In the middle of the night, the dim yellow street lamps stood silently, casting rays of light on the ice-cold road.
At this time, most people had fallen into a deep sleep. The city, which had always been noisy, only seemed extremely quiet at this moment.
Xu Yang looked at the dark night sky outside the window, and the tiredness from his body had become stronger.
However, the girl beside him still didn't seem to be tired. She didn't have the slightest intention of stopping the work in her hands.
The girl yawned softly at some point. It could be seen that there was some tiredness in her eyes.
However, despite being tired, she still didn't stop the movement of her hands. She still lowered her head slightly, immersed in the work.
"Qingqing, why don't we call it a day? It's getting late. We should go to bed. "Xu Yang put his arm through Yuan Bingqing's body and hugged her gently from behind.
"If you are tired, go to sleep first. I still want to do it for a while …" Yuan Bingqing struggled a little, and then said to Xu Yang apologetically.
"But I don't want to sleep alone …" Xu Yang noticed that Yuan Bingqing seemed to be a little uncomfortable, so he let go of her reluctantly.
Then, he turned his body slightly and looked into Yuan Bingqing's eyes affectionately. He said this sentence that was not in line with his character.
"…" Under Xu Yang's gaze, Yuan Bingqing shifted her gaze in embarrassment, and then fell into silence.
"So, Qingqing, sleep first today. Work can be done at the company tomorrow." Xu Yang looked at Yuan Bingqing's silent appearance and thought that she had begun to have the idea of changing her mind.
After all, before today, Xu Yang had always adhered to all the ideas of respecting Yuan Bingqing, so he had never taken the initiative to mention these things about her obsession with work to her.
Finally, today, after thinking of Gong Mohan's previous suggestion, Xu Yang put forward some of his own ideas to Yuan Bingqing for the first time.
Before saying these words, Xu Yang actually hesitated for a while.
After all, Xu Yang had to admit that he actually didn't understand Yuan Bingqing's temperament enough.
How to say it, although Xu Yang believed that there was nothing worth doubting about Yuan Bingqing, she was sincere enough when it came to their relationship.
However, even so, Xu Yang still felt that he couldn't understand Yuan Bingqing's thoughts.
Just like before, although the two of them were staring at each other, Xu Yang felt that he couldn't see through Yuan Bingqing's feelings and thoughts from her eyes.
Most of the time, because Yuan Bingqing was too calm and indifferent, Xu Yang would sometimes confusedly ask himself whether she loved him or not.
Love? Or not?
If she didn't love him, then why would she be with him? According to Xu Yang's understanding of Yuan Bingqing, she was definitely not someone who would easily make decisions on matters of the heart.
However, if it was a complete love, then why did he always feel that she was wearing a mask? More than once, Xu Yang felt that it was difficult for him to figure out what Yuan Bingqing was thinking.
What was to be said of all this? Xu Yang himself did not know, nor could he explain clearly. Moreover, judging from the current state, he shouldn't be able to directly discuss such sensitive matters with Yuan Bingqing.
It should be because we haven't been together for long enough, plus I'm not good enough in this aspect, so there are those illusory illusions. Thinking about it, Xu Yang came up with an answer to his confusion.
After all, Xu Yang had invested all his love in Yuan Bingqing, so the shadow that occasionally appeared in Xu Yang's mind had become fainter and fainter. Vaguely, Xu Yang understood that if everything continued to develop in this way, then one day, she would definitely completely disappear from his heart.
"But I really want to finish this work before going to sleep. I'm not very sleepy now …" Noticing that Xu Yang seemed to be thinking about something, Yuan Bingqing took the lead to break this brief silence.
"Okay then …" After hearing Yuan Bingqing's reply, Xu Yang immediately came back to his senses and replied with some disappointment.
Originally, the two of them should have said good night to each other at this point, and then the conversation for the night should have ended.
However, Xu Yang didn't know where the courage came from. He was somewhat unwilling to let this matter end so inexplicably.
Relationships were originally like this. Many of the reasons why countless couples eventually broke up were because some small contradictions in each other's lives could not be specifically resolved.
Xu Yang didn't want himself and Yuan Bingqing to have such a sad and helpless ending one day. Therefore, he, who had always been quiet and followed Yuan Bingqing's wishes, wanted to take advantage of tonight to talk to Yuan Bingqing about his thoughts.
"Qingqing …" Xu Yang gently called Yuan Bingqing, who had begun to indulge in her work again. He was thinking about how to tell her his thoughts.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Bingqing, who thought that everything was over, heard Xu Yang's voice again, and then asked faintly.
But at this time, her heart was not as calm as it appeared on the surface.
For some reason, she felt that Xu Yang was a little strange tonight. If it was in the past, he would never interfere with her work, let alone try to change her mind.
But tonight, Xu Yang had said such unusual words again and again. Moreover, even after she had expressed her thoughts so directly just now, he still didn't want to stop.
Could it be?
Suddenly, Yuan Bingqing thought of these things that happened recently and the warnings that Gong Mohan said to her in the office that day. For a moment, even Yuan Bingqing didn't want to admit the fear in her heart.
What am I afraid of?
Yuan Bingqing didn't dare to think about it, and she felt that she couldn't think about it.
My purpose of approaching Xu Yang from the beginning was not simple. So, if Xu Yang knew this, how would he guess about me?
Was Xu Yang's abnormal behavior today because he vaguely knew or sensed that he was unbearable?
Yuan Bingqing thought secretly in her heart, and she inexplicably had a feeling of loss and gain.
Therefore, Yuan Bingqing didn't notice that she frowned slightly.
"Ah …" While hesitating, Xu Yang, who had been looking at Yuan Bingqing, was a little surprised to see her frown slightly. Then he thought that Yuan Bingqing was a little impatient, so he began to hesitate again.
"What's wrong? Say it. " With a little panic in her heart, Yuan Bingqing stopped the work in her hands, then calmly looked back at Xu Yang's eyes and said calmly.
"That is … you can finish the work you want to do today before you sleep …"
"But can you promise me that when we are together in the future, try to talk less about work …" Xu Yang said with some embarrassment. Counting it, this should be one of the few requests that Xu Yang made to Yuan Bingqing since they were together.
"Why?" Yuan Bingqing asked a little coldly. After listening to Xu Yang's request, she was even more sure of the guess in her heart.
"Because …"
"Because I feel that when we are together, we are working most of the time. But, this is not the company. This is our private time. Why don't we use this time to do the things that a couple should do before? "
Xu Yang said slowly. He didn't dare to look at Yuan Bingqing's expression at this time because he was afraid that what he said just now would make her unhappy.
Even if it was what he had wanted to say for a long time in his heart.
"And then? Why did you choose to tell me your thoughts now? "Yuan Bingqing naturally noticed Xu Yang's behavior.
"I think that since we are already together, then I should be able to occasionally tell you what I think in my heart …"
"I am really afraid and don't want to be separated from you, so I feel that I can't hide anything from you."
"If you think you can't accept my proposal, it doesn't matter. I will always agree to your idea, and I am also willing to stay up late with you to work …" Xu Yang said these words very carefully and with some embarrassment.
Before being with Yuan Bingqing, Xu Yang didn't know that one day he would actually say so many romantic words without a teacher.
Although his words were quite carefree, in reality, Xu Yang had been shifting his gaze away from Yuan Bingqing's body.
Because he always felt that these words coming out of his mouth were very strange and awkward …
"Okay."
"I promise you …"
Yuan Bingqing looked at Xu Yang's somewhat funny behavior, and her heart inexplicably surged with a trace of warmth.
"What?" Xu Yang was a little incredulous about Yuan Bingqing's answer just now. Therefore, he even suspected that his ears were hallucinating.
After all, he had already made up the idea of working overtime with Yuan Bingqing in the future.
"I don't want to say it again." Yuan Bingqing said a little dumbfounded, then she began to pack up.
"…" For a moment, even Xu Yang, who had always thought that he was very rational, didn't know how to describe and express his feelings at the moment.
Anyway, he couldn't help but smile and his eyes overflowing with happiness should be able to fully express his feelings at the moment.
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