Chapter 2211
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"At the time, I was thinking that I couldn't let my son join the military. It's enough that you're worried about me, your husband. I couldn't let you worry about your son. I also hoped that our son would learn medicine from you and become as good as you. When injured soldiers needed him, he would be able to save more people."
Chen Yang poured all of his hopes and dreams for this child.
At the time, he hoped that if he passed away, this child would become the sunshine of Jiang Yao's life. He hoped to warm her and accompany her.
He also hoped that this child would become the dawn of a good life for her.
Chen Yang, Chen Yang. All he thought about was her. She was the one he couldn't let go of the most.
Everything he could arrange revolved around her.
Jiang Yao didn't say anything. She quietly reached out her hand and took the initiative to hold Lu Xingzhi's hand.
Perhaps it was because of the clouds, but the moonlight from outside the window suddenly disappeared. The entire room instantly became dark.
"Actually …" Jiang Yao suddenly opened her mouth. "Actually, you don't have to say these things in the future. If you're gone one day, I won't marry anyone else. I'll definitely raise our child and watch him grow up. I'll only look for you when my hair turns white and when the heavens don't let me live anymore.
"Because I know that if you're gone, Lu Xingzhi, there won't be a second Lu Xingzhi in this world. No one is you. No one can replace you. If you're gone, there won't be anyone else in this world who can dote on me like you do. You're irreplaceable. Irreplaceable.
"If you're gone, when our child grows up and starts his own family and leaves me, I'll really be alone for the rest of my life. I'll eat alone, sleep alone, watch television alone, and read alone.
"Do you know? Being alone is actually very pitiful. Maybe I can't even cook properly. Maybe I can't find anyone to fix my light bulb when it breaks. Maybe I can't find anyone to pour me a glass of water when I get sick in the middle of the night. Maybe I can only talk to air when I want to. "
"If I'm greedy for the cold, no one will tell me not to turn on the air conditioner. Even if I eat ten popsicles and a box of ice soda a day, no one will care about me. In that case, even if I do whatever I want, I will really be very lonely."
"Let's not talk about it anymore." Lu Xingzhi held Jiang Yao's hand tightly. "That day won't come."
Her words made his heart ache and he wanted to slap himself twice.
"So, Xingzhi, you have to live."
These four words were light as a feather, but this was what Jiang Yao wanted to say the most after saying so much.
You have to live, no matter what.
Because my life will only have meaning if you're alive, and I won't feel lonely.
He was only not by her side for a few short days, but she missed him so much that she went crazy. He couldn't imagine how she would endure being away for a long time.
This was not the first time Jiang Yao said this sentence, but it was the most unforgettable and heartbreaking for Lu Xingzhi.
Lu Xingzhi turned on the light and wanted to hug her, but the first thing he saw was her eyes that were rolling but holding back the tears that did not fall.
She used to be a girl who loved to smile. It turned out that she was a girl who looked so beautiful when she smiled. Why did she always cry after marrying him?
"Don't cry," Lu Xingzhi coaxed softly. "In the future, I won't let you cry anywhere except on the bed."
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