Chapter 310
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"Also, on New Year's Eve, when I fell into the water, the person who saved me kissed me. When you got close to me, it was very similar to that day, very similar …"
"Qingchun."
Su Zhinian, who had been listening to her quietly, suddenly opened his mouth to call her name, interrupting her.
He stared out the window and paused for a few seconds before shifting his gaze back to her face. "That night in Northern Jiujiang, when I coaxed you to cry, I told you something …"
He seemed to be hesitating, and he did not speak for a long time.
The whole bedroom was eerily quiet. Even the ticking of the clock on the wall was loud and clear.
After who knew how long, Su Zhinian adjusted his sitting posture as if he had made up his mind about something and said, "Have you forgotten that I already have someone I like?"
Someone I like … Song Qingchun was stunned.
Su Zhinian continued. "And from what you said earlier, it is clear that the person you're looking for treats you like a treasure and loves you dearly, but the person I love has never been you, so how could I be the person you're looking for?"
At the end, Su Zhinian's tone was tinged with mockery. He did not expect the day would come when he would use her as an excuse to deny his love.
Following his words, Song Qingchun slowly came back to herself.
Yes, how could I have forgotten that there is someone I love deeply in my heart, and that person's name is Ting Ting?
She is the most important person in the world to him. He cannot love her, but it is impossible for him not to love her.
He does not mind being alone for her, but if he cannot have her, he would rather be alone.
He even wrote a beautiful sentence for her: I'm lucky to have met you in three lifetimes, and I'm lucky to marry you in this lifetime.
He was right, the person who protected her had to be someone who loved her deeply, and the person he loved was not her. That alone was enough to rule him out.
Even so, Song Qingchun was unable to convince her instinct. She continued to press on. "But you've been very kind to me …"
"I owe you." Once again, Su Zhinian didn't wait for her to finish before replying. His tone was very short, only two words.
"Owe you?" Song Qingchun repeated, but it was more of a question than a confirmation.
"I owe you." Su Zhinian repeated himself to give her confirmation. His tone was gentle, but every word was hurtful. "After all, I once raped you in my drunken stupor, and that was your first time. Therefore, I do feel apologetic …"
The nightmares that she had not thought about for a long time were suddenly brought up from his lips, and Song Qingchun's face started to whiten.
Su Zhinian paused and averted his eyes to avoid looking at her bruised face. His lips curved into a chilling smile, and he added, "Furthermore, you are quite pitiful right now. I'm taking care of you for my own sake."
They weren't lovers. His kindness to her, no matter what the reason was, shouldn't have bothered her.
After all, he was not the Brother Yinan that she had once been obsessed with.
However, for some reason, when Song Qingchun heard those words, it felt like someone had stabbed her heart. Her breathing became labored, and her lips quivered. Even her eyes started to redden.
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