Shen Qianqian lowered her head and said solemnly, "When I think about how you hurt me because of Lin Jinya when you received the letter in the past, I feel so much pain in my heart that I can't breathe.
"I thought that I had forgotten, but when I think about it again, I realize that my heart is still as painful as before. Or rather, the pain is even clearer than before.
"So, if you really like me, then take it as the last thing you do for me. Let go of me. Let's not entangle ourselves with each other anymore."
Shen Qianqian choked a little and said, "Perhaps this is an opportunity for me to realize that there is an insurmountable past between us. Those hurts are still in my heart and I can't forget them."
"Qianqian …" Gu Hecheng's eyes were red and his palms were sweaty. He didn't know how to atone for his sins to her.
However, Shen Qianqian raised her head and smiled gently at him. She said, "But you have been so good to me and Xiao Kong during this period of time. It's not that I don't feel touched at all. I thought about it just now. It seems that I can't let the two of you separate completely because of me.
"Although you hurt me in the past, Xiao Kong is your son after all. And from the time we spent together, I can tell that you really love Xiao Kong." Shen Qianqian sighed and said, "Perhaps it's because I can't be with Xiao Kong for a long time because I'm filming now. I miss him a lot, so I can probably understand how you feel.
"If you still want to see Xiao Kong again, I won't stop you. You can ask Mother Liu to bring Xiao Kong to see you, but when you see Xiao Kong in the future, I won't be with you anymore."
Shen Qianqian seemed to have made up her mind. "I will also tell Xiao Kong honestly about our relationship. Don't worry, I won't tell him everything that happened between us, but I will let him understand that there is no possibility between us anymore."
Shen Qianqian looked at Gu Hecheng sincerely. "Just take it that I'm begging you, okay? Let's end it here. Don't bother about me in the future. "
"To be honest, when I wasn't by your side, there was a period of time when I felt like a zombie." Shen Qianqian's voice started to choke again. "But after that period of time, I realized that I was really happy."
"Because I don't need to remember the painful past. I don't need to see you again. I don't need to remember what Lin Jinya did to me. I can also have a good life with Xiao Kong.
"There are many parents who let go of the grudges in their hearts. They can be good role models in front of their children. " Shen Qianqian squeezed out a forced smile. "I can forget about all the things that happened between us, but I definitely don't want to think about it again."
Shen Qianqian sighed and said, "I'm almost recovered now. I also called my assistant. She will come and take care of me. You can go back first today."
After Shen Qianqian finished speaking, she turned her face away. She didn't want to say anything to Gu Hecheng. However, Gu Hecheng refused to do so.
He sat by Shen Qianqian's bedside and pressed his hands tightly on her shoulders.
"I can't agree. I've already missed it once. I can't miss you again. Maybe you feel very painful now, but I believe that these things will pass. I will make all the people who hurt you in the past, whether it's Lin Jinya or Ji Minyue, I will make them give you an explanation. "
"What about you?" Shen Qianqian suddenly raised her head. Her big eyes were covered with a layer of mist. She asked in a trembling voice, "Gu Hecheng, what about the hurt you caused me? How are you going to pay me back? "
"Don't tell me that you will use the rest of your life to pay me back. I feel like I'm going crazy when I see you now. Do you really want me to go crazy?"
Shen Qianqian struggled to shake off Gu Hecheng's hand. She pleaded, "Take it as I'm begging you. Let me calm down, okay?"
"I believe that Ji Minyue's matter will not be the last. Maybe the past is just the tip of the iceberg. I have a feeling that this matter is definitely not as simple as it seems. It will definitely involve a lot of people. Just take it as for my own good. Let me be alone for a while, okay? "
Shen Qianqian begged Gu Hecheng painfully. Gu Hecheng felt like his heart was being pricked by needles. He tried so hard to give Shen Qianqian happiness, but now he saw that Shen Qianqian was in so much pain.
Gu Hecheng's eyes slowly filled with tears. He regretted his actions, but he did not know how to make up for it.
Seeing Shen Qianqian in so much pain, Gu Hecheng could not bear to see her suffer so much. In the end, he decided to give in for the time being. He wanted to wait until things slowly came to light one by one. He wanted to get rid of all the obstacles between them before begging her to return to his side again.
Gu Hecheng slowly squatted down in front of Shen Qianqian. He said gently to Shen Qianqian, "Okay, I promise you. I won't look for you during this time. Don't torture yourself, okay?"
Gu Hecheng raised his head and looked into Shen Qianqian's eyes affectionately. However, Shen Qianqian closed her eyes. A tear fell from the corner of her eye. He reached out his hand hesitantly. The teardrop was so clear that it was like a rare jewel in his heart.
"But I still want you to believe that we can overcome all these things. If these things did not happen again, wouldn't we have gotten along well during this time?" Gu Hecheng seemed to be asking himself, but it also seemed like he was asking Shen Qianqian.
Shen Qianqian did not answer, but he already had an answer in his heart.
Indeed, just like Shen Qianqian's worries, he had to get rid of all these obstacles so that there would not be any disharmony in their days together. Perhaps only then would Shen Qianqian really slowly forget about it and open her heart to accept him again.
Gu Hecheng left the ward reluctantly. He sat in the car downstairs and for a moment, he did not know where to go.
At night, the city was lit up by neon lights. The hotel was brightly lit. Lin Jinya sat on the bed in the room. Just as she was about to take out her clothes to change, her cell phone rang.
Lin Jinya picked it up and saw that it was Ji Minyue, whom she had not contacted for a long time. She was stunned for a moment before she picked it up.
"Why did you suddenly think of calling me?" Lin Jinya asked coldly.
"Jinyang, hurry up and help me." Ji Minyue sounded anxious and scared.
"What happened? Why are you so nervous? "Lin Jinya glanced at the cell phone and continued," Tell me, why are you calling me? "
"President Gu fired me. He fired me without any reason." Ji Minyue felt a little scared as she thought about it. She said to Lin Jinya, "Do you think President Gu found out about what I did?"
"What did you say? Gu Hecheng fired you. Didn't he tell you the reason? " Lin Jinya tightened her grip on the cell phone and asked, "What exactly happened? Tell me clearly."
Hearing Lin Jinya's question, Ji Minyue sounded like she was about to cry. Even though Lin Jinya could not see her expression, she shook her head desperately and said, "I don't know what happened either. But judging from Secretary Yu's attitude, President Gu is very dissatisfied with me. He didn't tell me the reason why he fired me, so I can't help but think in that direction."
"Jinyang, you have to help me. I did all those things for you. If you don't help me …"
"What if I don't help you?"
Lin Jinya heard the threat in Ji Minyue's voice and immediately retorted unhappily, "Why are you threatening me now? Even if I asked you to do those things, did I force you to do it with a knife to your neck?"
"You didn't do it willingly. Besides, didn't you get any benefits when you did those things?" Lin Jinya sneered and warned Ji Minyue.
Jun Jun, who was about to leave, found Lin Jinya's clothes in her bag, so she turned back when she was about to open the door. Just as she was about to knock on Lin Jinya's door, she heard these words.
Jun Jun frowned instinctively. She stood quietly in front of the door and leaned forward slightly to eavesdrop.
"Don't forget that I was the one who left those letters with you, but you were the one who personally sent them out."
"Jinyang, you can't do this to me." Ji Minyue felt a bone-piercing chill in her heart. Only now did she realize how selfish Lin Yinya was. She had never put her in her eyes and had never thought of her as someone on the same boat. She had only been using her.
Ji Minyue was a little disappointed, but she had no other choice now. She could only hold on tightly to Lin Jinya, who was her last hope.
"Jinyang, that's not what I meant. I didn't want to threaten you. But since you trusted me and I was willing to follow you and do those things, you can't leave me in the lurch now."
"Okay, okay, don't cry to me. You don't even know what's going on. How do you know that Gu Hecheng found out what you did? Maybe it's just because you didn't do well in the company," Lin Jinya said impatiently.
"No, no, of course not. I was praised for my performance last month. Why would he fire me because of this? It must be because of that. It must be …"
"Okay, don't be so sure. You've already been fired. What else can you do?"
Lin Jinya interrupted her unhappily. "Do you want me to beg Gu Hecheng to let you go back to work? That would expose our relationship."
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