperial Study, all she had left for Gu Yueyin was sympathy.
In the past, she had arrogantly believed that it was Feng Jiuqing who had betrayed his feelings for her, that it was her younger sister and her brother-in-law who had conspired together to deceive her.
That kind of hatred, along with the child she had mistakenly believed she was pregnant with when she was deceived, when the truth was revealed, all her hatred dissipated at this moment.
Compared to Gu Yueyin, the person she hated the most was Murong Yun. That kind of hatred could no longer be made up for with the truth and repentance. She only wanted her to die. Only when she died would her hatred be truly released. Only when she died would she be willing!
Therefore, no matter how much pain Murong Yun revealed in front of her, her expression was always calm and could not stir up any emotions.
Even if she knew that if she forgave Murong Yun.
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