God knows, what kind of feeling he had at that time?
He wasn't afraid of death, death for this man who has seen through everything, what does it mean?
But, he has a wife, he has a woman whom he couldn't bear to part with in his life!
This damned woman was also unusually affectionate and righteous!
If ….
If she knew that he has blood cancer, she would be loyal to him, she would be lonely for the rest of her life.
So that, Feng Chen Yi can only act as a heartless, playboy, a man who has already cheated on her, in exchange for Yao Yao's hatred, in exchange for her being angry and throwing herself into another man's embrace.
This period of time, for Feng Chen Yi, simply to compare to hell ….
She cried, he could only look at her from far; she was sad, he was sadder than her; she was hurt, his heart was aching.
That night when she left ….
That night when he hid behind the tree and cried ….
Few times he wanted to rush out and hug her, tell her, I love you! I love you! I love you!
But ….
He could only endure, endure! He was restraining his impulses. Really afraid, he couldn't help but to soften his heart.
Just now ….
It's not that he didn't want to see her one more time, but he was afraid, if he saw her one more time, he would be reluctant to leave, if he saw her one more time, they couldn't divorce.
Still enduring! He was enduring it.
However, the pain and suffering he had endured all these days, what he had gotten in exchange for was still …
She knew everything!
Suddenly Feng Chen Yi felt funny, this period of time not only he was tormented, but also Yao Yao, wasn't it?
What did he do?
What did he do?
Suddenly he threw away the death report in his hand, Feng Chen Yi quickly ran to the big door, at the moment when he opened the big door ….
The woman who symbolized the sunshine, standing in front of the door, sweetly smiling at him ….
Her smile was so warm; her smile was so mesmerizing.
"Feng Chen Yi, I knew … you will … come to find me …." teardrop, drop by drop, but Yao Yao's smile is so sweet, this smile is from the bottom of her heart.
The haze that had been hanging over him for a month had finally been completely lifted …
"Silly … fool …" Feng Chen Yi's tears fell like rain again, he was afraid that this stupid woman would see his tears, he tightly held her in his arms, tightly … tightly … as if he would never let go of her for the rest of his life.
Time had completely stopped at this moment.
The man and the woman hugged each other tightly. Their tears weaved together the emotions that had lasted for nearly seven years. There was bitterness, pain, torture, and … endless sweetness and memories.
Their greatness was not something that just anyone could achieve.
For the happiness of the woman he loved, the man gave up all his reluctance and greed. He was willing to destroy his own image in exchange for a happy future for the woman he loved. Because he knew that he could no longer give her any future …
For the sake of the man who was closest to her, this woman had cast aside all worldly opinions. She had not hesitated to be misunderstood by her friends and insulted by her family, all for the sake of opening her man's heart and accompanying him to the end! Because she knew, the man's time was running out …
On the soft big bed, Feng Chen Yi tightly hugged Yao Yao who was in his arms. They haven't been this close for long time, this feeling, it really made him … reluctant and reluctant to part.
"When did you know?"
Yao Yao lifted her eyes and then lowered her head, her small head rubbed the man's chest: "After I finished the authorization of the villa."
It was the afternoon when Yu Ao Tian asked her.
She received the phone call from the detective. One of the detective said that he found a secret.
And that secret was …
The fact that Feng Chen Yi was suffering from blood cancer.
At that moment, Yao Yao was crying and laughing at the same time. She was crying because the person who was closest to her was leaving her; she was laughing because … perhaps, Feng Chen Yi's affair was to hide this fact.
"Chen Yi … I am sorry …"
"Why are you saying sorry?"
Tears, covered her entire small face. She used her strength to sniff the bitter tears in her nose, sobbing: "I am your wife, the person who is closest to you. Perhaps … when your wound kept bleeding, unable to heal; when you had high fever, I should have found out … boohoo … I am sorry! "
In her heart, she has been avoiding this topic.
This is the pain in Yao Yao's heart forever. She as a wife, unexpectedly she didn't notice her husband's condition.
Obviously when she was in high school, she majored in medicine, even this … she didn't notice it.
"Yao Yao, don't be like this. Even I myself … didn't notice it, this … perhaps it is God's will. " The first time when Feng Chen Yi's condition flared up, it was when Yao Yao's plane crash. He was staying in Turkey for continuous high fever. At that time … it already foreshadowed this bad news.
"Chen Yi … Chen Yi …" Yao Yao hugging Feng Chen Yi's small hand more and more restrained.
"What?"
She slowly raised up her head, that pair of misty eyes slowly looked at his lips: "I … want a child!" this pair of lips, softly falling on his lips.
Her small hands were unbuttoning his clothes.
"Uh … Yao Yao!" Feng Chen Yi is strenuously refusing this' kiss', his big hand is firmly grasping her little hand that is moving: "Yao Yao, you calm down!"
After a low growl, Yao Yao finally stopped any movement, that pair of teary eyes gradually looked at his eyes: "Give me a child, okay? I beg … you … I beg you … "
This is the biggest reason why Feng Chen Yi refused to stay with Yao Yao for this period of time!
He understood her too much, she is this kind of affectionate and loyal person, certainly at this time she would do anything to leave his trace!
And he also loved her so much, he simply couldn't resist the longing for his beloved wife.
But, Feng Chen Yi knew, once there is a crystallization of love between them, her whole life will be destroyed by him!
Although, he is that kind, that kind of longing for her … "Yao Yao, don't make things difficult for me, okay?"
"Feng Chen Yi, don't you know, you are really selfish!"
"What right do you have, to decide my life?"
"I am longing for your child, to accompany me until old!"
"I just want to accompany you until the end!"
"Why you keep depriving me! Ceaselessly depriving, my right to choose? I have the right to accompany you? Why? " Words of sorrow and low growling, Yao Yao is trying her best to shake off Feng Chen Yi's hand which is grabbing her. She sat on the edge of the bed and kept wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes.
She knows, Feng Chen Yi is not selfish, but great.
But she really doesn't need Feng Chen Yi's great, because she is suffering! So painful! So painful!
"Yao Yao, you have sacrificed too much for me, too much. I … don't need your sympathy, understand? You, in the future you will find a person who loves you more than me, and you also love him. "
She knew it would be like this, she knew Feng Chen Yi would say these words! "Chen Yi, do you know why after I know you are sick, I didn't expose you, and watching you keep acting in front of me?"
Silence.
Feng Chen Yi puzzled looking at her tear-stained face.
"I am afraid … I am afraid, you will feel that I sympathize you, so that I thought, waiting, hoping, perhaps you will be touched by me. Be together with me again. This, is not sympathy … but … "
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