Chapter 96
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Love is not something that can be forced … Beauty is in the eye of the beholder … Why do you have to suffer so much?
The words that she heard on the train echoed in Song Qingchun's mind.
That's right, feelings couldn't be forced. If they could be forced, there would be fewer people in this world who couldn't get what they wanted. Then, there wouldn't be so many people in this world who lost themselves in love.
Tang Nuan was not that good, but in Qin Yinan's eyes, she was the best. Just like how Qin Yinan was not that good, but in Song Qingchun's eyes, he was the best.
For Qin Yinan's sake, she had willingly suffered for so many years. In fact, she thought she could continue to suffer without regret.
Song Cheng had committed suicide, and the Song family had fallen. In these three months, she had endured the pain of life and death and the ups and downs. She had gritted her teeth and endured it alone. There had been many times when she had wanted to cry, but she had gritted her teeth and endured it.
She had been through a lot during this period of time. She had endured all the mockery and pain that she had not experienced in her life. She had lived for more than twenty years, and she had used all her energy to love others. However, when she was at her most helpless, no one had been kind to her. Therefore, when she saw how much Qin Yinan cared for Tang Nuan, she suddenly felt pity for herself. At that moment, she felt like she really did not have the energy to continue loving.
If two days ago, she had only thought about giving up, then today, she really wanted to let go.
The girl was right; the sudden change in her family had caused her so much suffering; she could not continue to suffer like this.
With that thought in mind, Song Qingchun took a deep breath. She clicked through all the emails and deleted them without hesitation.
Song Qingchun's heart stopped beating at that moment. Her finger hovered over the mouse for a long time before she turned to look at the computer screen. She stared at the empty inbox, and at that moment, she felt her heart had emptied out.
Everyone understood the logic, but when it came to acting on it, one would realize how painful it was. It was like having one's bones and tendons pulled out of one's body.
Song Qingchun's eyes burned with pain, and her throat started to close. She tried to hold it in for a long time, but in the end, she collapsed before the computer and started to cry.
She had chased after him for more than 20 years. In her life, he was like a faith, but at this moment, she had forcefully cut off her faith.
What would she do in the future? Would she ever meet someone in the future who could make her love him as much as she loved Qin Yinan?
Song Qingchun cried for a long time before she finally stopped. She raised her head to look at the time; it was already 7: 10 pm. She wiped away the tears on her face and walked into the bathroom. She washed away the tears on her face and took several deep breaths in the mirror before turning to walk toward the bedroom door.
Song Qingchun had just pulled open the bedroom door when her whole body shivered. She instinctively took a step back before raising her head to look at Su Zhinian, who was leaning against the railing opposite the door.
He was actually at home?
As this question crossed Song Qingchun's mind, she noticed the way Su Zhinian was dressed, and her brows furrowed deeply.
He usually wears suits. Why is he wearing a sweater?
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