Ying Qingcang stood there and looked at Xin Qing in a daze. She was smiling, but he felt alienated and unfamiliar.
"A Cang, calm down first. I'll tell you slowly!" Childe Shen walked behind him. "The doctor said that Xiao Qingqing's condition is very special. She doesn't have ordinary amnesia. Her brain nerves are probably damaged. She will forget what happened yesterday when she wakes up."
Ying Qingcang stiffened his neck and turned his head. "What do you mean?"
"It means that her memory only lasts for 24 hours. After 24 hours, it will be like a computer that has been reformatted. Everything will be gone. Every day is just a new day for her. She won't have any memories of the past." Tears began to roll down Zhang Mi's cheeks as she spoke. "After she woke up, we told her everything about her. We only told her that you two were husband and wife. I think it's better if you tell her about those memories yourself." Zhang Mi sighed.
24 hours of childhood memories? Ying Qingcang's mind was in a trance. How could such a thing happen …
"I'm sorry." Seeing him so sad, Xin Qing couldn't help but comfort him. "I'm trying very hard to remember. Maybe I'll recover soon!"
When Xin Qing first woke up, she was very scared. She didn't know who she was or what had happened. After the doctor's examination, the girl named Zhang Mi told her in detail that her name was Xin Qing and who she was. However, when she woke up the next morning, she couldn't remember anything. Only then did the doctor confirm that she had short-term amnesia. She would soon forget everything. Xin Qing didn't know if she really had telepathy, but she felt that what Zhang Mi, Childe Shen, and the two identical twins said was true. She instinctively felt that she was what they said.
"Look, I remember everything you said!" Xin Qing picked up a soft leather notebook from the bedside. There were a few big words written on it.
"You must watch!"
The first page was her name, age, where she lived, Ying Qingcang's name was written behind her husband's name, and her daughter's name was Asha. After that, there was a long list of other people's names.
"I know you're sad. Actually, I'm very nervous too." Xin Qing lowered her head. "I don't know anything. What would I do without you guys …"
Ying Qingcang walked over and hugged her. He felt her body stiffen for a moment, and then slowly relaxed.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here!"
It was just a few words, but Xin Qing felt her heart calm down. She raised her head and said, "Can you tell me more about the things between us? I want to write it down so that I can recognize you tomorrow. "
"Alright." Ying Qingcang sat down and held her in his arms. Xin Qing wanted to struggle, but seeing the desire in the man's eyes, she obediently stopped moving. Since they were husband and wife, they must have done everything. It was normal for them to hug.
Zhang Mi and Childe Shen quietly closed the door and went out. Zhang Mi was still crying. Childe Shen rolled his eyes at her. "The doctor said that she won't be like this forever. When the blood clot in her brain slowly disappears, she will recover her memory. You're crying like she's dying."
"What if she can't recover?" Zhang Mi didn't quarrel with Childe Shen. It was rare that she didn't quarrel with Xin Qing. "Look at her. She doesn't seem to care. She's smiling, but in fact, she's very scared." Zhang Mi wiped her tears. "I know her too well. She looks like a teenager now. We just went to college and her family didn't change. She's considerate and not scheming. She's become the good-tempered Xin Qing again. "
Childe Shen looked at her crying and handed her a tissue. "Wipe your face. Your makeup is ruined."
"Nonsense. I'm a natural beauty. When did I put on makeup?" Zhang Mi took the tissue and wiped her face. "Send me to Qianqian's house. We need to discuss how to help Xin Qing."
Xin Qing was looking at the totem tattoo on Ying Qingcang's back. She was a little embarrassed. "Is … is mine the same as yours?"
"No, yours is more beautiful." Ying Qingcang looked at her gently. He also found that Xin Qing's personality was a little different. She was like a child.
Xin Qing frowned and thought for a moment. She touched the tattoo on her neck and said, "That should be the same as this one." All of a sudden, she narrowed her eyes and smiled. "I think I must love you very much!"
"Yes, just like how I love you." Ying Qingcang touched her face. Xin Qing blushed. "If a girl is willing to tattoo a man's name on her body, she must love the man very much. So, I believe everything you say. "
Ying Qingcang had already told her how they met, why they were together, and how they hated each other to love each other. He told her about how she left him for two years and finally married him as Mrs. Ying. He told her all the memories that had passed between them. Xin Qing was sad. She knew that this man was even sadder. She accepted him, but she didn't love him. He was still a stranger to her. Ying Qingcang also knew this, so there was a trace of pain in his eyes.
"If …" Xin Qing thought for a while and decided to tell him. "If I can't remember you, if you feel that one day you can't stand it anymore, you can tell me. I'll leave."
Ying Qingcang's eyes trembled. He grabbed her hand and pulled Xin Qing into his arms. Xin Qing almost couldn't breathe, but she didn't struggle. She could feel Ying Qingcang's whole body trembling.
"Listen, no matter what you become, you can't leave me." Ying Qingcang's voice seemed to be squeezed out from the crack of the door, with a strong sense of unwillingness and pain. "If you're not by my side, I don't know what the meaning of my life is. Maybe you don't understand or believe in such strong feelings. I didn't believe it before, but I met you. I don't care if it's because of the Ancestral Behest or because of the totem. Either way, I can't bear to lose you after I've loved you. "Ying Qingcang lifted Xin Qing's face and found that she was looking at him with tears streaming down her cheeks.
"Don't cry." He kissed a teardrop gently. It tasted salty, just like his bitter mood.
Xin Qing looked at him with sobs. "I … I didn't want to cry. It's the tears … the tears want to flow out. Don't be sad. You … you're sad, and my tears fall."
Ying Qingcang let out a muffled laugh and pulled her into his arms again. Regardless of whether she had memories or not, Xin Qing would still remember him subconsciously. This gave him hope. Perhaps she would recover very soon. Thinking of this, he pinched the tip of her nose and said, "Then will you still say that you want to leave me in the future?"
"No! I'll never say it again. " Xin Qing shook her head vigorously. Ying Qingcang was satisfied and joked, "I've given you all my assets. If you run away, I'll be a pauper!" He rubbed Xin Qing's head. "Okay, let's pack up and get ready to go home. Asha hasn't seen Mommy for so long. I miss you very much!"
That night, Xin Qing returned to the Ying family. When Ah Chul came to pick her up, he bought her a high-quality leather notebook according to Ying Qingcang's instructions. Xin Qing could record her daily events in it. This was necessary for Xin Qing now. Otherwise, she would wake up in a strange world every morning and not even know who she was.
When Asha saw Xin Qing come in, she threw away the toy in her hand and ran over crying. "Mommy! Mommy, where have you been? You don't want Asha anymore, do you? "
Xin Qing knew Asha's background. When Ying Qingcang showed her the photo, she was surprised that Asha looked very similar to her. No wonder Ying Qingcang said that she looked like their biological daughter. Now, seeing the little girl rushing into her arms and looking up at her with teary eyes, Xin Qing felt that her heart was about to melt.
"I'm sorry, I … Mommy went on a business trip. I didn't abandon Asha!" She picked up the little girl and kissed her chubby face. Asha hugged her neck and rubbed her face. "Mommy, you have to take me with you in the future! Otherwise, I won't eat. "
"Haha! Okay. "Xin Qing kissed her again." Take Asha with you wherever you go in the future. "Asha glanced at Ying Qingcang next to her and added," And Daddy! "
Ying Qingcang took her from Xin Qing's arms. "Asha, good girl. Mommy just came back and is very tired. Let Daddy carry you!"
Asha nestled in Ying Qingcang's arms and looked at Xin Qing with bright eyes. "Did Mommy bring a gift for Asha?"
Xin Qing glanced at Ying Qingcang. He was right …
"Of course!" She took out the doll that Ying Qingcang had prepared in advance and handed it to her. "Does this doll look like Asha?"
Asha looked at the doll carefully and then shook her head seriously. "Asha is prettier than her!"
"Yes, yes!" Xin Qing was happy. Even if she and Asha met for the first time today, even if she didn't remember her daughter, she knew that she liked Asha very much. It was a strange feeling, just like how she felt about the people around her, Auntie Tian, Uncle Fu. She felt that they were not strangers at all. She thought that she had just forgotten the past, but those feelings were still in her heart. She believed that she would remember everyone.
Three months later, on the gorgeous bed, the person wrapped in the quilt moved and revealed a confused little face. Then her eyes suddenly widened. She pushed the man who was holding her away and screamed, "Who are you?"
Ying Qingcang rubbed his eyebrows and helplessly picked up a cowhide book from the bedside and handed it to her. "You will know after you read it." After saying that, he stood up and walked to the bathroom. This scene happened every morning. Every day when he opened his eyes and saw Xin Qing looking at him strangely and fearfully, Ying Qingcang's heart hurt as if needles were pricking it.
Xin Qing saw the man get out of bed naked and screamed again. Then she secretly lifted the quilt and looked at herself.
"I didn't touch you." Ying Qingcang's voice came from the bathroom door, and then he closed the door.
Xin Qing breathed a sigh of relief. Then she suddenly panicked. "Who am I? Why am I here? "
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