Chapter 245
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"Why can't I love?" That night, Song Qingchun seemed to have a million whys, and she kept asking questions.
Su Zhinian did not answer. This was the first time that night that he had chosen to respond to her question with silence.
When he heard the question, his expression was nonchalant, but his hands gripped the pillow on the sofa tightly.
If not for his superhuman self-control, he would have lost his composure at that moment.
Song Qingchun realized Su Zhinian was silent for a long time, so she pursed her lips and reached out to grab the glass of wine that Su Zhinian had put away. She took a sip and found another topic to ease the silence. However, the topic still revolved around Su Zhinian and Tingting. "Then, if you can't love her, will you continue to love her?"
Actually, this question was rather contradictory. If I can't love her, how can I continue to love her? However, Su Zhinian understood the real meaning behind Song Qingchun's question. His slightly dazed expression turned serious, and his dark eyes started to focus.
He first uttered the word "love" before slowly turning his head around to meet her eyes.
His gaze started to burn, and he said, "Love her.
"Will always love her."
Song Qingchun's heart started to race for some reason.
He was clearly answering her question, but she had an illusion that his words were directed at her.
Song Qingchun felt her face heat up. She averted her gaze uncomfortably. She was reminded of the fact that he had not interacted with any woman for so long at his place. She was a news reporter, so she asked curiously, "Even though I don't know why you can't love her, you know it's impossible for you to be with her. You know it's pointless for you to do this, so why are you doing this?"
"Haven't you ever thought of trying to like other women? After all, life is so long, and a one-sided love is too lonely … "
"I don't mind being lonely. If I can't have her, I'd rather be alone." Su Zhinian cut Song Qingchun off without hesitation.
Song Qingchun was startled before she slowly turned around to look at him with her eyes widened.
She was just casually persuading him, but his attitude was very serious.
He stared at her without blinking and said seriously, "To me, she is the most important person in the world."
She was his unexpected warmth, his never-ending obsession.
"I can't love her, but it's impossible not to love her."
"My love for her began when I first met her, and it will last until I die."
These were words of love, but when they came out of Su Zhinian's mouth, they did not sound fake at all. If anything, they sounded sincere, and there was a heavy sense of infatuation between the lines.
Song Qingchun had been shocked by Su Zhinian many times that night, but she had to admit that the shock he gave her at that moment was the strongest.
She thought of herself as one of the few people in the world with deep emotions. She had chased after Qin Yinan for so many years, but compared to him, she realized how weak her love was.
For a moment, Song Qingchun was at a loss for words; she did not know how to respond to Su Zhinian.
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