Gu Qingcheng's hands trembled even more violently. His entire heart felt as if it had been stuffed into a meat grinder, crushed to the point that nothing was left.
"So, Uncle Qingcheng, actually, it's not always best to be alive. Others say that it's better to live a bad life than to die, but I feel that living a lonely life isn't as good as being able to reunite with my family after I die! You don't have to feel that you have to protect me just because you promised my dad to take care of me. I'm already an adult, and I know what choices are the best and happiest for me! I'm not a coward, this is the result of my careful consideration!"
Yun Liuli spoke clearly, like an old man who had decided to die a long time ago.
Gu Qingcheng's lips moved. He wanted to say something, but in the end, he just pursed his lips and gritted his teeth.
He knew that Yun Liuli was forcing him, but his heart was still in a mess.
"Uncle Qingcheng …"
"Shut up!" The veins on Gu Qingcheng's forehead throbbed.
"Uncle Qingcheng …"
"Yun Liuli! I told you to shut up!" Gu Qingcheng tugged at Yun Liuli's wrist. This was the first time he had been so angry.
"Uncle Qingcheng, previously, you kept saying that you hoped I would stay further away from you. Isn't the distance between life and death enough? If I go any further, I won't know where to go!" Yun Liuli smiled at Gu Qingcheng, her nostrils flaring slightly, tears welling up in her eyes.
Gu Qingcheng loosened his grip on Yun Liuli's slender wrist slightly. At this moment, Gu Qingcheng's emotions were in turmoil. He wasn't willing to make any decision, but his body still couldn't be controlled by his rationality. He pulled Yun Liuli into his embrace.
His eyes were red and moist, and his breathing was heavy.
His heart had never hurt like this before.
Not hearing any movement from Gu Qingcheng for a while, Yun Liuli pressed her hand against Gu Qingcheng's abdomen, wanting to push him away. "Uncle Qingcheng, you'd better let go of me!"
This was the last thing Yun Liuli could do for their relationship. This time, Yun Liuli had to hit the nail on the head.
"You can't hug me like this for the rest of your life. You know how I feel about you. Hugging me like this will only make me more greedy and make me reluctant to leave this world."
"Yun Liuli, you're forcing me, aren't you?" Gu Qingcheng hugged Yun Liuli tightly. "Using your life to force me!"
Yun Liuli's throat vibrated, but she still replied, "En …"
When she decided to cut off all means of retreat, she didn't think that she could play tricks in front of Gu Qingcheng without him noticing.
However, none of what Yun Liuli said was a lie.
Once upon a time, Yun Liuli couldn't get what she wanted. She felt that she was the only lonely person in the world, and the thought of suicide had crossed her mind many times.
It was just that Yun Liuli had never been good at expressing her feelings to others. In the dead of night, her negative emotions would seriously affect her thinking, and the thought of committing suicide kept popping up in her mind.
There were even a few times when she placed a knife on her wrist.
Yun Liuli knew where the arteries were. She knew that most people could be saved if they cut their arteries horizontally on television. Therefore, every time the knife was placed on her wrist, she planned to cut it vertically.
It wasn't that Yun Liuli didn't have the courage to die. It was just that every time she thought of Gu Qingcheng and how he would feel remorseful or sorrowful after her death, she couldn't bear to do it.
Even if she couldn't get what she wanted, Yun Liuli had never thought of taking revenge on Gu Qingcheng, let alone using her own death to take revenge on Gu Qingcheng. She was simply too lonely.
"If I didn't love you until the end of the road, why would I force you?" Yun Liuli's voice was low.
Gu Qingcheng didn't say anything. He just hugged Yun Liuli tightly.
"Uncle Qingcheng …" Yun Liuli gripped the clothes on both sides of Gu Qingcheng's narrow waist tightly. She stood on her tiptoes, and her soft, fragrant lips landed on Gu Qingcheng's chin.
He could feel Yun Liuli trembling …
Gu Qingcheng hugged the young lady in his arms even tighter, feeling extremely conflicted.
"In this world, other than having you and your love, I don't have any attachments!" Yun Liuli stood on her tiptoes even higher.
Their breaths intertwined. Gu Qingcheng's breathing was heavy, and he almost couldn't restrain himself from kissing Yun Liuli. However, his rationality was clamoring for him to sober up.
Once he crossed the line, what else could he bring to Yun Liuli other than being homeless and in danger?
"If I can't be with you, I'd rather die …" Yun Liuli's voice was choked.
Gu Qingcheng's throat vibrated, and his rationality was in a complete mess. He cupped Yun Liuli's petite face with his large hand and kissed her.
His scorching thin lips were different from Yun Liuli's slightly ice-cold lips that were stained with tears. Just a light touch was enough to make Yun Liuli tremble.
This was the first time Gu Qingcheng took the initiative to kiss her. This made Yun Liuli feel both sweet and sour. The veil between them had been completely pierced!
Yun Liuli's petite hand climbed onto Gu Qingcheng's broad back. She closed her eyes and took the initiative.
Some lines couldn't be crossed, and some lightning pools couldn't be stepped on!
Gu Qingcheng originally knew where the boundary between him and Yun Liuli was. However, after their lips touched and saliva intertwined, Gu Qingcheng's brain was completely destroyed.
She was a young lady whom he truly cherished and loved. Some things buried deep in his heart were on the verge of erupting.
Yun Liuli was bold. She took advantage of Gu Qingcheng's chaotic breathing to push him backward, and the two of them fell onto the soft and large bed.
The young lady pulled at Gu Qingcheng's clothes with her courage, but Gu Qingcheng held her hands down. He pressed down on Yun Liuli's shoulders with both hands, separating them.
"Yun Liuli … let's stop here …" Gu Qingcheng restrained the strong lust and hoarseness in his voice.
The fire in Yun Liuli's eyes gradually turned cold. She nodded, tugging at the corners of her lips awkwardly. She lowered her gaze, wanting to look away from Gu Qingcheng.
Gu Qingcheng felt flustered for no reason. He gripped Yun Liuli's shoulders tightly and his Adam's apple bobbed. "What I mean is that you can't do it today. Before you recover from your injuries, you still have time to think it through. After you recover, if you still don't change your original intentions, then don't regret it in the future."
Yun Liuli's heart was pounding.
In her vision was Gu Qingcheng's well-defined and deep face. His dark eyes weren't perfunctory like he was coaxing a child. They were serious … unprecedentedly serious!
Yun Liuli was sure that this wasn't an excuse Gu Qingcheng was using to reject her!
Yun Liuli's world-weary thoughts pricked Gu Qingcheng and woke him up at the same time.
If Yun Liuli was being impulsive … had she been impulsive for too long?
Over the past few years, Gu Qingcheng had given Yun Liuli the cold shoulder for close to a year. However, Yun Liuli's feelings for Gu Qingcheng hadn't lessened.
Gu Qingcheng still wanted to give Yun Liuli some time, but he wanted her to think it through carefully before taking a step further …
"I'm much older than you, and I'll age faster than you! In the future, you'll still be in your prime, but I'll be an old man! I might not even have a good ending, and I'll even implicate you!"
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