Chapter 438
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"When the whip in her hand hit me mercilessly, I felt the pain of the whip. That kind of pain was like a pain that penetrated deep into my bones. It was so painful that it was hot and scalding. However, I turned this pain into love and joy. As long as I remembered that she was the one who hit me with the whip, I could not feel the pain anymore. All I could think about was her. When she hit me, I was not angry at all. I was not angry at all. Instead, I thought that she was very cute when she was angry.
"She has always been so obvious when it comes to whether she likes or dislikes someone. When she likes someone, she can dedicate all of her passion and joy to them. But when she hates someone, just like how she treats me, she can be merciless and completely reject me."
"She thought that as long as she was fiercer and more ruthless to me and hit me harder with her whips, I would one day back off after losing face and suffering in her hands. But she was wrong. Not only would I not back off, when her whips hit me harder and harder, it was like helplessness in my heart that I couldn't get what I wanted. It was like a branding iron that left a deep, heavy mark on my body. It was so deep, so heavy, so heavy that it reached into my bones."
"Brother Shen …"
After thinking about it, his voice suddenly became hoarse and deep, mixed with deep pain. "In order to get her, I used all kinds of means. Perhaps some of the means were unworthy of my identity and made it difficult for me to raise my head in Capital City. However, I did not regret it. Even if I almost hurt her, I was willing to use the rest of my life to make up for it. But now …"
"Now … after knowing that she was no longer in this world, I realized that I was wrong. How wrong I was. It turns out that loving someone is to let her live a good life, not to blindly get her. In order to get her, I did so many things to hurt her. I thought that in this world, only I could give her happiness, and I destroyed all the fantasies she liked."
"Before this, I didn't understand. I didn't understand why I treated her so well, and why she still hated me so much. I could tolerate everything about her, whether it was her stubbornness or her willfulness. Later on, when I saw her with Mo Wushang, I was filled with hatred. I don't understand, I've been so good to her, why does she hate me so much? Why does she want to reject me? She keeps saying that she's the Emperor's woman and doesn't want to implicate me and my Shangguan Clan, but why can she be with Mo Wushang? That man wanted to kill her in the past. "
"She's actually willing to stay by his side and accompany him without any regrets. At that moment, I could not deny the anger and jealousy in my heart. Why can Mo Wushang do it, but why can't I? I just want to be by her side, and when she needs me, she can see me whenever she turns her head, but … "" She's stingy now, so she wants to take back even this little bit. Shen Yuechi, tell me, my heart isn't made of iron. I've sacrificed for so long, so many years, and suffered so much coldness and discrimination. I have no regrets, but when another man is accepted by her, I also feel pain, jealousy, and jealousy. "
"Or is it that my identity is not comparable to Mo Wushang's, and I can't compare to the current Emperor's? But no one can compare to my heart. I'm wholeheartedly devoted to her, and my feelings for her will never change. I will only have her as my wife, and I will treat her well for the rest of my life. But why …"
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