Lin Nuan guessed that other than cancer, these two matters had probably weighed heavily on him every day, making it hard for him to breathe. That was why he chose to end his life by jumping off a building in the end.
Not everyone was kind, and not everyone was evil. Everyone had two sides to them.
For example, Lin Nuan's biological father was evil … in the eyes of his clients, in Lin Nuan's eyes! Because he infringed on their interests!
However, Lin Nuan's father was kind as well. No matter how tough life was, he never gave up on his mentally unstable wife and endured the pressure from her, be it financially or mentally!
It wasn't until he contracted cancer and decided to end his life that he sent Ji Yun to a mental hospital.
Ever since Ji Yun passed away, Lin Nuan had been abnormally quiet …
Fu Huai 'an raised his hand and gently pulled Lin Nuan into his embrace, saying in a low voice, "To Mom, this might be a form of release. Mom has been living a tough life."
Lin Nuan nodded. She recalled how Ji Yun looked at her with a gaze of relief before she passed away, and her emotions calmed down a little.
"I feel that Mom has been living her life in a daze, unwilling to wake up!" Lin Nuan laughed softly and wiped away her tears with the back of her hand. "I had an older brother … who went missing in America. Ever since my biological brother went missing, Mom went crazy. Mom said … her mental illness isn't hereditary!"
To Lin Nuan, this was one less thing to worry about!
All these years, Lin Nuan had been afraid all the time. She was afraid that she would wake up in a daze like Ji Yun, forgetting about her family and lover, forgetting about her friends!
The last letter Ji Yun left behind before she passed away, some of the words in it … were a great consolation to Lin Nuan.
"Actually, I've always been afraid that one day, I'll also become unable to recognize anyone. I'm afraid that I'll also live my days in a daze!"
Fu Huai 'an kissed the top of Lin Nuan's head, his deep and mellow voice ringing out above her head. "Even if it's hereditary, it's fine. If you don't remember me … I'll think of ways to let you get to know me again. Even if I have to repeat it every day, every hour, I won't let you really forget me!"
Lin Nuan laughed softly and closed her sore eyes in Fu Huai 'an's arms.
Being able to have Fu Huai 'an was the luckiest thing in her life!
"Your words remind me of a comic I saw online previously. An old granny contracted Alzheimer's disease and forgot about her grandfather. Every day, the grandfather would repeat the scene of their first meeting and perform magic to let the granny get to know him again!" Lin Nuan's voice had a strong nasal tone to it.
Fu Huai 'an's deep laughter was especially comforting. He said, "The scene of our first meeting doesn't seem easy to repeat …"
Lin Nuan's eyes were burning. She recalled the first time they met. It was in Iraq … She raised the gun and pulled the trigger crazily, but the gun didn't make a sound!
"Mm …" Lin Nuan smiled and nodded in agreement. "It's not that easy to realize!"
…
Old Madam Lin and Old Master Lin were playing with Tuan Tuan, but after playing for a while, Tuan Tuan began to miss his mother. Tuan Tuan ran to the French window and pressed his chubby little palms and his entire face against the polished French window. He looked out, wanting to see Tuan Tuan.
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Wait for Lin Nuan's car to come quickly!
The Lin family's great-grandpa and great-grandma said … that Mama and Papa would come in a while. Tuan Tuan felt that this "a while" was really, really long!
Seeing that Tuan Tuan had been standing at the French window for a long time, Grandpa Lin brought two small stools and placed one behind Tuan Tuan's butt while he sat on the other. He asked, "Are the snacks not nice? Why are you sitting here? "
The little one thanked him obediently and shook his head after sitting down. His little hand was still pressed against the French window, and his fair and tender little face was tense as he said seriously, "Waiting for Mama!"
Grandpa Lin nodded and asked, "Why do you insist on waiting for Mama here? You can wait for Mama while eating snacks! "
The little one thought about it, then seriously repeated the words "waiting for Mama." He then pressed his little face against the window and tried his best to look into the distance, hoping to see the shadow of a car.
Grandpa Lin kept the little one company as he sat there, gazing at him with a doting gaze. He was thinking that when Lin Chen came back from abroad, he would urge him to get married and give birth to an adorable little one like Tuan Tuan. How adorable and lovable would that be!
Looking at the heavy snow outside the window, Tuan Tuan seriously counted the snowflakes that had landed on the steps of the French window in front of him. One, two, three … fifty-two snowflakes!
The little one felt sleepy. He used the back of his hand to rub his tired eyes, then straightened his little back and looked into the distance.
"If you're sleepy, sleep for a while. When Mama comes back, Great-Grandpa will wake you up, okay?"
The little one shook his head left and right, trying his best to keep his eyes open. "I'm not sleepy. Wait for Mama!"
It was almost impossible for a child to withstand the sleepiness. Not long after, the little one's little head kept nodding like a chick pecking at grains, and his little head bumped against the French window.
Tuan Tuan covered his head with his chubby little hand and put on a pained expression. In the next moment, he saw the few cars parked on the first floor and immediately stood up!
The moment he saw Lin Nuan get out of the car, the little one came out from behind the sofa and ran downstairs!
"Slow down, Tuan Tuan! Be careful not to fall!" Grandpa Lin shouted from behind.
Grandma Lin, who was leaning against the sofa and reading a book on gardening with her presbyopic glasses, was startled awake by Grandpa Lin's voice. The book slid down from Grandma Lin's legs as she straightened her back. The elderly woman opened her sleepy eyes and looked around. She cleared her throat, then removed her presbyopic glasses and pinched her brows as she asked, "Are Xiao Nuan and the others back?"
Grandpa Lin propped his hands on his knees and stood up with great difficulty. "They just came back!"
Grandma Lin lifted the blanket covering her legs and got up to straighten her shawl. "I'll go and see if the sweet ginger soup for the kids is ready!"
Lin Nuan had just walked in when Tuan Tuan dashed over from the staircase and hugged Lin Nuan's leg. He looked up at Lin Nuan, whose eyes were reddened, a little worried.
For the past two days, Lin Nuan's eyes had been red. The little one sensitively sensed that Lin Nuan's emotions weren't right, and his little heart was filled with worry …
Today, when they came to the Lins' house, Great-Grandma Lin told Tuan Tuan that because Mama's mama had gone to a faraway place, Mama would never be able to see her again. That was why Tuan Tuan's mama was upset. However, Tuan Tuan was Mama's darling. As long as Tuan Tuan comforted Lin Nuan, Lin Nuan's mood would get better!
The second chapter …
(End of this chapter)
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