Chapter 30
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Chen Xing and He Li made an appointment at the Ink Tea House in the downtown area, which was near the Jinjiang Hotel where their classmates had their last gathering. It was also very close to the place where Chen Xing lived. Chen Xing arrived at the appointed place early. He didn't dare to book a box, so he chose a seat in the hall and sat down. It was inevitable that a man and a woman would have some sparks when they were alone in a room. He Li's bad reputation had already been proved by his actions. Chen Xing didn't dare to have too much confidence in his self-control now. The experience of that night was still vivid in his mind. If they hadn't met the fisherman at the end, their relationship would have been unclear. In front of a woman, a man is like dry wood in front of a raging fire. It's not that my self-control is too poor, but that people are born to be greedy and lustful. Even Confucius could see the nature of people thousands of years ago, so it's not my fault. A great beauty like He Li seduced me. If I didn't fall in love with her, I can only say that I'm not a normal man. Chen Xing sat in the hall and waited silently for He Li's arrival. He was also thinking about what almost happened that night. Although he kept warning himself in his mind, every time he thought of He Li's beautiful face, Chen Xing still felt his heart beat faster. He knew that this was just a normal reaction of a man.
He wondered how 'she' was doing right now. A bitter smile suddenly appeared on Chen Xing's face. Memories of the past flashed across his mind. That unforgettable love not only brought him a deep sense of loss and depression, but also allowed him to personally experience the cruelty and reality of society for the first time. Being powerless and powerless, he ultimately failed to make her stay. Their parting at the train station became the last time they would ever see each other.
Once the love was gone, there was no return, and the lingering hatred was endless.
The vows of undying love, the beautiful vision of the future, were no match for the bloody reality. His girlfriend's family was not comparable to his, and his girlfriend's parents didn't like him either. And his girlfriend didn't insist in the end! He had lost to this realistic society.
Did he hate her? Chen Xing didn't know.
His eyes drifted to the north. Under the bright night sky, there was only a wisp of sorrow that had turned into dust. Time flew, and five years of youth had disappeared. From a young man who had just graduated, he had become an old unmarried young man. For five years, Chen Xing didn't set foot on the land of the provincial capital, which was only a hundred kilometers away from Hai City on the East Sea in Jiangchuan Province. In this life, unless it was necessary, Chen Xing knew that he would not set foot on the provincial capital.
Maybe she should be very happy now? Chen Xing gently stroked his chest. It had been so long, five years. What should have been forgotten should have been forgotten long ago. How could he still feel heartache?
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