After she married Lu Yihan, she had never dared to have any hope for this husband in name. So, no matter how much extravagant Lu Yihan was outside, or how affectionate he was with Lan Ruoran, she would never be hurt.
She didn't know what love was or what it felt like, but now she seemed to know. If you cared about someone, it was the budding stage of love. Then, when love was cruel, it would make you feel the pain of your heart being broken.
…
She didn't know when she started to care about Qin Fangang. Now that she knew, she was hurt. Even if she disagreed with her own heart, her body couldn't lie. She had always been in her own world, struggling, tangled, and spurred by her own morals. Because she had a physical relationship with Qin Fangang, she felt that she was too shameful.
But even so, she still couldn't reject his advances.
Was it true that she couldn't reject him?
No … A voice immediately jumped out in her heart, telling her — Leng Xinyu, if that was really the case, then what about Lu Yihan? Couldn't you reject him so straightforwardly? Why did you have to be so wishy-washy when it came to Qin Fangang? You thought you couldn't, but your body was always greedy for his warmth.
But why did Lan Ruoran have to be added between them?
This pervasive woman, why did she always like to intrude into her life? With Lu Yihan, it was her. With Qin Fangang, it was still her …
Qin Fangang, Lan Ruoran … They actually had such a relationship …
Xin Yu didn't know if she was more shocked or sad right now, but she knew very well that she felt especially dirty. She felt that Qin Fangang was dirtier. How could he be like this? She was puzzled. Why did Qin Fangang hold on to her and refuse to let her go? He kept telling her that he had nothing to do with Lu Yihan. Then, was it because of Lan Ruoran?
Revenge … Lan Ruoran had said that he was taking revenge. Could it be that he was pestering her and refusing to let go just to take revenge on Lan Ruoran for leaving him that year?
…
Xin Yu didn't know why she would think of this, but she really couldn't calm down. Her mind was in a mess, all sorts of thoughts were running through her mind. It was like a ferocious tidal wave, constantly slapping at her, causing her to lose all rationality.
She felt like a little bug that had fallen into a spider's web. She was struggling on the verge of death. She wanted to find a way out for herself so that she could continue living. However, how could a bug that had fallen into a spider's web have a chance to escape?
Xin Yu felt a slight pain on her cheeks as the wind blew on her face. She reached out to touch her cheeks, only to find that her palms were wet.
She was crying …
She was actually crying …
Xin Yu stopped in her tracks. She didn't know where she was right now. She was all alone, like an idiot, standing by the side of the road.
She was indeed an idiot. In the past, she felt that being with Qin Fangang would make her be spurred on by righteous words like morality and ethics. Because of that, she felt that she was dirty. But now, she really felt that she was too dirty.
That man actually had sex with Lan Ruoran. She couldn't help but reach out to hold her head, but her thoughts weren't on her own. Were they as intense in bed in the past? Qin Fangang liked to hug her the most. Did he also say those words to Lan Ruoran? They … What exactly were they like?
She felt like a demon had crawled into her heart and was gnawing at it. She felt uncomfortable, painful, and all kinds of images flashed through her mind. She felt like she was going crazy. In the end, she knelt down weakly and clasped her hands tightly on the road. Her heart was throbbing with pain and discomfort, but she couldn't make a sound. She could only bite her lips as her tears fell harder and harder.
Was this all just a dream?
Was it a nightmare?
…
"… Miss, are you okay?"
A passerby saw her crying like this and kindly came up to her to ask. They thought that she was feeling unwell. "Are you feeling unwell? Do you need help? "
The concerned voices of the passersby mercilessly reminded Xin Yu that this wasn't a dream. It was all real.
She reached out to wipe away her tears, shook her head, lowered her eyes, and quickly walked away. Not long after she walked, her phone rang. Xin Yu was in a daze for a long time before she realized that it was her phone that was ringing. She took it out and glanced at it. It was a call from the Tang Miao.
Xin Yu sniffled and tried hard to control her emotions before she answered the call.
Before she could say anything, the Tang Miao said apologetically on the other end of the phone, "… I'm sorry, Xin Yu. I just received a call saying that the room number was wrong. Have you arrived?"
Xin Yu then remembered that she was here to deliver a document for the Tang Miao. But where was the document with her?
Being sad was one thing, but that document … It wasn't her job. She was only here to help. Now that she had lost the document, it was equivalent to helping the Tang Miao. Xin Yu felt extremely guilty. She hesitated for a moment and said, "… Tell me which room number it is. I … I'll deliver it for you now. "
"It's 8250. I got a number wrong."
Xin Yu covered her mouth and took a deep breath. Then she said, "Okay, I got it."
She hung up the phone and reached out to wipe away the tears on her cheeks. Her eyes were stinging. She didn't know where she was, so she could only hail a taxi on the side of the road and go back to SVS Hotel.
She didn't walk very far, so it only took a few minutes for the car to arrive. After she paid the driver and got out of the car, Xin Yu stood at the entrance of the hotel. She kept thinking that she must have dropped the document in her room in a hurry. But if she went back now … would Qin Fangang and Lan Ruoran still be there?
If they were, what were they doing?
…
Xin Yu clenched her hands by her sides. She felt that she couldn't let her imagination run wild anymore. She had to control her emotions. So what if he found out about his relationship with Lan Ruoran?
Actually, it was pretty good. It didn't matter if he approached her with ulterior motives. For now, she could still control her emotions. So when she pushed him away, she had another reason, right?
"Hello, Miss."
Xin Yu lowered her eyes and was still deep in thought. Suddenly, she heard an unfamiliar male voice. She instinctively raised her head and stared at the man in front of her with reddened eyes.
Judging by his attire, he was probably the manager of this hotel.
"… Hello." Xin Yu nodded instinctively.
That person immediately smiled and said, "I'm sorry. It's like this. Just now, when our hotel staff was cleaning room 8520, they found this." That person took out a blue folder from behind his back. Xin Yu looked at it. It was the document she dropped.
"We didn't look at the contents of the document. Miss, don't worry. We looked at the hotel's surveillance footage. That's how we found out that you were a guest in room 8520. At that time, you brought this document up. I thought that you would definitely come back for such an important document, so I waited for you here. Now, I'm returning it to its rightful owner."
Xin Yu hurriedly took it and thanked him profusely. At this moment, she didn't think about anything else. She only felt that SVS was indeed a five-star hotel. The service was so humane. Her headache was solved. She just wanted to quickly send the document out.
Standing at the elevator entrance, Xin Yu pressed the button for the eighth floor. She lowered her eyes. Just as she was about to raise her hand to wipe her face, someone suddenly grabbed her wrist. The next second, a familiar masculine scent instantly hit her in the face.
"When did you get here?"
Xin Yu's heart suddenly trembled. She didn't expect Qin Fangang to still be there. She felt like a "thief." She clearly didn't steal anything, but now that he was hugging her like this, she actually felt scared. But the feeling of fear was not as strong as the feeling of repulsion.
Now that he was hugging her, she couldn't help but wonder if he was also hugging Lan Ruoran just now.
She knew that she was being too extreme. Who hasn't had a past? Especially a man like Qin Fangang. No matter what, he was so outstanding. Who would believe that he never had a woman by his side?
Xin Yu didn't feel that she had the right to be jealous of the woman by his side. That woman could be anyone, but why did it have to be Lan Ruoran?
She couldn't control her heart. It hurt. She felt that anything related to Lan Ruoran was too dirty. At this moment, Qin Fangang was dirty in her heart too.
"… Let go of me."
It was too easy for others to see him hugging her so intimately in a place like this. Xin Yu lowered her head and kept pushing Qin Fangang. "Qin Fangang, let go of me. Others will see. Let go of me —"
"When did you get here?"
The double doors of the elevator just happened to open. Qin Fangang used more strength and pulled her into the elevator. With a push, he pushed this disobedient little woman to the corner of the elevator. He casually pressed the button to close the doors and conveniently pressed the button for the highest floor. He turned around and stretched out his long arms to encircle her within his sphere of influence. He narrowed his eyes and looked at her red eyes that were like a little rabbit's. His voice deepened. "What are you doing here? What's the thing in your hand for, huh?"
He had personally handed the document to the hotel manager. Of course, the words that the manager had just said to Xin Yu had also been taught by him. Of course, he couldn't be so careless. There was such a person who so coincidentally came to the SVS hotel with the Lu Clan's document and overheard his conversation with Lan Ruoran. However, she only heard half of it and ran away in a panic. In her haste, she even dropped the document.
Qin Fangang felt that this person's identity must be very sensitive.
The simple way for him to get to the bottom of this matter was to wait for that person to come back.
But what he didn't expect was that the 5% possibility that it was Leng Xinyu that he had previously suspected had turned out to be true.
It really was her.
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