Chapter 603
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"Isn't it?" He asked hoarsely.
"No." She bit her lips, and her thoughts suddenly became clear. "I trust you, but … I just can't not worry about anything. I grew up alone, and no one took care of me and protected me, so it's an instinct. I can't control myself. Sometimes I feel like you love and protect me too much, and I can't handle it. But every time I think about it, I feel guilty. I don't think I deserve your love. If you had married someone else, like Ling Yutong, there wouldn't have been such a problem between you two. "
The man's deep and reddened eyes seemed to have set off monstrous waves.
"Ye Shengge." His voice was hoarse. "Do you mean I made you breathless?"
She blinked and thought for a bit. "No, I don't deserve it."
"It's not that you don't deserve it. It's my fault." The man kissed her eyes. "I've been forcing you. I've been forcing you to fall in love with me. I've been forcing you to be honest with me. I've even forced you to give up on yourself … No wonder you can't take it."
"No, no." She still shook her head. "It's not your fault."
Ji Shiting swallowed hard and said, "It's my fault. I'm too conceited and selfish. I've been forcing you to hold nothing back, but I refuse to tell you anything. "
"No, it's not." She shook her head.
"Ye Shengge, you're too harsh on yourself." He pinched her face. "You always push the blame onto yourself. You think I've been giving all this time. No, I've been taking. You stupid woman. "
She said, "I'm not stupid."
"Yes, you're not stupid." The man hugged her tighter. "That's why you made up your mind to leave me. You're right. "
Ye Shengge looked confused, as if she didn't understand why he said that.
"Ye Shengge." The man called her name. "Do you still love me?"
"Mm." She nodded without hesitation and murmured softly, "Actually, I want you to wait for me to cure my illness, but I don't know how long it will take … I can't make such a request of you. That would be too selfish."
"I'll wait for you even if you don't make any requests," Ji Shiting said. "We still have a lot of time."
"No, no, don't wait." She suddenly began to panic.
"Do you think I want to wait for you?" He smiled. "It's just that I've given you all my feelings, and I can't take them back anymore."
The glass in Ye Shengge's hand finally fell onto the bed. She looked up, her eyes watery. "Why … Am I really worth it?"
"I don't know." Ji Shiting combed her long hair. "But that's not important."
Her lips moved and she suddenly buried her face in his chest.
"I've been thinking for the past three months that I have to work hard to cure myself as soon as possible, or Shiting won't wait for me." She said in a muffled voice. "I'm still thinking that if you're not married after I recover, I'll … I'll seduce you and give birth to your baby secretly without you knowing."
As she spoke, she hiccupped and giggled.
"Seduce me." His voice became hoarse. "How?"
She raised her head shakily and tried to kiss him, but her teeth hit the man's chin.
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