Xiangrong thought, just because of this sentence, even if she died now, she would be happy, right? This sentence "I am willing", she would remember it for the rest of her life, she would be moved by this sentence for the rest of her life. This would become her belief in living in this world, like a curse, it completely enveloped her heart.
Xuan Tianhua never lied, if he said he was willing, then he was really willing. Even though he knew clearly that the person who occupied the most space in his heart was not Feng Xiangrong, but that person was someone he could not ask for. He had thought of living alone for the rest of his life, but he was not willing to disappoint Consort Yun, he was not willing to feel awkward when he faced Feng Yu Heng and Xuan Tianming many years later. Therefore, choosing one person to spend the rest of his life with, was the best outcome.
And the person who would spend the rest of his life with him, looking at it now, other than Feng Xiangrong, he really could not think of any other woman. It seemed that other than Xuan Tiange and Feng Yu Heng, all the other women were like fleeting clouds in his eyes, some people had spoken to him before, but he would forget about it after a while. Some people had interacted with him before, but no matter what, they could not leave behind any traces in his heart. He vaguely remembered the matter with the Zong Sui Princess, thinking about it now, he could remember that person's alias was Yu Qianyin, but he could not even remember what she looked like or what her real name was.
On the other hand, it was Feng Xiangrong, a small girl, every time he met her, he would know that she was the Feng family's third daughter, her small appearance was very similar to Feng Yu Heng, her weak personality was the complete opposite of Feng Yu Heng. In the beginning, it was Feng Yu Heng who asked him to take care of her, after that, it became a habit for him, every time he met Xiangrong, he would treat her differently compared to other people. He used to think that it was because of Feng Yu Heng, but thinking about it now, it might not be entirely so, but that little girl had left an impression and trace in his untainted heart!
Choosing one person to spend the rest of his life with, if he had to choose, he would choose someone he could remember. Feng Xiangrong fulfilled this condition.
Xuan Tianhua smiled in relief.
In the capital's Crystal courtyard, Feng Fendai half reclined on a rocking chair, allowing the chair to rock back and forth. She squinted her eyes, watching Xiao Bao play with the maidservant in front of her, revealing a gratified smile from time to time. However, this kind of smile quickly disappeared. Most of the time, a kind of confusion appeared on her face, a kind of confusion that she did not know where to go.
At the other end of the corridor in this small courtyard, the fifth prince, Xuan Tian Yan, was standing there and looking in this direction, his gaze landing on Fen Dai in front of him. Looking at the white crystal earrings on her ears, he was also in a daze.
The maidservant, Dong Ying, was standing beside the Fifth Prince at this moment. Looking at where the Fifth Prince's gaze was directed, she was faintly worried.
"How's your family's young lady doing these days?" Finally, the Fifth Prince opened his mouth and asked. He also retracted his gaze from Fendai and looked at Xiao Bao. That child was a little fairer and was more mature compared to when he was young. He also looked better. Sometimes, when the side of his face was revealed, there was actually a faint shadow of Feng Jinyuan in the past.
Dong Ying quickly answered, she said: "Replying to Your Highness the Fifth Prince, Young Lady's condition has not been very good for the past month. These few days, she was even a little more desolate than the previous few times Your Highness came to visit. She would often sit in the courtyard like this for an entire day, either watching Xiao Bao play or chatting with the servants intermittently, but most of the things she talked about were things that happened in the Feng manor in the past. Sometimes, she would be sad, sometimes she would get angry. "
"Is that so!" Xuan Tian Yan's face showed a bitter expression, "How does she treat that child? Does she still take good care of him like before? "
"Yes." Dong Ying said honestly, "Young Lady still treats Xiao Bao well. Although there are times when Xiao Bao cries and throws a tantrum, she would raise her hand and hit him a few times, but after hitting him, her heart would ache and she would hug Xiao Bao and cry. Xiao Bao is also a little more sensible now and is very close to Young Lady. When Young Lady cries, he would wipe Young Lady's tears at the side. Looking at him also makes one's heart ache. "
"Then that's good." Xuan Tian Yan said: "At least she still has some feelings for that child. She will not become a completely heartless person."
"Your Highness." Dong Ying was a little anxious, "This Servant knows that Young Lady has disappointed you like this, and also knows that our Young Lady's temper is really not good. But she has Your Highness in her heart! Everything she does is for Your Highness' good, hoping to have a better future with Your Highness. So Your Highness, you must not give up on our Young Lady! "
Xuan Tian Yan heard this and looked in Fendai's direction, but said with a bitter smile: "How is she doing it for my good, she is only doing it for herself. If she is really doing it for my good, she should understand that everything she does is not what I want. Forget it, accompany her well, I will be leaving. "After he finished speaking, he did not stay any longer, turning around and leaving.
Dong Ying wanted to stop him, but Xiao Bao fell at this time and started crying. Dong Ying quickly ran back, afraid that Xiao Bao's crying would annoy Fendai. In reality, Fendai did not treat Xiao Bao well, and sometimes when Xiao Bao cried and threw a tantrum, he would be beaten up by Fendai. That child's back was covered in bruises, marks left behind by Fendai. But she did not dare to tell this to the Fifth Prince, she could see that the Fifth Prince was already very disappointed in her Young Lady. In the Fifth Prince's eyes, Xiao Bao was the only remaining feeling for Feng Fendai, if she told him about Xiao Bao, he would only feel that Fendai was heartless. And the price of this heartless action, Dong Ying did not dare to think about it, fearing that it would be the worst outcome.
She carried Xiao Bao further away, coaxing him continuously. On the other side, Fendai's brow was already furrowed, saying coldly to a granny: "Go and beat him! Beat him until he stops crying. "
That granny had a black face and was about to beat him after receiving the order, but Dong Ying protected that child tightly, saying loudly at the same time: "Young Lady, you can't beat him! How can a child not cry after being beaten, he will definitely cry harder the more he is beaten! If Young Lady does not like it, This Servant will send someone to carry Xiao Bao away, carry him far away, and when he stops crying, bring him back for Young Lady to play with. "
Feng Fendai snorted coldly and did not persist, only saying: "Then quickly carry him further away, don't let him hear this terrible cry again."
Dong Ying quickly handed the child over to a servant, instructing her to carry him to the furthest courtyard. She returned to Fendai's side, kneeling down and earnestly advising: "Young Lady, we really can't do this, if you are unhappy, This Servant will accompany you out for a walk, how about we go to a temple outside the city to stay for a few days and calm down, is that alright?"
Fendai was puzzled and asked her: "Why do we need to go to a temple to stay? Do you know what kind of place a temple is? In the past, the Feng family's Shen Clan was sent to a temple because they made a mistake, that is a place to lock up sinners, why would I go to that place for no reason? "
"This Servant did not mean it that way." Dong Ying found it hard to defend herself, "This Servant just wants Young Lady to clear her mind, your heart has been a little hot recently, and your mood is not very good, if you continue like this, you will get sick. And Young Master, he has already been beaten by you to the point that there are not many good spots on his body, you can't beat him anymore. Young Master is a good child, even if you beat him and pinch him like this, he is still willing to be close to you, so Young Lady, on account of that child being close to you wholeheartedly, don't beat him anymore! "
"But I just want to beat him." Fendai straightened her body, saying to Dong Ying word by word: "I just want to beat him, sometimes I hate that I can't beat him to death!"
"But … … why?" Dong Ying did not understand, "Didn't Young Lady treat Young Master very well in the past? You used to dote on him so much, and you even said that you no longer have any relatives in this world, but that child is truly close, and he can even accompany you in the manor, how good is that! "
"How is it good?" Feng Fendai asked Dong Ying a little mysteriously: "Did you notice, that child looks more and more like … … Feng Jinyuan!"
Dong Ying was stunned, and goosebumps appeared all over her body in an instant. Xiao Bao looked like Feng Jinyuan? It seemed to be a little, a few days ago, she even heard the servants say in private that the child was getting fairer and fairer, looking much better than when he was young. And she had glanced at the side of that child's face a few times, there was indeed some shadow of Prime Minister Feng in the past. But … … but that child was clearly not Feng Jinyuan's! Everyone knew, that child was born from Han Shi's illicit affair with an actor, Feng Jinyuan's reputation had hit rock bottom because of this matter, and he was treated as a laughing stock by the entire capital. So why now … …
"Do you also feel that it's strange?" Feng Fendai said to Dong Ying: "He looks more and more like Feng Jinyuan, this is completely different from the truth in the past, right? Haha! " She shrugged and laughed, "I also feel that it's strange, when Father left, my birth mother did not succeed in getting pregnant, and there was no movement even after more than a month, she had no choice but to find that actor for an illicit affair. But everything has a chance, every time I see Xiao Bao recently, I think, maybe my concubine mother made a mistake in judgment, the doctor she hired in private was also not reliable, she was clearly pregnant, but he did not diagnose it, plus that child's face was really dark when he was born, this caused everyone to misunderstand. But look at him now, how old is he and he has already changed so much, after a few more years, even an idiot can see that he is different from when he was young. From what I see, he looks more like Feng Jinyuan than Feng Zirui! "
Dong Ying was a little panicked hearing this, she only felt that if it was really like this, then how wronged was concubine mother Han's death? That child Xiao Bao suffered so much, how wronged was it?
She looked at Fendai, and said after a while: "If it is really like this, Young Miss should be even happier. Xiao Bao is Feng family's biological child, no one is blind, they will see it sooner or later. At that time, you can clear concubine mother Han's name, and also clear Xiao Bao's name, letting him become a real child of Feng family, and not be unable to raise his head when he grows up. "
"What good is there in that?" Fendai gritted her teeth and said fiercely: "Feng family is gone, Feng manor is gone, what good is there in having the identity of a child of Feng family? I would rather he be an illegitimate child, Feng Jinyuan, that old fool, why should my concubine mother give birth to a son for him? He deserves to be cuckolded! I am happy that he is dead, I am quiet, I do not want to have anything to do with his Feng family anymore. But if he leaves such a child by my side, and it happens to be my concubine mother who gave birth to it … … Dong Ying, tell me, should I strangle that bastard child to death? "
Dong Ying could not understand Feng Fendai's logic, it was clearly a good thing, if Xiao Bao was born from that actress, it would be a bastard child, but why was it reversed when it came to Fendai? Of course, she also knew Feng Fendai's hatred towards Feng family, the children of Feng family, which one did not hate Feng Jinyuan? Perhaps even Feng Chen Yu, who had died first, hated her father!
"Young Miss is thinking too much." She thought of the Fifth Prince's words again and her heart quivered. She hurriedly changed the topic, "This servant sees that Xiao Bao is just a little fairer. That's because he's been raised well in our courtyard. He eats good food every day, so he naturally looks better than before. But he does not look like Master Feng, not at all … … "
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