Chapter 813
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At the time, she thought he had mistaken her for someone else...
At that thought, Qiao Anhao couldn't help but let out a faint sigh. "If you had just given me a hint, we wouldn't have missed each other so much."
After sighing, Qiao Anhao suddenly thought of something. She wrote another sentence on the paper. "If you liked me so much, why didn't you try to fight for me? Were you so willing to see me get involved with someone else? If Brother Jiamu and I hadn't called off our engagement, would we have never had a chance in this lifetime? "
When Qiao Anhao pushed the letter in front of Lu Jinnian, she suddenly felt a lingering fear in her heart.
Luckily Brother Jiamu didn't like her. Luckily, it had been so easy for them to call off their engagement. Otherwise, they might have really missed each other forever.
Lu Jinnian looked at the three questions, remaining silent for a long while. Then, he picked up the pen and started writing on the paper.
He wrote and stopped. After a long time, he finally finished. He folded the paper and placed it in front of Qiao Anhao.
Qiao Anhao opened it and saw that he had written more than half a page.
"I couldn't accept it, but I had no choice because I thought Jiamu was the one you loved. I really wanted to fight for him, but I was afraid that it would cause you trouble. In my heart, Jiamu was a hundred times stronger than me. He was more suitable for you than I was. Even now, I still feel like I'm not good enough for you.
"I thought that if I didn't see you, I could forget you, but in exchange, I would miss you day and night. If missing you had a voice, your world would definitely be deafening. "
When Qiao Anhao read this, the rims of her eyes reddened.
"Every time you turned to leave, I really wanted to beg you not to leave me, but there are two kinds of love. One is to possess, and the other is to fulfill. I really wanted to possess you, but I couldn't be so selfish, so I could only choose to fulfill you.
"To me, your happiness is my greatest happiness. If I had known that besides me, no one else could give you happiness, I would definitely have held your hand tightly and never let go.
"If you hadn't called off your engagement with Jiamu, I would have swallowed all the pain and never let you know what I had done for you. Because not burdening you was the only thing I could do for you at that time. I had no other choice but to do my best. "
Back then, she had always felt that he was a cold and unapproachable person. He had even hated her.
It was only at this moment that she realized that behind his cold and aloof exterior, there was a heart that was more sincere and affectionate than anyone else in the world.
Qiao Anhao's tears fell uncontrollably onto the paper. With a trembling hand, she raised the pen and wrote, "If I really was with someone else, what would you do?"
As Qiao Anhao put down her pen, large droplets of tears fell again, forming a black circle.
Lu Jinnian only replied with eight words, "Never marry, die alone."
At seven o'clock, Lu Jinnian found an excuse to go to the restroom and left the library.
She waited for more than ten minutes, but he didn't come back. She took out her phone and was about to call him when she received a message. "Didn't you have a date tonight? School field at 7: 30, see you there. "
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