Chapter 1798
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How naive had she been in the past to think that she could rely on the medical system to crush a certain someone's strength in bed? She had even been the one lying on top of him, crying and begging him to stop. She had been squeezed dry by him until she fell asleep after they were done and had no energy to say another word.
It was completely impossible. Even though it seemed like he had put in a lot of effort, in the end, she was always the one who was scared.
She really couldn't estimate or surpass the difference in physical strength between a man and a woman.
Seeing Lu Xingzhi's doubtful expression, Jiang Yao blurted out an explanation. "We only did it once on our wedding night. We didn't do it again after that!"
After she said that, Jiang Yao suddenly realized that Lu Xingzhi's expression had obviously paused for a moment. Then, she inexplicably felt her heart ache.
He was a man who was like a wolf and a tiger, but he lived the life of a monk with a pure heart and few desires for her. For 11 years, he had kept himself clean and honest.
"I was really an idiot back then." Lu Xingzhi came back to his senses after a few seconds. "How could I hold back when I had such a sweet little wife?"
Jiang Yao thought that if she had had this life before she had had the 11 years when she and Lu Xingzhi treated each other like strangers in her previous life, she probably would have thought that Lu Xingzhi was indeed an idiot.
Back then, she didn't understand the depth of his feelings for her. She didn't understand how it felt to love someone, so she didn't understand anything.
However, she understood now. Just like him, she was deeply trapped in this relationship and was willing to stay in it for the rest of her life. So, her heart ached for him.
He could always make her heart ache so easily and move her so easily.
Yes, he was very stupid back then. He was so stupid that he only had one obsession. He was so stupid that he only held on to her and didn't let go.
Perhaps he noticed that Jiang Yao's expression changed slightly. Lu Xingzhi lowered his head and pinched her face. "What are you thinking about?"
"I …"
Jiang Yao was about to apologize, but Lu Xingzhi interrupted her and called her name sternly. "Jiang Yao, listen carefully. I want you to remember that the past is the past. Don't give me your guilt in the present. I don't know anything about the past, so I don't want your guilt. You just have to remember that I have your heart."
"What I want is for you to love me, not for you to feel guilty."
He didn't want to see any guilt or reparation on her face.
"Yes." Of course, Jiang Yao knew what Lu Xingzhi meant. Her response to Lu Xingzhi had nothing to do with guilt.
Her love for him was nothing more than a response of love.
He was such a proud person. How could he be willing to accept a love that was given in exchange for his heart?
What he wanted was her love for him wholeheartedly, a love that was as strong as a hundred-year-old wine that could intoxicate people.
"Your hair is almost dry. Rest." Lu Xingzhi stroked Jiang Yao's hair. Then, he got on the bed and pulled her into his arms. The weather was so hot, but neither of them complained about the other. They hugged each other and fell asleep.
Jiang Yao was really tired from his torment. Not long after she fell into his arms, she fell into a deep sleep. Occasionally, she would snort lightly.
Lu Xingzhi hugged her, but he couldn't close his eyes. Her kidnapping this time was because he didn't arrange it in advance and gave Master Zhu the opportunity to take advantage of it.
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