She must be dreaming!
Because that man wasn't just anyone. He was Qin Fangang.
Qin Fangang wouldn't lie to her. He said before that he wanted to stay by her side. He said that he wanted her to be his Mrs. Xie, but she hadn't become his Mrs. Xie yet. How could he leave just like that?
He couldn't.
Lu Yihan saw that Xin Yu had suddenly quietened down. This kind of silence was clearly strange. He felt a little nervous. Looking at her incomparably firm gaze, he felt even more uneasy. He wanted to go up and hold Xin Yu's hand, but she pushed him away.
Lu Yihan said, "Xin Yu."
"Stop it, Yihan. Stop it …"
Xin Yu shook her head and said with incomparable determination, "Everything you said is fake. I won't believe it. I might be dreaming … I must be dreaming! I'm … I'm going to continue lying down. It'll be fine when I wake up in a while. It'll be fine when I wake up … "
Yes, she was just shocked by the nightmare. None of this could be real. These people, these people were all bad people. Every one of them wanted to deceive her. They didn't even let her off in her dreams. How could they say such ridiculous things?
Qin Fangang was no longer around?
What did they mean by no longer around?
Where could he go? He wouldn't go anywhere. He once said to himself that a lifetime, a lifetime was so long. How long had they been gone? He wasn't someone who would go back on his words.
Qin Fangang, Qin Fangang … Our lifetime has just begun. How could you break your promise to me?
Xin Yu pressed her hand to her chest and took two deep breaths. She kept telling herself that this was just a dream. As long as she forced her eyes open, everything would be over. Her Qin Fangang would still be standing in front of her. No matter if she cried or laughed, he would still be with her.
But just as she walked to the edge of the bed, before she could sit down, Lu Yihan had already reached out and pressed her shoulder. He shook her body forcefully. That kind of voice was really cruel. Xin Yu didn't want to hear it, but he kept saying it. It made her really angry.
"Wake up, Leng Xinyu. Wake up. Do you think you can just lie to yourself like this? My brother is no longer around! Qin Fangang is no longer around! I'm sorry. I know it's hard for you to accept, but didn't you say that you're a strong person? Then can you be a little stronger? Don't be like this … Xin Yu, look at me. Listen to me. Qin Fangang is no longer around. After I rescued you, the bomb exploded. I went in to look for him, but the house … it was a mess. The building was so small, there was nowhere for him to escape. He's really no longer around. He's already dead — "
"Slap!" A resounding slap interrupted Lu Yihan.
Lu Yihan was obviously stunned for a moment. He only felt a burning sensation on his cheek. When he came back to his senses, he saw a pair of extremely clear and determined eyes. "… Xin Yu."
"Stop talking! I told you to stop talking! "
Xin Yu lost control and growled. She clenched her fists and her voice trembled uncontrollably. "Fan Gang won't die. What nonsense are you talking about? If you say that again, I don't want to see you ever again. Leave! Leave right now … I told you to leave … Lu Yihan, I hate you. Do you hear me? I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! Are you doing this on purpose? You must be doing this on purpose! You're lying to me on purpose. You can't wait to make me suffer. Are you taking revenge on me? It's no use. I won't believe it, I won't believe it … "
"Xin Yu, Xin Yu —"
Lu Yihan strode forward and reached out to support the body that had collapsed due to her emotions. He hugged her tightly and felt her entire body in his arms. However, she was light, like sand between his fingers. No matter how hard he tried, she was slipping away.
This feeling was very scary, but he was helpless.
After what had happened in the Lu family, after his life had been turned upside down, his eyes had never turned red. But at this moment, as he hugged this woman who had been his wife for five years and whom he had despised for five years, his eyes turned red. He was not careful and hot tears flowed out of his eyes and landed on her fair face.
"…"
When Xin Yu woke up, it was already three days later.
Actually, she had woken up a few times in a daze, but she was unwilling to open her eyes. In the end, she fell into a deep sleep again. It was only on the third day that she completely woke up, but she became extremely quiet.
She did not ask where Qin Fangang had gone. No matter who spoke to her, she did not make a sound. She did whatever others asked her to do. She would not starve herself, but she would not cry either. This kind of cooperation made Mu Chenchu very uneasy. She would come to the hospital every day and try to talk to Xin Yu every day. However, the latter would always ignore her and only look out of the window. No one knew what she was looking at.
On the fifth day after Xin Yu woke up, Lu Yihan and Su Junyan came over together. Lu Yihan told her, "Xin Yu, your mother's surgery was very successful. They're now in the same hospital as you. Do you want to visit her?"
When she heard the word "mother," her empty eyes moved slightly, but she still did not say a word.
Su Junyan reached out and pressed his forehead. He could not help but step forward and raise his voice slightly. "Leng Xinyu, can you stop being like this? None of us are comfortable with something happening to Fan Gang, but the last thing he wanted to see is you like this, do you know? Who did he die for … "
"Shut up!"
"Su Junyan, you lunatic, get out!"
"…"
Lu Yihan and Mu Chenchu spoke at the same time. Su Junyan stood at the side with an innocent expression. He probably realized that his tone was a little harsh just now. He reached out to grab his hair and sighed. "Okay, okay, okay. I said something wrong, but what I said is the truth, isn't it? I'm still unhappy, but with her like this … Fan Gang won't be at ease even if he leaves … "
"Su Junyan!" Mu Chenchu stomped her feet, wishing she could kick him in the heart.
"He's not dead."
"…"
Xin Yu, who had been lying on the bed without making a sound, suddenly muttered. As she had not spoken for a long time, her voice was incomparably hoarse, as if it had been crushed out of a broken gear.
However, the three people present were stunned. This was the first thing she had said in about 10 days. No one cared what Su Junyan had said just now. Mu Chenchu was so agitated that she was about to cry. She reached out to hug Xin Yu and choked. "Xin Yu … you've finally spoken. Do you know how worried I was about you? Talk to me, talk to me, okay? Don't be like this anymore. You should know that you're pregnant. Do you know that after you fainted that day, there was blood … The doctor said that you're too agitated now and it's very easy … very easy for you to have a miscarriage. You've already lost a child. You can't lose another one. Xin Yu, even if it's for the sake of the baby, treat yourself better, okay? "
It was probably Mu Chenchu's words that had a certain effect.
Or perhaps it was the existence of the "baby" that could still summon a little of her soul. Xin Yu's stiff body finally moved. Under Lu Yihan and Su Junyan's expectant gazes, her lips moved slightly. In the end, she finally said something. It was extremely simple, but at least it made them feel a little more at ease.
She said, "Aren't I very calm now?"
After a pause, she continued, "Fan Gang will come back. Chenchen, you're right. I shouldn't be like this. I want to be fine. I want to wait for him to come back. He won't abandon me. I've been dreaming every day for the past few days. I've dreamed of him. He told me to wait for him to come back. How could he abandon me … "
"Xin Yu …" Mu Chenchu's tears streamed down. Xin Yu, on the other hand, was calm. However, this calmness was like a pool of stagnant water to Lu Yihan. It did not stir up any reaction at all.
He was still worried. Even though to Su Junyan and Mu Chenchu, she seemed to be slowly accepting it. Even though she kept saying that Qin Fangang was not dead, he still spoke, didn't he?
But who knew what Leng Xinyu was thinking?
She only knew that Qin Fangang was not dead. He would definitely come back. How could he leave her alone in this bustling world? He knew how many shortcomings she had. She didn't even know how to cook. If he wasn't around, how was she going to take care of herself in the future? She actually didn't know anything. She didn't have the life of a princess, but she had princess syndrome. Wasn't that all because of him? But since he had already taken care of her, how could he leave just like that without taking good care of her for the rest of her life?
He loved her so much. No matter how many mistakes she made, no matter how willful she was, a high and mighty person like him would always bow down to her at the first moment. How could such a man leave her behind? …
That afternoon, she tidied herself up and went to see Tao Wantian.
Leng Dongming and Tao Wantian also knew about Qin Fangang's situation, so for the past few days, they only came over to visit her when she was asleep. Now that they saw their daughter standing in front of them, but she had lost so much weight, they felt very uncomfortable.
After Tao Wantian's surgery, she recovered well. However, she had undergone a major surgery and still needed to recuperate. Leng Dongming accompanied her day and night. When Xin Yu saw that her mother was much better, she really heaved a sigh of relief.
Sometimes, she felt very blissful, so blissful that it was unreal. But sometimes, she felt that she was very unlucky, so unlucky that she wanted to give up on life.
But God should be fair to everyone. You would always lose what you gained.
Gains and losses were always intertwined …
"Xin Yu, you can tell Mommy anything. Mommy is much better now. I can finally spend my days with my precious daughter."
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