Chapter 167
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"I know that for you, my actions and what I'm saying right now are contradictory. Since I know what I want, and I know that you can't give me what I want, why am I still entangled with you? Why did I even have sex with you again today? I think … it's probably because I can't resist your attraction, so my emotions and my rationality have been in a tug-of-war, making me waver."
"So, you're only understanding the situation now that I'm not attractive enough to you, and your rationality wins?" Fu Huai 'an lowered his voice.
There was a long silence in the dining room.
The sound of the central air conditioner was especially clear.
Lin Nuan was holding a glass of water in her hand. The cold water … was about to be warmed up by her.
As long as a man reached Fu Huai 'an's level, there wasn't a single one of them who wasn't prideful. A man would often choose to protect his pride against a woman he slightly fancied.
Unless he had no character at all, wanting a man who would use all sorts of underhanded methods to get his woman.
But Lin Nuan believed Fu Huai 'an wasn't the latter.
Lin Nuan dared to say all this in front of Fu Huai 'an because he had a good character and wouldn't force himself on women.
Fu Huai 'an's eyes were half-closed as he smoked, his long fingers playing with the metal lighter as if he was seriously thinking about what Lin Nuan said.
The longer the silence went on, the more uneasy she felt. She felt like she was sitting on pins and needles.
She made her words clear, not giving Fu Huai 'an any leeway. She didn't want to give herself any leeway.
She needed a sense of security that Fu Huai 'an couldn't give her. Not only was there gossip about him, but there were also those of the opposite sex who were eyeing him. Lin Nuan felt scared just thinking about it.
It wasn't as if Lin Nuan hadn't seen news about Fu Huai 'an before she officially interacted with him.
A year ago, the Best Actress Zhang Ruomin had staked everything on one throw and confessed to Fu Huai 'an at the award ceremony. Everyone knew that Zhang Ruomin wasn't a fan of marriage, but she said that she was willing to retire from the entertainment industry and help Fu Huai' an wash his hands. If Fu Huai 'an was willing to accept her, he would pick her up after the award ceremony ended.
However, Zhang Ruomin waited in the cold in the company of the reporters and fans. After receiving a call, Zhang Ruomin left in despair and disappeared from the public's sight.
At that time, Lin Nuan felt that if this man called Fu Huai 'an hadn't given Zhang Ruomin any hope, how could Zhang Ruomin have such courage?
Even if they loved each other to the end of the road, as long as there was a chance of winning … they would go all out at the awards ceremony.
There were too many women around Fu Huai 'an, and they were all too outstanding.
She was timid. She would rather make do with a little tremella than have a belly full of abalone, ginseng, wings and belly and worry about all kinds of thieves all day long. Before the thieves came, she might make herself sick.
What she was even more afraid of was that when she gave all her heart to a person and loved him to the point where she couldn't extricate herself, she couldn't help but lose her temper when she saw him surrounded by women, only to be met with a sentence, "It's already tiring for a man to socialize outside. Why are you so insensible!"
Lin Nuan had a clear understanding of the flaws in her personality, which was why she was certain that a man of Fu Huai 'an's status and identity wasn't the right man for her.
As the cigarette burned out, Fu Huai 'an put it out and took out another cigarette from the pack, putting it in the corner of his lips.
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