Chapter 69
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A long time after the two of them left, he stood there like an idiot.
It was his birthday … He had asked her out a week earlier, but with Qin Yinan's appearance, he had forgotten about it.
That night, he had too much to drink. He couldn't remember how he returned to the Song family or how he returned to his bedroom. That night, he was so drunk that he saw her in the blink of an eye and kissed her without realizing it.
When he was young, he often saw shock and awe in other people's eyes.
At the time, he didn't hate that kind of gaze; in fact, he liked it. It was not until he was sent to a mental hospital by his mother that the old woman who took care of him sneaked into his room at night. From then on, whenever he came into contact with that kind of gaze, his heart would fill with disgust and mockery. When he entered puberty, the boys around him started to have physical needs. They would gather together at night to watch porn, hide in the bathroom, or even get a girlfriend. However, he was the only one who couldn't bring himself to be interested in those things.
There were many girls who chased after him in school, but no matter how beautiful or outstanding they were, he would never look at them. Some girls would be scared off by his coldness, but others would become more and more courageous. One of them even stripped naked in front of him …
However, his heart was as still as water, and his body didn't have any reaction. In fact, when the girl got close to him, he felt a wave of nausea rise in his stomach.
It was then that he realized he had a problem in that area.
Therefore, when he kissed her without any hesitation that night, even he thought it was an illusion, a dream … but even in his dream, she was resisting him for Qin Yinan.
He was filled with hatred and jealousy, and then he used the alcohol to control her mind, and then he took her …
It wasn't that he had a problem in that area; he had a problem with everyone other than the person he liked.
The day after that night, her face was pale and her eyes were red. She said a few words to him.
"Su Zhinian, I don't need your responsibility.
"You'd better forget about this and let it rot in your stomach. Don't let anyone know about it."
Then, she started to avoid him and didn't even return to the Song family.
She blocked all his numbers and refused to answer any calls or messages about him.
At the time, he really wanted to find her, apologize to her, and take responsibility for her … But before he could find her, he stumbled upon a secret that no one knew … That secret made him lose the right to love her from then on …
Then, just like his superpower, the fact that he liked Song Qingchun became a secret that only he knew.
…
The room was unusually quiet, and Song Qingchun slept soundly. Su Zhinian, who sat beside her, looked at her with a mixture of emotions as he thought about the past.
He clearly remembered how devastated he had been when he found out the secret.
He was drunk for seven days and seven nights in the bar.
How he wished that he had never stumbled upon that secret, but the superpower that he was born with let him find out. He began to hate himself, to the point of self-torture...
Su Zhinian turned his head away to stare out the window at the darkening night sky as if he did not want to think about it anymore.
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