How did she get pregnant? This question made Song Yuan feel a little awkward, but she felt that education in this area had to start from a baby. Rong Ting would be going to kindergarten soon, and he would have to interact with more strangers and children. There were some things that he had to be aware of.
Just explaining to Rong Ting how a woman could get pregnant took Song Yuan nearly half an hour.
In the end, Song Yuan's mouth was dry, and she said very seriously, "Boys are different from girls."
Although Rong Ting was ignorant, he was much more mature than many children his age. Although the subject of physiological education was a little difficult for him, he still understood what his mother wanted to express.
He nodded. "I understand."
Song Yuan sighed in relief. "So, I hope that you can protect yourself and not hurt others. As your mother, I will do my best to protect you, but if one day, those bad things happen to you, or you see very bad things happen to others, I hope that you will not be silent. If you are afraid, you can tell me, "she said a little embarrassedly." I am a very timid person, but I will become especially brave for you. "
Rong Ting looked at her and pursed his lips. "I know. Mother has always been very brave and strong."
This was the first time that someone had praised her for being brave and strong! Song Yuan was a little surprised and also a little surprised. Since she was young, everyone had praised her for being cute, beautiful, and kind. Even her own parents had never praised her for being brave. She had always felt that the phrase "as timid as a mouse" was used to describe her.
"No." Song Yuan smiled modestly, but she couldn't help but ask him, "Why do you say that I am brave and strong?"
"I think that every mother is brave and strong." Rong Ting pulled her hand. "Mother was afraid of pain, but she still gave birth to me."
Song Yuan was very touched when she heard this.
No matter who said this, it was not as touching as Rong Ting's words.
He knew that she had been in so much pain. His love for her was enough for a mother. It was already worth it.
The next morning, Song Yuan took Rong Ting to the confinement center to visit Wu Siyu. When they arrived, Wu Siyu's husband was about to leave to pick up Wu Siyu's parents at the airport.
Rong Ting curiously stood in front of the cradle and looked at the baby sleeping soundly.
It was his first time seeing such a small baby.
With Wu Siyu's encouragement, he reached out his finger and carefully and gently touched the baby's chubby face. As soon as he touched it, he quickly retracted his hand and looked at Song Yuan in surprise. "Her face is so soft. It's like cotton candy! "
Rong Ting liked the baby very much, but he did not dare to touch her again. He was afraid that he would not be able to control his strength and accidentally hurt her.
Until they left the confinement center and returned home, Rong Ting was still lamenting to Song Yuan. "She's so small. Mother, did I used to be this small too?"
Song Yuan recalled now. She felt that Rong Ting was still a four or five-month-old baby a few days ago. She remembered every detail from when he was born to when he was four or five months old. "You're even smaller than her. When the baby was born, she weighed seven kilograms. You're lighter than her. Let me think, you should be six kilograms."
"The weather on the day you were born was very good. It had been raining, but it was sunny that day. Everyone said that it was a good omen."
"You kept crying with your eyes closed. Your voice was so gentle. Your Imperial Father even said that you would definitely be gentle in the future. But a few days later, your crying became louder and louder. Your Imperial Father did not say anything else."
As Rong Ting listened, he felt that something was wrong. He looked at her in surprise and asked, "Imperial Mother, you …"
Didn't Mother also lose her memory? How did she know about these things?
Only then did Song Yuan realize that she had unknowingly exposed herself.
However, she didn't want to hide it from him. She just didn't know how to tell him. Now that he had asked, with her ability to deal with it, she couldn't quickly find a perfect excuse to dodge him. Thus, she could only answer honestly, "En, I remembered it a few days ago. I just didn't know how to tell you."
Imperial Father's memory loss was fake. It was faked. Imperial Mother's memory loss was real. Rong Ting was stunned for a moment. He couldn't steady himself and suddenly hugged Song Yuan's waist. He was a bit excited. He raised his head to look at her, "Mother, you remember? You remember that I'm your child? Isn't that right? "
Even though Imperial Mother had always taken care of him and knew that he was her son, knowing and remembering were two different things.
Just how different was it, he couldn't say for the time being.
Song Yuan saw that he was so happy. The guilt and sadness that had originally surged up was greatly diluted. She squatted down and hugged him. She softly said, "I'm sorry."
After saying sorry several times, her voice also choked up, "Mother didn't do it on purpose."
She wanted to tell him that she didn't do it on purpose. It wasn't that she didn't want him.
She wanted to tell him that she was sorry that she hadn't been with him for five years.
Rong Ting withdrew from her embrace. Seeing that her eyes were red and tears had fallen, he sighed. He reached out his small hand and clumsily helped her wipe her tears.
"It's okay."
He said, "I know, Imperial Mother. In the past, I always wondered if I wasn't obedient, if I wasn't smart. Why didn't my mother want me? Why didn't she take me with her when she left? Later, when I saw the things you left for me, I understood. My mother was the best mother in the world. It wasn't that she didn't love me. When I came here and reunited with you, I always secretly observed you. I could tell that Imperial Mother truly loved me."
Song Yuan was very upset. She covered her face and sat on the carpet. She went from choking and sobbing to crying loudly.
From the moment she regained her memory until the last second, she had barely revealed her true emotions.
She always thought that she had already returned home and that her child was also here.
Those suppressed emotions all rushed to her heart at Rong Ting's childish words. At this moment, she thought of many, many people and many things. In the end, she also thought of her past self.
Rong Ting was at a loss. He reached out to hug her, but for some reason, he lowered his arms and just looked at her quietly.
He thought that Imperial Mother didn't need to be comforted at this moment. He thought that after today, Imperial Mother would be happy again.
***
Yung Heng sat in front of his desk at night. Looking at the pair of diamond earrings, his heart ached.
What do you want?
He would think of a way to get everything she wanted for her. But if what she wanted was to leave him forever, what should he do?
Then what about all the scheming he had done back then and the position of Empress that he had sincerely given away?
Then what was the five years of unforgettable yearning that had been etched into his bones for her?
His body was covered in fatigue and the pain in his heart. Yung Heng tossed and turned on the bed. In the end, he fell asleep in a daze. Ever since he had reunited with her, he, who rarely dreamed, dreamed again. He dreamed of when she had just disappeared.
He was dealing with government affairs as usual. When he was having a headache over the war at the front, the chief eunuch who had followed him for many years trembled in. When he came in, he knelt in front of him with a thump. His head was very low and his body was trembling. In these years, the chief eunuch had seen many storms and changes of imperial power with him. What had happened to make him lose his composure like this?
"Empress, Emperor, Empress … …" The chief eunuch said this and kowtowed heavily, "Empress … …"
When he heard this, he had a bad feeling. He threw the memorial he had been reading to the side and stood up with a frown. "What happened to the Empress?"
Two months ago, a report had come from the front. Meng Qing Rong had died in battle. At the time, he had deliberately had people hide it from her. But such an important matter, even if it could be hidden for a while, it couldn't be hidden forever. The day she learned that Meng Qing Rong had died in battle, he thought she would cry like before. But that day was different. She was very calm and only said that she understood.
This was not like her at all. He would rather she cry, would rather she look at him with hatred and question him than be this calm.
The chief eunuch didn't dare to answer him. The more it was like this, the more afraid he was. It was very strange. All the fear he had felt for all these years came from her.
He knew that something important must have happened. He didn't dare to delay on the way. When he arrived at Kun Ning Palace, he saw all the palace maids and taijian kneeling.
In that moment, many thoughts flashed through his mind. Each thought made his steps heavy.
… …
Just like that, she disappeared without a trace.
It was like he was crazy. He didn't believe everyone around him. He had to search for her himself. He searched every corner of the palace. He didn't believe she would be so cruel. Rong Ting, who was still in his swaddling clothes, seemed to have sensed something and kept crying.
He didn't know how long he had searched. In the end, he was so laughable that he thought she was hiding in the water. That day, the weather was very cold. He jumped into the lake.
The lake water was bone-chilling. He couldn't find her.
After that day, he became very ill. When he woke up, he vaguely knew that she had left. But he didn't want to admit this fact. He had all the secret agents search for her. In that moment, the cruel factor in his body was triggered. He even wanted to torture the people in her palace. In the end, he didn't do it. It wasn't because he was merciful. He didn't have mercy. He just had a fantasy. He was afraid that she would be sad when she came back and saw the people in her palace injured.
Later on, he even went to the cold palace because before he entered the palace, the Summer was very hot. She giggled and said that she didn't know if the cold palace in the Imperial Palace would be as cool as the air-conditioning.
Even if the guards that he trusted turned the entire Imperial Palace upside down, he still wanted to go and take a look himself.
In the cold palace, he saw Imperial Concubine Li. Before he left, Imperial Concubine Li called out to him. She was no longer as crazy as she had been in the past. Her entire being seemed to have calmed down.
She hesitantly asked: "Did something happen to Her Highness the Empress?"
Even if the news was sealed, the people in the Imperial Palace were still in a state of panic. Imperial Concubine Li had received even less news from the cold palace. She only heard that something had happened to the Empress. At first, she did not believe it, but seeing the cold and emotionless emperor lose his composure, she began to believe it.
Ever since the incident happened, even the head eunuch that he trusted did not dare say such a thing in front of him.
"There was a day earlier." Imperial Concubine Li knelt on the ground with her head lowered. Her voice was a bit hoarse, "Her Highness the Empress came to visit me. She gave me a large number of books."
"It's probably because I knew that Her Highness the Empress would not harm me that I dared to harm her."
He did not have any interest in listening to the rest of the conversation. Returning to Kun Ning Palace, he picked up the sleeping Rong Ting then looked around the large palace. He actually could not see her figure anymore. He buried himself in his blanket, and his eyes turned red.
The next morning, when his head eunuch saw him, he immediately kneeled in fear.
He lowered his head and found that his hair had turned white at some unknown point. quot;
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