I won't accept you hurting Brother Jiamu.
So, in her heart, not only could he not compare to Xu Jiamu, if he hurt Xu Jiamu, he would become worthless.
Are you worthy?
Yeah, was he worthy?
From the first time he met her, she casually carried a backpack that he had to work for a few months to earn.
Because of her menstrual cramps, she was resting in the hospital. The thirty yuan medical fees had cost him sixty percent of his assets, and when she opened her Chanel wallet, there was a thick wad of money that he had never seen in his entire life.
In Hangzhou, when she went shopping with Xu Jiamu and Qiao Anxia, she didn't even blink when she bought things that cost five digits. But what about him, who liked her at that time? He just felt ashamed, because he probably couldn't even buy the cheapest thing in the mall for her.
So, was he worthy?
Because he knew he wasn't worthy, he always worked so hard.
He thought that with money, he had the right, but in the end, it was just a fantasy.
On the night of Chinese Valentine's Day, she stood him up, but he didn't mind.
He waited for her for three days, but he still didn't mind.
Even when he saw that she was implicated by others and exposed to a drug scandal, he still stood up for her and took the bullet for her when everyone was blaming and scolding her.
He knew that once he revealed his weakness, there would definitely be people who would hit him when he was down and attack him from behind.
But, he only thought about her well.
From the moment he decided to love her, he thought, he must protect her.
But when he gave her "I love you", she gave him "Are you worthy?".
Yeah, he wasn't worthy. Even though she lost her parents, she still had a bright and beautiful background, and she was upright.
What about him? The son of a mistress, the son of a prostitute, illegitimate child... In this world, he was probably the dirtiest adjectives.
At that time, his scandals were the most ferocious on Weibo. His past, his mother's past, were all exposed by unknown people.
In the quiet night, he sat in his car, staring at her message: "Are you worthy?". Instantly, the world fell apart.
In order to love her, he put himself in such an unbearable position, but love made him lower than the dust. At that time, he was so cheap, so cheap that she said he wasn't worthy. He even sent her a message: [Qiao Qiao, I'll return Xu Enterprises to Xu Jiamu. Let's go back to how we were before, okay?]
In exchange, he was blacklisted by her.
At that time, his heart was like dead ashes.
After persisting in their love for thirteen years, he could no longer find an excuse to continue loving her. Instead, all he could think of were reasons not to love her.
But in the end, when he really left her world, he still instinctively left his assistant a long message about her.
Only when he typed each word into the email did he realize that after all these years, she had always been his world.
Suddenly, he felt a sharp pain on his fingertips. He stared at his phone screen, trying to recall the past. Only then did he realize that he had burned himself when the cigarette butt burned out.
He threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray, put away his phone, stepped into the bathroom, and let the cold water wash the burn on his finger.
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