Chapter 238
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There was a saying that went something like this.
When a woman was most helpless and in need, the first person she would turn to might not be the person she loved, but it would definitely be someone important to her.
However, Qin Yinan was the person she loved and the most important person to her.
That man occupied all of her emotions.
He, on the other hand, did not ask for her love or for them to be together. All he asked was for her to think of him when she was at her lowest.
However, this small request was nothing more than an extravagant hope.
Her worries would always be his pain.
At that moment, she needed to be listened to. No matter how painful it was, he would try his best to be the perfect listener.
Su Zhinian did not say anything to interrupt Song Qingchun. He even pulled out a napkin and passed it to her.
She accepted the napkin and wiped her face. Then she took another sip of wine and continued, "Do you know, Brother Yinan has been good to me since I was young? Brother Yinan has been good to me since I was young. When I was bullied in kindergarten, he was always the first to stand up for me. When I got lost, he was also the first to find me. When Song Cheng refused to play with me, he was the first to comfort me when I cried. He even said that he would treat me even better, and I really believed him … I also thought that he would treat me well for the rest of my life … "
"Therefore, when I found out Song Cheng did not commit suicide, I really felt like the world was spinning around me. The first thing I did was rush toward the northern part of the city. On the way, I called Brother Yinan, but there was no answer.
"When I got there, I realized Brother Yinan had already returned to the city. The signal there was not good, so I rushed toward the city. Halfway there, my car broke down. I walked for a long distance before I found a place with signal. I finally managed to call Brother Yinan. At the time, I felt like I had seen the light in the darkness, but …"
At this point, she was reminded of the scenes that she had overheard on the phone with Qin Yinan, and her eyes started to sting again. However, she forced her lips into a smile. She skipped over the intimate scenes between Qin Yinan and Tang Nuan and added, "It was then that I realized I had been lying to myself all these years. For Qin Yinan, I was never the person he wanted to take care of the most. It was my own wishful thinking that he would take care of me for the rest of my life because he had treated me so well in the past …"
She had been too foolish and naive all these years. She never had the courage to face the truth.
If Qin Yinan really cared about her … why didn't he call her back even though Tang Nuan had accepted his call?
Therefore, it was time for her to wake up. However, no one knew how painful this realization would be.
After all, he was once her everything. This kind of separation was no less painful than having her heart ripped out of her wrist.
"… Actually, tonight, when you called me to ask me where I was, it was my most desperate moment. I really have to thank you for that. If not for you, I don't even dare imagine what would have happened to me …" Song Qingchun's lips curved into a smile as she downed another half a glass of red wine. She continued as if her story was endless, but the man continued to stare at her patiently like he had not heard enough.
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