"My precious, don't you have your man to protect you now? Don't cry. My heart aches for you, okay? "
Qin Fangang knew that Xin Yu's unbearable past might have been suppressed in the depths of her heart. For the time being, he didn't know why Leng Dongming had become like this. Or maybe he had been pretending all along.
But no matter what, Xin Yu had endured the most difficult days in the past five years alone. From her mother's sudden death, to Leng Dongming's sudden mental disorder, to being asked to marry Lu Yihan, to suddenly entering a rich family as a commoner. She had to learn to adapt to the high and mighty people in the rich family who didn't like her.
But in some ways, Qin Fangang was still grateful to Lu Shiyun. No matter what his purpose was, he had really sent her to England for the past five years. He had given her a good space to complete her studies and bear less pressure from the rich family.
"What happened after that?"
Qin Fangang naturally didn't bring up this topic by chance. He had a purpose. They hadn't completely gotten to the point yet, so he needed to guide her slowly. "It's been five years since you came back from England. Do you think your father has shown any signs of improvement? Also, where is your mother buried? It seems like you've never visited her. "
Xin Yu grabbed the back of Qin Fangang's hand. The man's large palm was very warm. It gave her a sense of security and gave her the strength to recall the past that she had never dared to think about.
It was true. She didn't dare to think about it.
When a person suddenly fell from heaven to hell, the person who couldn't take the blow would always choose to do something extreme. Xin Yu didn't want to deny that she had always been grateful to Lu Shiyun. It was because he had appeared in front of her when she was at her weakest and pulled her back to another heaven.
Although that "heaven" wasn't what she had hoped for, if it wasn't for Lu Shiyun at that time, she didn't think she would have been able to hold on until now.
She grabbed Qin Fangang's hand. Her slender fingers slowly rubbed the man's fingers. The two of them sat together quietly. Although they were talking about a heavy topic, the flowing atmosphere gave people a warm feeling.
Xin Yu took a deep breath and said quietly, "I've never told anyone about my mother because I didn't dare to. I was afraid that if I thought about it, my heart would ache. Actually, I was too young at the time and didn't experience anything. I grew up being protected by my parents. Although my parents weren't rich people, they really treated me like a treasure. So when I suddenly heard the news of my mother's death, I was really stunned. I didn't know what to do at all. I thought that I was dreaming, that as long as I woke up, everything would go back to square one. But before I could recover, my father suddenly went crazy again. At that time, I really couldn't get any help from the heavens and the earth, no matter how hard I cried, no matter how hard I cried, there was no answer. I was worried about my father's situation and forgot about my mother's matter. Later, Lu Shiyun came to find me. He told me that he and my father were old friends. When he found out about my family's situation, he was heartbroken. He really wanted to help me and my father. Actually, I really hadn't heard my father mention Lu Shiyun before, but I knew him. At that time, he was already very famous in C City and often appeared in financial gossip. Moreover, the outside world had a high opinion of him and said that he was a great philanthropist. I didn't think he was a bad person, and he didn't need to help me for no reason. At that time, I was really panicking and didn't know what to do. Plus, with my father's situation, I had no choice but to agree to his request. "
Qin Fangang listened to Xin Yu talk about the past. His heart tightened. His baby had experienced all of this. Although he already knew about it, hearing her soft voice and the incomparable suppression in it made his heart ache.
Why didn't he get to know her earlier?
She was the woman he cherished so much, but he didn't have the time to participate in her past.
Qin Fangang raised her white fingers to his thin lips. The man's kiss gently fell on her fingertips. His eyes were deep, filled with endless tenderness and love. "Don't be afraid. Continue to tell me. I didn't have the chance to participate in your past, but baby, I really want to know about your past now."
What Xin Yu didn't know was that a man like Qin Fangang, as ruthless as he was to outsiders, was as gentle to her as he was to her.
In fact, in everyone's heart, there would be the softest angel. He was such a high and mighty person. To his father, half-brother, and the woman he once had, he wasn't really ruthless and cold-blooded. He just gave his lifetime of tenderness to this woman called Leng Xinyu.
"My past is actually more or less like this."
Xin Yu pursed her lips and gently pressed her face against the man's chest. She wantonly breathed in the masculine scent on his body. It was a scent she was familiar with deep in her soul. "After that, I foolishly married Lu Yihan. He thought I was a woman who only cared about money. I didn't want to explain anything. After we got married, Lu Shiyun arranged for me to study in England. I think he was my benefactor because he sent my father to the hospital. It was a hospital that the Lu Clan personally invested in. I knew that people with mental disorders were sent to Qingshan. People who went there would never be able to come out again. So I agreed to whatever he said. Actually, I originally majored in painting. Later on, he asked me to study business administration. I also agreed.
"I left for five years. Although I returned to C City in between, I never went to see my mother."
At this point, Xin Yu couldn't help but feel a little guilty. She sighed softly. Her soft little hand held onto Qin Fangang's large palm. "Actually, during those years, I mentioned that I wanted to see my mother. Back then, it was Lu Shiyun who arranged for her burial and made all the arrangements for her funeral. He told me that my mother was doing well in the cemetery, but he still hoped that I would go and see her after I finished my studies. Otherwise, she wouldn't be able to rest in peace in heaven. I felt that what he said made sense, so I never went to see her.
"Fan Gang, actually, I feel a little guilty. I felt that I was too timid and insensible five years ago. My mother was in trouble, but I couldn't take care of her. It wasn't even the seventh day of her death, but I married Lu Yihan. I felt that I was an unfilial daughter, so I really didn't dare to see her. I was afraid that she would blame me. After I graduated and came back, so many things happened that I didn't dare to face her."
Qin Fangang pursed his sexy lips slightly. He rested his chin on Xin Yu's head and listened to the woman in his arms speak slowly. His gaze deepened little by little. In the end, it was so silent that it was a little scary. However, the strength he used to pat Xin Yu's back was exceptionally gentle.
"Baby, your mother will understand you. You're very brave and did very well. As a person living in this world, you must remember one thing — as long as there's life, there's hope."
The man's long and slender fingers gently lifted Xin Yu's chin. The sinister light in his eyes had already been suppressed in the depths of his pupils. "You made the right choice back then. I've told you before that you shouldn't always think about being virtuous and having a backbone. Sometimes, these things are luxuries, but as a person, we should at least protect our own lives before breaking the bottom line of our principles."
Xin Yu's soft gaze stared unblinkingly at the man in front of her.
He had this kind of charm. She always felt that the words that came out of his mouth, even if she didn't agree with them in the past, would still be remembered in her heart without missing a single word.
She felt that a man like Qin Fangang was probably true. No matter what he did or said, he was always so perfect.
"Now, do you feel that life is very strange?" Qin Fangang pinched her cheeks and smiled.
"How is it strange?"
"Isn't it strange?"
The man seemed to be a little unhappy. He raised his eyebrows and his scorching masculine breath carried a hint of threat as he inched closer to her. "Hmm? Five years ago, the decision to marry Lu Yihan. Although I don't like it now, I have to admit that you did the right thing at that time. Because if you didn't marry him, you wouldn't have gone to England. If you didn't go to England for five years, when you left, you wouldn't have let someone accidentally give you my virginity. If you didn't have my virginity, you wouldn't have given yourself to me. If you didn't give yourself to me, how could I dote on you? "
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Xin Yu's face turned red. She bit her lips and looked shy. It was too seductive. Qin Fangang never had much self-control in front of her. He chuckled lowly and stretched out his long arms to pull her into his embrace. His thin lips pressed against hers. He carefully ground and nibbled on her until she was panting. Only then did he let go of her. The tips of their noses were close together. His deep voice had a different kind of sexiness.
"I'm going to B City tomorrow. Are you coming with me?"
Xin Yu looked up from his embrace in surprise. "What are you going to B City for?"
"Business trip."
Xin Yu pondered seriously for a while but still shook her head. "I think I'd better not go. There are quite a lot of problems here now. I can't continue to waste time with Lu Yihan. I want to divorce him!"
"Although I'm very anxious for you to divorce him, there's no rush. I'm worried about leaving you alone in C City for the next two days."
Qin Fangang sighed softly. His hands gently pinched her slender waist as he said seriously, "Baby, I don't want to hide anything from you. My mom is still in C City. I haven't brought you to see her yet. I don't know if she'll come looking for you after I leave. I don't want you to face her alone. So be good and come with me to B City. Don't worry about other problems. You don't have to worry about the Lu family either. Just follow me. "
Since Qin Fangang had already said so, Xin Yu naturally had no reason to say no.
Actually, she didn't dare to face Qin Huimin again. Besides, there were indeed problems with the Lu family. Lu Shiyun probably knew about it by now. There were too many problems piled up together, and she couldn't sort them out. She thought about it and finally nodded.
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