Chapter 192
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In that instant, Lu Jinnian's mind flashed back to the time when he had to endure the scorching heat and work at a construction site in order to get into the same high school as her.
In the second year of high school, on the day of her birthday, Xu Jiamu had something to attend to and had asked him to order a cake for her. The five-digit black swan cake was a sky-high price for him at the time. It had used up all the money he had earned from his part-time job. Xu Jiamu had given him the card, but he had returned it to Xu Jiamu without taking a single cent from it.
In the entertainment industry, he had struggled desperately when he had been bullied and looked down upon.
At that time, he had truly dared to go against the entire world to love her. He loved her so much that even after suffering so much, he still felt that it was sweet.
"What a pity, I finally lost you. I'm sorry, I tried my best.
"I didn't give up, I just didn't want to see you, thinking that I wouldn't hurt myself."
But no matter how much he had sacrificed, he still had to give up on her.
He knew that she had come to Hangzhou three times, but he had found all sorts of excuses to reject her.
At that time, it wasn't that he didn't love her, he just thought that as long as he didn't see her, he could slowly forget about her, and then he wouldn't get hurt.
"What a pity, we can't go back. Heartbroken cries become worse.
"I've always politely rejected other people's affections, just for the uncertain you."
But in the end, he still underestimated her charm, underestimated his own abilities.
For as long as he could remember, he had always stood at the place where he was hurt. He was cold, he had a venomous tongue, and he showed no mercy to anyone. He thought that he could protect himself that way, but it turned out that he had never learned how to protect himself.
He didn't know if it was because Lu Jinnian's song was too infectious, but the originally lively atmosphere in the room gradually became a little sad. Everyone's expression became a little solemn.
The colorful lights shone on Lu Jinnian's body, making him look a little absent-minded. There was a piercing light in his eyes.
"I've always politely rejected other people's affections, just for the uncertain you."
"Actually, in my heart, I really want to beg you not to leave me..."
When he reached this point, his voice started to tremble. His eyes, which had never looked at her, gradually fell on her face.
He tightened his grip on the microphone, trying his best to steady his emotions and keep his voice steady. He sang the climax of the song word by word, clearly to the end.
"It's such a pity that we can't go back. You're sad and crying, and it's getting worse. I've always been tactfully rejecting other people's affection, just for the uncertain you."
As Lu Jinnian finished singing, the room fell into complete silence.
No one spoke, not even the slightest noise.
At this moment, it was as if time and space had frozen.
Lu Jinnian's eyes met hers, and she could clearly see that deep in his eyes, there was a constant exchange of hope and despair. Inexplicably, her heart was stirred up by a wave of sadness that was hard to suppress.
After about a minute, he blinked, shifting his gaze away from her face. He placed the microphone on the karaoke counter, and without saying a word, he strode out of the room.
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