When did she find out that Cheng Ying was gay? Jiang Si wasn't sure. Perhaps it was when she found out that his friends were all men that she gradually felt that something was wrong.
When her best friend heard this, she laughed at her for being silly. "Your husband doesn't play with men, but plays with women. That's what you need to worry about, okay?"
Jiang Si forced a smile. "You're right."
However, she could clearly feel that Cheng Ying looked at his male colleagues differently, but she couldn't tell exactly what was different. In that era, there was no concept of homosexuality. Of course, she wouldn't think in that direction for no reason.
Another thing that washed away her wild thoughts was a child. In the third year of their marriage, they finally had a child.
This was the result of their countless failed attempts. Of course, Jiang Si was very happy. Cheng Ying rushed out to buy her a bag of sesame pastry, which was her favorite food. The satisfied smile on Cheng Ying's face made her feel at home for the first time. Those thoughts in her heart also dissipated with her husband's smile.
However, Cheng Ying's happiness didn't last long. It seemed that after a week, he became a dull and boring man again. Fortunately, he was still much gentler and more considerate to her.
Cheng Ying had a habit of waking up at night. Jiang Si knew that since she was pregnant, he gradually woke up at night. Jiang Si didn't pay much attention to it. After all, she would also feel nervous and uneasy because of the arrival of a new life. Until one night, she suddenly felt uncomfortable in her stomach. After frowning and stretching out her hand, she found that the quilt next to her was empty.
"Cheng Ying …? Cheng Ying? "
An indescribable feeling surged in Jiang Si's heart. She got out of bed quietly and looked for her husband. When she passed by the kitchen, she found a dark shadow squatting at the corner of the sink.
What's wrong with him? Is he not feeling well?
Jiang Si was about to step forward when she suddenly heard a weak whimper that sounded like a small animal. Upon closer inspection, Cheng Ying's body, which was curled up in the corner, was trembling uncontrollably. Although he didn't say anything, and didn't even have an expression on his face, just his back was enough to make people feel an inexplicable sense of oppression and despair enveloping his entire body.
Are you so afraid of this child … and of me?
Pregnant women were always sensitive and emotional. Jiang Si looked at Cheng Ying, who was curled into a ball, and her chest kept heaving. The grievances and worries during her pregnancy turned into a burning anger in her chest at this moment, and even … there was a trace of hatred.
She took two steps forward and was about to question him........................... To be honest, it was really strange to hear her husband crying and laughing in the kitchen in the middle of the night, but Jiang Si felt that Cheng Ying was trying his best to persuade her to be happy from the laughter, even though he failed.
The laughter didn't last long, and an even more sorrowful cry replaced the whining sound and spread in the narrow kitchen. Cheng Ying buried his head in his knees and hugged his arms so hard that the blue veins on his arms were very obvious even in the dark. Jiang Si was immediately defeated by the painful emotion. She looked at such a fragile Cheng Ying and suddenly felt that it was extremely boring.
She silently retreated.
Cheng Ying became colder and colder to her, and she slowly became numb. She knew that no one did it on purpose, but the atmosphere between the two of them became more and more silent.
Alas, marriage was like this. Time passed, and love slowly became family. Even if Cheng Ying didn't love her anymore, at least he was good to her and the child.
But she never expected that she would find a love letter written by her husband in high school in his closet.
It was a love letter written to a male classmate named Cai Bowen.
It turned out that he was gay.
"I want to go home! You bunch of damn liars! I'm going to ask my father to sue you for marriage fraud! "Jiang Si ignored Cheng Ying's mother's pull and grabbed the box to walk out.
"Don't, Xiao Jiang. Even if you don't think for yourself, you have to think for the child!" Cheng Ying's mother's tears flowed down her face as she kept talking about her little grandson.
"Don't say anymore. I've tolerated you until today because I'm thinking for the child!" Jiang Si was so angry that the muscles on her face trembled slightly with her vigorous movements. A towering anger burned her insides, making them hot and painful. It was as if all the grievances that had accumulated over the past few years had all exploded at once.
"We've let you down, but in the past few years, when have we not treated you well? Old Cheng and I have always treated you like our own daughter … Cheng Ying! Cheng Ying, other than not liking women, what has he done wrong? Has he hit you, scolded you, or cheated on you? This is a disease, a disease, Xiao Jiang! "
Upon hearing the word "disease", Cheng Ying's lips moved, but in the end, he didn't say anything.
Jiang Si's movements froze for a moment.
Cheng Ying's father immediately pushed Cheng Ying, who was hiding behind the crowd. "Hurry up and apologize to your wife!"
It was only then that Jiang Si saw Cheng Ying, who was hiding behind the crowd. His face was pale, and his lips were slightly pursed. He stared at the small ball of paper in Jiang Si's hand, and a touch of humiliation appeared on his face. "Why … did you go through my things?"
Jiang Si's heart trembled, and she said loudly, "I'm your wife. Can't I see such shameful things?"
Cheng Ying's father said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about, Cheng Ying? Hurry up and apologize!"
Cheng Ying didn't say anything, but his face was even paler than before. He glanced at everyone present with a complicated expression, as if he was blaming them, but also as if he had been wronged. No one could harden their hearts when they saw his expression.
Li Yan was stunned.
To be honest, after seeing the scene in the script where Jiang Si and Cheng Ying looked at each other, she changed her mind and didn't want to get a divorce. She couldn't understand why Jiang Si was willing to be trapped in this marriage for the rest of her life with just one look.
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