Yaoyao, I can't let them, or rather, we can't die in vain.
Lu Xingzhi didn't mention his feelings in the short letter, but Jiang Yao could guess.
On the tractor, he clearly knew that Ah Sheng was dead, but he was still unwilling to believe it and asked her to treat Ah Sheng first.
That was the first time she saw such an irrational Lu Xingzhi.
At that time, she thought it was because of the friendship between him and Ah Sheng.
Now, after reading this, she knew that it was because he saw too many comrades die in the past few days, so he was afraid that more comrades would die.
He must have been in pain, despair, and self-blame at that time.
Yaoyao, at this time, the one I'm most worried about isn't my parents, nor our unborn child, but you.
I don't dare to think about how you'll live alone in this world without me.
I want to tell you that if I die, you can forget about me, but when it comes to writing, I really can't be so magnanimous.
If you're selfish, then so be it. So, you can't forget about me. Ten years, twenty years, a lifetime, you have to leave a place for me in your heart.
Fortunately, we still have our son to accompany you. In the next few decades, let our son take care of you for me.
Oh right, I've thought of a name for our son. Chenyang, Lu Chenyang. What do you think?
When he grows up, let him learn medicine from you and become an outstanding doctor like you.
It's a pity that I don't have the chance to have a daughter as beautiful and likable as you. But it's good. Without a daughter, I can miss one less person.
Yaoyao, you can be sad for a while, but you can't be sad for too long. Take good care of yourself, take good care of our child, and please take good care of our parents.
I always feel that I haven't had enough with you in this lifetime. It's inevitable that I'll have to say goodbye to you.
Yaoyao, because of you, I believe that there will be an afterlife.
So, Yaoyao, remember, in the afterlife, you, Jiang Yao, will still be my, Lu Xingzhi's, wife! This is what we agreed on.
Jiang Yao's tears almost soaked the letter. Why call him Hades Lu? Just call him Overlord Lu. Who agreed to be his wife in the afterlife?
"Agreed?"
Who would be willing to remember him for ten or twenty years, or even for a lifetime?
Jiang Yao wiped her tears and scolded, "Why didn't you write a suicide note for me to marry someone else like you did for me in my last life?"
You can't bear to part with it, right? You can't write anymore, right?
Once you get it, you won't be willing to let it go, right?
Now that he had it, he wouldn't be willing to give it up, right? He didn't want another man to walk into her life and slowly replace his position, right?
After reading the letter, Jiang Yao folded it back and put it in her pocket. She thought to herself that she would settle the score with him after this minor operation. What kind of suicide note was this?
Compared to the will he left behind in his previous life, this will was simply against the rules!
Jiang Yao carefully put away the letter and went to the bathroom to wash her face.
Although Lu Xingzhi called it a suicide note at the beginning, Jiang Yao could feel that he was actually unwilling. Probably, there was still a trace of hope in his heart that this letter would not have a chance to reach her hands.
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