Chen Xing didn't expect that he would make such a sudden move. At this moment, looking at Zeng Jing's wheat-colored and slightly red face, Chen Xing knew that Zeng Jing's heart was not calm at this moment. He stretched out his hand, and Chen Xing subconsciously held Zeng Jing's hand.
Zeng Jing's body froze for a moment, and his hand slightly struggled, but he didn't use much strength. Seeing that Chen Xing was still holding his hand, Zeng Jing struggled for a moment and then gave up.
After a moment of silence, he murmured, "Chen Xing, what do you think will happen if this cable car falls from the sky?"
Chen Xing was stunned by Zeng Jing's words, and then he smiled and said, "No, it should just be a malfunction, and it will be repaired after a while. It won't fall so easily, or it will really be a big accident."
Zeng Jing said, "If it does, what will you do?"
Chen Xing said, "If we really fall from here, I think we will be dead. After all, this place is so high, even if we fall in the cable car, I am afraid that we will be smashed into pieces. So before we fall, I will do what I want to do, so that I will try my best not to have any regrets."
As Chen Xing said this, he looked at Zeng Jing with his bright eyes. His meaning was already very clear.
I think you are looking for an excuse for yourself. You men are really fickle. Zeng Jing said with a playful smile.
Well, fickle men are not good men indeed. Chen Xing smiled a little awkwardly, not knowing whether Zeng Jing's words were mocking him or not.
Chen Xing, to be honest, I am attracted to you. As a woman, I also have normal emotional needs, and I also want to have a man to rely on. I am attracted to men, but I am also a woman who is more conservative in spirit. If I did not have a husband before, or if you do not have a family now, maybe I will fall in love with you like a moth flying into the fire. Unfortunately, these assumptions are not valid. Zeng Jing said with a self-deprecating smile, "So now I suddenly feel a little self-deceiving. I think, if time can stop at this moment, we don't have to think about the past, let alone care about the future, we just stay in the present, and we don't have to care about other people's opinions, how good it would be."
Chen Xing was silent. Zeng Jing's words directly pierced his heart. He knew that Zeng Jing cared about the world's view, and it was impossible for him to be the "third party" of a married man like him. Even if they kept their relationship so secret that they could not let anyone know, Zeng Jing still could not get over the barrier in his heart, which could be heard from Zeng Jing's words at this moment.
After a moment of silence, Chen Xing said, "Zeng Jing, Jiang Yi, Zeng Jing, Zeng Jing's Xing thought." Jiang "Zeng Jing.
. "'s that, Chen," Eng Jing "said." Chen Long "'" Zs Xing "said." Jiang "" Zeng Jing. "Zt., Zt Eng Jing" said. "Jiang Yi", I said. Even though I wasn't in as much pain as before, Jiang Yi still held a place in my heart.
As Zeng Jing spoke, he glanced at Chen Xing. Besides, even if I forget the past, can we be together? You have a wife and a child. I don't want to destroy your family, and I don't want to be the third party that is spurned by others. I can't convince myself to do what I want to do without scruples.
Hehe, if you put it like that, it would make me feel ashamed. Chen Xing let go of Zeng Jing's hand. He had mixed feelings. Chen Xing didn't know whether he liked Zeng Jing more or the possessiveness in a man's heart. Emotionally speaking, he was not a good man.
After a moment of silence, Chen Xing said guiltily, "Zeng Jing, I let you down that night. Although I was drunk, I wasn't drunk. I took the opportunity to do that to you."
"Don't mention what has happened." Zeng Jing shook her head. In fact, if she hadn't resisted fiercely at that time, how could Chen Xing "have his way"? After being a policewoman for so many years, Zeng Jing had never neglected her fighting skills. The fighting skills she learned in the police academy might not allow her to fight three or four men at once, but at least it was no problem for her to fight one-on-one. If she had resisted at that time, she could have knocked down Chen Xing alone. However, she didn't do that. It could be said that her mentality at that time was also very contradictory. She wanted to reject Chen Xing, but she was also a little attracted to Chen Xing. In the end, she had sex with Chen Xing.
Without warning, Zeng Jing suddenly held Chen Xing's hand. "Chen Xing, let's maintain the current relationship. Don't go any further, okay?
Hehe, only maintain a platonic spiritual love? " Chen Xing looked at Zeng Jing. "Women may be able to be attracted to only one man and not do anything excessive, but men can't. Maybe other men can, but I have no confidence in myself. When I like a woman, I can't control myself and want to go further."
"Is this the so-called" men are animals that think with their lower bodies "?" Zeng Jing looked at Chen Xing with amusement. "Even you can't be immune?"
"I am a man, and I am an ordinary man among thousands of men. This will not change because of my job and identity. So, do you think I can be immune?" "Speaking of which, I feel that I am an ordinary man." "Chen Xing laughed at himself."
"You are quite honest." Zeng Jing laughed. "I am not much better than you, so I choose to deceive myself with the mentality of an ostrich."
"You are already very good. At least you can control yourself."
"Then, why am I holding your hand now?"
"You will only take the initiative to hold my hand in this special situation. When this cable car returns to normal, you will return to the rational Zeng Jing."
"So, I am just a woman who only knows how to deceive herself with the mentality of an ostrich. I only dream that this cable car will stop forever. I only dream that in this narrow space and time, I can follow my heart and be presumptuous. But I can't ignore the eyes of the world. So, after all, I am a hypocritical woman."
"No, Zeng Jing, you …"
"Chen Xing, you don't need to say anything." Chen Xing was interrupted by Zeng Jing halfway through his words.
Just when Chen Xing thought that Zeng Jing was going to say something, the next moment, his eyes widened. This was because Zeng Jing took the initiative to kiss him. His wet lips blocked his dry mouth.
Chen Xing didn't expect that Zeng Jing would take the initiative to make such a bold move. He stared at Zeng Jing blankly.
"Just for a while, let us be presumptuous for a while. When we get down from the mountain, we can still be friends." Zeng Jing stopped and looked at Chen Xing. Then, he took the initiative to kiss him again.
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