"Yang Yi, you bastard!" Murphy's scolding wasn't wrong at all. What he said was really too much!
About ten minutes ago, Murphy was discussing the conditions of the kindergarten with Yang Yi. She was very satisfied with the teaching conditions of one of the kindergartens because the teachers were all university students. Murphy felt that they could let Xi Xi learn more.
"Is education really that important?" Yang Yi suddenly asked.
He had been holding this question in his heart for a long time, or it could be said that his predecessor had always been very concerned about it. Although these days of peaceful but happy days had almost made him forget this contradiction, Murphy's words now made the covered crack resurface again.
Murphy still didn't understand what Yang Yi was asking. She thought they were still talking about the kindergarten! She smiled and said, "Of course, don't tell me you want a teacher who hasn't studied to teach your daughter?"
"I don't have a university degree. I didn't even finish high school …" Yang Yi raised his head, and his eyes were a little indifferent. "Is it that I'm not qualified to be Xi Xi's father?"
Murphy was choked by Yang Yi's words. She was stunned for a while before she said, "Why do you say that? Why do you say you're not qualified? What does this have to do with education? You're Xi Xi's father, her biological father! "
Murphy still didn't understand why Yang Yi's tone suddenly became cold, but she felt like her most precious thing was being questioned, and the grievance in her heart spontaneously arose.
Biological father? Yang Yi furrowed his brows.
"Because I'm her biological father, so you want to be with me?" Yang Yi felt that since they were talking about this issue, he might as well lay it out and say all the doubts in his heart.
Murphy looked at Yang Yi in shock.
Yang Yi, a guy who had never been in a relationship before, honestly continued, "I've read an article saying that a father's love is very important when a girl is growing up."
To be precise, this was an article that combined gossip and child growth studies. Using a female singer's tragic relationships where she met scumbags and had her privacy exposed after breaking up as an example, it talked about how a girl who lacked fatherly love had a high chance of meeting scumbags!
A father was the first man a daughter came into contact with. If a girl could receive her father's care and love from a young age, then when she grew up, she would be able to handle relationships with ease. She might even use her outstanding father as a template to find a boyfriend.
However, if they lacked this important emotion from a young age and had never received fatherly love, then they would have an excessive desire and dependence for love. As long as someone treated them a little better, they would be obedient to him.
Obviously, this was very dangerous!
The above content was what Yang Yi had read from the article. Naturally, he didn't want Xi Xi to have the same tragedy as that female singer, so Yang Yi used everything he had to pamper his daughter and give her the best fatherly love in the world.
However, the problem now wasn't Xi Xi, but his relationship with Murphy.
This question had troubled Yang Yi's predecessor for a long time, and now Yang Yi also wanted to know the answer: Where did the relationship between him and Murphy come from? Was it true love? Or was it a "sacrifice" made by Murphy simply because she wanted her daughter to have a father?
Therefore, Yang Yi asked straightforwardly, "You want to create a good environment for Xi Xi and give Xi Xi a complete family, so you're willing to put down your prejudice against my lack of education, put away your contempt for my lack of money, and be with me hypocritically?"
These words were too much!
Yang Yi was completely standing in his own point of view, showing off his inner pride and questioning Murphy.
Murphy couldn't imagine that Yang Yi would say this. It was almost an insult to her character, and the grievances in her heart burst out. She couldn't speak at all. She just wanted to scold Yang Yi as a bastard, so she turned around and ran back to the bedroom.
However, the moment she turned around, Murphy couldn't hold back her tears of grievance, and they burst out from the corners of her eyes.
"Bastard, big bastard! I don't want to talk to him anymore! "
…
The atmosphere in the house suddenly became strange. Murphy locked herself in the room, and Xi Xi sat timidly on the side, hugging her Rem pillow. She wasn't in the mood to play with the kittens, nor was she in the mood to watch cartoons.
The little girl turned her head to look at her father from time to time. The word "worry" hung on her little face, and her beautiful brows were slightly furrowed. She was just like Sister Lin, and people couldn't help but feel pity for her. However, Xi Xi didn't dare to disturb her father …
This kind of feeling wasn't happy at all.
This time, it was Yang Yi's own thoughts that floated in his heart.
He felt inexplicably flustered, as if he was going to lose Murphy. Although the knot hadn't been untied yet, Yang Yi himself regretted it.
Why did he bring it up? Wasn't it good to be muddle-headed?
The memories of the past few days kept coming back to him …
"Hey, you're back? What flowers did you buy? "Murphy's bright smile was like ripples of water. She rolled up her trousers, and her white and smooth calves, and her exquisite and cute feet, seemed to set off the brilliance …
"Let's walk in front, ignore him!" It was a walk on the dam after dinner in the evening. Murphy's back was slender and graceful, and her hair that fluttered in the wind was dyed a beautiful red in the afterglow of the setting sun …
"If you want to practice your voice, first feel how my vocal cords vibrate when I speak." In the morning, Murphy took Yang Yi's hand, raised his index finger, and pressed it on her throat. Yang Yi forgot what he was doing, and just stared at Murphy. Her neck was very thin, and her skin was as white as snow. When his finger touched it, it felt as smooth as jade.
However, Murphy's serious look was as if she was bathing in holy light. Although Yang Yi could see the faint scenery under her exquisite collarbone, he still didn't dare to profane this sincerity …
"Did I say something that hurt you?" Yang Yi thought silently.
Really … Now that he had calmed down, Yang Yi realized that he didn't think through what he said at that time.
"Fake affection …"
"Because I'm your biological father, so you want to be with me?"
Regardless of whether what he said was right or not, these words shouldn't have come out of his mouth. It hurt her self-esteem too much!
"What exactly do you want?" Yang Yi asked himself a question, a question that he hadn't thought about carefully.
Could it be that he wanted Murphy to admit that he was as "despicable" as Yang Yi thought, and then force Murphy to leave?
Of course not. Yang Yi liked the feeling of being with Murphy, especially after these days of contact. They had more and more in common, and more and more happiness. How could he bear to let Murphy leave?
But why did he say such things?
Could Murphy still have a way out?
Perhaps he wanted Murphy to admit that she wasn't, and then the two of them could be together without any grudges.
But after saying these words, how could Murphy not care? How could she not be sad? Even if the grudges between them were resolved, wouldn't there be a crack in her heart?
Yang Yi really regretted it …
In his mind, the image of Murphy crying but determined to leave appeared. Yang Yi's heart felt like it was being cut by a knife.
"You have to do something!" Yang Yi said to himself in his heart.
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