Chapter 557
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Jiu Si, who was disguised as a coachman, took off the straw hat on his head, opened the bamboo curtain, and hurriedly brewed a cup of medicinal tea. He said with a worried tone, "Young Master, let's go back. The weather is dull, and we always follow you around the city. The carriage is tired, and we have to be careful of Miss Ning. Your body can't take it."
"It doesn't matter. Lying in the mansion and drinking medicine is a waste of time. Sitting in the carriage is also a waste of time. It's better to come out and get some fresh air." Xiahou Qing took a sip of tea and wiped away the taste of blood on his lips. He said, "How are they getting along?"
Jiu Si understood. The "they" he referred to was naturally Tan Siwei and Ning Shu. He bowed his head and said, "Tan Shaoqing received your message and rushed to help Miss Ning. He never left her side. They were talking and laughing just now. It should be okay. Young Master, you should be relieved. Please follow me back to the mansion. "
Xiahou Qing nodded. Through the bamboo curtain, he could vaguely hear the clear sounds of the children reading in Aoshuang Academy, as well as the teacher's reprimand. He could tell that these children were not smart at all. They could even read the simplest three-character classic incorrectly. However, that kind of vigorous vitality still passed through the low walls and the alleys, spreading out in all directions without hesitation. It was enviable.
"I don't know why I am here." He opened a corner of the bamboo curtain to let himself hear more clearly. In every flowing dawn and dusk, in every flash, he clearly felt that his hearing was collapsing. The west sun leaked a ray of light and shone on his face. It was so white that it was almost transparent and would disperse at any time. He smiled faintly and said, "I have already decided to let go of her hand, but I still can't help but want to wait and sit where she is. I have thought highly of myself for twenty years, but in the end, I am just a mediocre person who worries about himself. "
Jiu Si clenched his fists. Huimo and She Yan said that he was as calm as a wooden man, but his eyes were red because of too many emotions. He said, "Young Master, since you still care about Miss Ning, why did you personally push her to Tan Shaoqing? You pushed her to him, but you still can't rest assured. You torture yourself all day without eating or sleeping well. Your Highness, you always say that you're doing this for her own good, but why can't you do it for your own good and let yourself go? "
Xiahou Qing leaned against the soft cushion tiredly. He raised his arm and covered his eyes with his cold, jade-like palm through the thin black cloth. His voice was hoarse from a long cough. "Her life is very long. She has plenty of time and opportunities to forget me and fall in love with someone else. But I can't. "
He smiled faintly and shook his head gently. "That's why I can't let it go, and I don't want to let it go. In the blink of an eye, he had reached this point. Death was already destined. When he left, he still had her in his heart. Although he was dead, his heart was still full. If you still force me to dig out my heart and clean it out of her, Jiusi, that would be the greatest cruelty to me.
I had no extravagant hopes. I only wanted to spend the last few days where she was, to breathe the same air with her, to hear her faint voice from afar. Even if she doesn't know that I am behind her, as long as I know, it is enough. "
The veins on the back of Jiu Si's hand were so tight that they were about to break. He clenched his teeth and didn't say a word. He turned around and was about to get off the carriage.
Xiahou Qing frowned slightly. "Jiusi, where are you going?"
Jiu Si said heavily, "This subordinate will bring Miss Ning back for you and tell her the truth!"
"Stop! Jiusi, I don't have a confidant in my life, only you. If you leave from this carriage today, then you don't have to appear in front of me again! "
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