I felt like Lin Ran definitely didn't think that I would say that. She looked at me in surprise, then lowered her head and said quietly, "Are you joking?"
I laughed coldly, "Today, I'll call you Lin Ran -jie again. Big Sister Lin Ran, we haven't known each other for just one or two days, don't you think that these words coming from your mouth are particularly childish? I've grown up, I'm no longer a ten or eight year old boy, I'm not that easy to fool, you have to find a better reason to fool me, what is this, are you joking with your own feelings? "
"I didn't …" Lin Ran suddenly raised her head, "Since it's already like this, I've already said it out loud, it's up to you to believe it or not, I will help you, not only for the feelings between us, but also for some things that you don't know … Anyways, in order to see you again, I used my heart, I don't want to have any regrets between us …"
"Stop!"
My shout scared even myself, and after a few seconds, I shook my head.
"Ridiculous! Do we have feelings? Fine, now that you've said it like this, I won't be stubborn with you, since I can't win against you, but I beg you, before you say these words, think about my father who is still in prison, and my mother who is still cleaning toilets in public toilets! Let me ask you, if you really cared about me, would you find me a toilet cleaning job today? My mom is still cleaning toilets for other people, are you just trying to provoke me, to tell me that our family can't turn over a new leaf in this life, and that our family will have to clean toilets for other people for generations! You're so vicious! "
As I said that, the rims of my eyes turned red, I swear, even when I was surrounded and beaten by dozens of people in junior high, my eyes never turned red, but today, when I thought about my family, I really couldn't hold it in.
Lin Ran pulled my arm and kept apologizing, she said that she really didn't know that my mom was cleaning toilets for other people, she really didn't target me, she did it for a reason.
Although she kept apologizing, I still couldn't forgive her. I just shook my head and didn't say a word.
Lin Ran sobbed as she told me that she really did it for my good. Everything she did was for me. I couldn't understand why she didn't blame me. She also had her own difficulties. She also wanted to tell me everything, but she really couldn't now.
I told her it was too late. From now on, I wouldn't believe a word she said, including the punctuation marks.
To be honest, when I looked at Lin Ran again, I found that her eyes were also red. I vaguely felt that she might be doing this for my good, or maybe she really liked me. But after thinking about it, I still felt that this woman was too scary, I didn't dare to believe her.
"Chen Feng, it doesn't matter if you believe it or not, and it doesn't matter what you thought about me lying to you before, but today I have to tell you that I, Lin Ran, will not lie to people with feelings!" Lin Ran put on a serious face, while I laughed in disdain, and directly said, "Okay! Sure, then you didn't hear what I said to you just now right? "
Lin Ran thought about it, then said quietly, "I dare! As long as you believe that I didn't lie to you! "
I nodded, and told Lin Ran to lead the way. I won't be going back to the dorm tonight, I'm going to go to a hotel with her!
I could tell that after Lin Ran heard my words, the expression on her face was rather troubled.
Compared to her, my mood wasn't that relaxed either. I admit that the words I said when I said that I wanted to sleep with Lin Ran were just words I said out of anger. At that time, I just wanted to provoke her. If she didn't treat me with sincerity, then she would definitely reject my request. However, I clearly remember that after she heard my words, there was only a trace of surprise on her face. Furthermore, she actually agreed to my request just now.
Now I was truly living up to Lin Ran's prophecy: Once you ride a tiger, it's hard to get off.
Lin Ran led the way in front with large strides. She looked elegant and calm. In the dark, she was like a noble swan.
On the contrary, I, who was following behind her, was in a state of confusion. This was the second time in my life that I went to a hotel alone with a girl. The first time was with Wu Yumeng. Moreover, nothing happened between us. We just slept together. This time, both Lin Ran and I knew what we were going for. This made me feel even more uneasy.
If what Lin Ran said before was true, then it was fine, but if she was lying to me the entire time, then this time I went to the hotel with her. If I didn't control myself and ended up having a relationship with her, then this matter would be really hard to deal with.
Thinking to this point, my entire body shuddered. I thought in my heart that this couldn't also be Lin Ran's scheme, this move was called erasing all enmity with one bang. She wanted me to have a relationship with her, then I wouldn't be able to pursue what she did to my family. At that time, I would still be a plaything in her hands …
Just like this, I followed Lin Ran into the hotel nervously. We didn't say a single word along the way until we got a room. The two of us walked into the room together and sat on the bed. Only then did Lin Ran clear her throat and said with slight awkwardness, "Chen Feng, no matter what you think of me today, I don't have any opinions. I just want to tell you that I, Lin Ran, am serious!"
I sat on the bed and didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to say, or what to do. In the end, Lin Ran said to me with a helpless expression, "You asked me to come out and sleep with you, so I came. This is enough to show my sincerity. If you insist on treating my good intentions as bad intentions, then I can't do anything. I know you still don't believe me, but have you ever thought, why would I bother to treat you like this? If I really wanted to harm you, harm your family, just that one time a few years ago was enough. I don't need to waste this time with you! "
Although I didn't say a single word, in my heart, I agreed with Lin Ran's words. Right now, I really didn't know what to say to her. I didn't come to the hotel often, so I couldn't help but feel nervous when I entered the hotel.
Lin Ran sat next to me and looked at me with a curious expression. Then she said with a smile, "Hey, there's only the two of us in the room, don't tell me you asked me to sleep with you just to listen to me do stand-up comedy here! Let me ask you, are you still a man? "
At that time, after hearing Lin Ran's words, I also became hot-headed. I felt that Lin Ran was insulting me, so I swallowed my saliva, stood up abruptly and directly grabbed Lin Ran's shoulder. At this time, Lin Ran was like a frightened little bird, her whole body trembled, and looked at me with a red face, "Chen Feng, believe me, I'm not a man-eating monster … Whatever you want of me, I can give it to you. Everything of mine is yours, isn't this enough?"
It was also my first time being so close to a girl. I lightly touched Lin Ran's neck with trembling hands. Other than feeling that Lin Ran's neck was cold, I didn't feel anything else.
Just like that, my first kiss was given to Lin Ran in one night.
Lin Ran's lips were fragrant and soft, out of instinct, I lightly bit them a few times, that kind of feeling was really amazing.
I could feel that Lin Ran's breathing became more and more rapid as we kissed, and I didn't know why, but my heart was also beating fast. My mind was blank, and in a daze, I fell on the bed with Lin Ran.
After falling on the bed, we continued to kiss. I could feel Lin Ran's hands grabbing my back, and my hands were also trembling. I only dared to lightly pinch Lin Ran's small waist, and didn't dare to do anything excessive.
At this time, Lin Ran lightly moved her lips next to my ear, and said softly, "Are you ready?"
I nervously clenched my teeth, and didn't say a word for a long time. At this time, Lin Ran continued, "Tonight, I will give you everything of mine, including my heart. Believe me, from tomorrow onwards, I will let you grow up step by step. I want you to become a true king, a true number one, and personally take back everything that belongs to you. And all of this glory, I will share it with you! "
Hearing Lin Ran's words, I also felt unusually excited. King, number one, such strange and distant words, am I dreaming …
At this time, Lin Ran already turned around and flipped onto my body, and her hands also started to explore my body step by step. I lightly closed my eyes, and silently felt everything. Just as Lin Ran's hands were about to touch the most important part of my body, a loud ringtone woke me up from my half-awake state.
Lin Ran's body also trembled, and helplessly took out the phone from her pocket, and looked at it apologetically, "Sorry, Xiao Feng, I'll take this call …"
I nodded, Lin Ran simply tidied her hair, then swiped the screen, and put the ringing phone next to her ear.
Lin Ran took the call, and I was still thinking about the warmth she gave me just now. To be honest, I really wanted to go over and smash Lin Ran's phone, but from Lin Ran's expression and her tone, I faintly felt that the person on the other side of the phone might have gotten into trouble.
About a minute later, Lin Ran hung up the phone. "Xiao Feng, the call was from Ma Qiang's bro, he said that Ma Qiang is in the hospital right now …"
Hearing this, I hurriedly sat up. "Fuck, what's going on! Could it be that Wei Xiang did Ma Qiang? Then let's hurry to the hospital! "
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