Neither of them spoke. Only Lin Li's sobbing could be heard.
Finally, Lin Li raised her head and said to her, "I'm thirsty."
Wan Qianqian helped her up, leaned on the sofa, and immediately poured a glass of water. After testing the temperature, she gently handed it to her and said softly, "The temperature is just right."
Lin Li took the water and gulped it down quickly. Then, she leaned against Wan Qianqian's body. Just like that, the two of them once again fell into silence.
After a long time, Lin Li finally said, "Sister Qianqian, do you think I'm a failure as a person and my life?"
Wan Qianqian shook her head and said affirmatively, "Of course not."
How could success and failure in life, happiness and pain be defined by the success or failure of a marriage? What kind of life was successful? What kind of life was a failure? Could it be that there was a fixed standard for it?
Was it true that people who had a marriage and a family were really happy and perfect?
Ten thousand people would have ten thousand sentences, and ten thousand people would naturally have ten thousand different ways of interpreting the definition of happiness. How could you feel that you were a failure just because a man broke off his marriage with you?
Lin Li squirmed a little. "Tell me, am I really that annoying?" Actually, all she wanted was to stay by his side. She wanted nothing more than to stay by his side. She wanted to pour all her tenderness on him, but her tenderness was a heavy burden to someone who was not the right person.
Some people were destined to spend a lot of time before they could truly accept that they weren't welcomed by another person. Many people even had to go through many roads before they could understand that in fact, you and the original person were just not destined to be together. This had little to do with your own character and appearance.
"You're so cute. I can't wait to like you. How could I hate you?" Wan Qianqian answered her affirmatively. She clearly knew that at this moment, what Lin Li needed was someone to fully affirm her, to tell her that she was still that cute, smart, hearty, and bright woman.
Now that the marriage was dissolved, it was just that her fate with Xu Changjun had ended, and nothing else mattered.
Her tears fell silently again. "But why does he hate me so much?"
Wan Qianqian hugged her tightly. "Silly girl, no matter how good you are, you can't make everyone like you. And Xu Changjun happens to be the one who doesn't like you very much. As long as you insist on being yourself, you will meet better people in the future. "
Perhaps it was? Lin Li let out a sigh. Now she was willing to believe that what Wan Qianqian said was true. In this way, she would feel a little better.
Lin Li took the napkin that Wan Qianqian handed over and gently wiped her tears. The sadness in her heart surged again. She was thinking, why can't sadness be exhausted? If she could cry to her heart's content and throw away all the sadness in her heart, how wonderful would that be?
She accidentally put her hand on her lower abdomen, and she couldn't help but feel a burst of warmth in her heart. Perhaps life was like this. You can't gain without losing something. She couldn't be considered to have gained nothing in the marriage, right? Such a big gift, how could she desire more? She couldn't be so greedy, right?
She sniffled, sat up straight, and slowly regained her calmness.
But Wan Qianqian only thought that she had vented her sadness in this way, and her mood slowly regained its calmness.
In fact, everyone said that if you were extremely sad and depressed, you would be fine after crying to vent your sadness. But was that really the case? If there was no suitable comfort for sadness, if you were just sad, then the more you vented, the more you wanted to vent it, and the more it would be.
If the pain and sadness were just vented, it would never be vented. It would only become stronger and heavier. To solve it, the most effective way was to find a good medicine or a strong medicine.
And the good medicine for Lin Li was the little life in her belly. She knew that she couldn't have too much mood swings, and she knew that she couldn't eat too many things that were not good for the baby's development, such as alcohol, so she had scruples and expectations. She only hoped that the little life would be happy and healthy at the moment it came to the world.
And he would definitely be happy, right? After all, he had a mother who wanted him to come out.
"Hmm, am I too stupid?" She smiled bitterly with tears in her eyes. Such an expression fell into Wan Qianqian's eyes, and it aroused her boundless heartache and pity.
Wan Qianqian patted her shoulder. "Who didn't love seriously and persistently when they were young? If they didn't love so unscrupulously, how could they still be young? "
Lin Li didn't expect Wan Qianqian to say such a witty sentence. She couldn't help but laugh. "That's true. I'm still young, right? "
Young people weren't afraid of making mistakes, and so what if they were wrong? They could fix it, and then continue to live their lives. What's the big deal?
Seeing her expression, Wan Qianqian thought that perhaps this way, the pain in Lin Li's heart had dissipated a lot? After all, she was still young, and life still had to continue.
Life was always like this. She looked at her and said with certainty, "Of course, how old are you? You're still a little girl. It was normal to stumble a little in one's life. If you don't do something wrong in your youth, do you want to wait until you're old and have one foot in the grave? What do you want to do then? Find someone? "
These words made Lin Li smile. That's right, when an old man in his seventies or eighties wanted to make a mistake, how could he do it? Young people would call him grandpa or grandma whenever they saw him. Other than a little respect, would they give him the slightest chance to make a mistake?
If he didn't even have a chance, how could he make a mistake? In that case, if he wanted to make a mistake, he had to have the ability to do so.
"I didn't expect Qianqian -jie to have such a sense of humor."
Wan Qianqian couldn't help but smile bitterly. The pain she had experienced was no less than hers. If it weren't for Xin Yue and Xin Yi in her belly, she didn't know how she could have survived. So now, she had to think of a way to be with these two little fellows.
"Life is full of bitterness. How can we not learn to find some fun by ourselves?" Wan Qianqian looked at her and said seriously. However, it was Wan Qianqian's serious look that made her feel even more amused.
This was truly the person who understood her feelings the best. Lin Li looked at Wan Qianqian, and then thought of the little life in her belly. Slowly, a smile appeared on her face. However, after thinking for a while, she decided not to tell her about the little baby in her belly. Perhaps after a period of time, he would have to tell her to keep it a secret for him.
"Yes. But do you think there is anyone in this world who will like me? "Lin Li was still not confident. In fact, the disintegration of a marriage would give a fatal blow to the party who quit later: loss of self-confidence.
And it took a long time to build self-confidence. It would even make some people spend a long life building self-confidence. No matter what your occupation was, as long as you experienced the disintegration of a marriage, you would experience such a blow.
"Silly girl, there are so many people in this world. There must be people who love you wholeheartedly and love you to the bone. " Wan Qianqian stroked her not-so-long hair. She sighed softly. "Do you know? My grandmother is such a picky person, but she actually likes you so much that she can't stop liking you. Do you think there is someone in this world who loves you very much? "
Wan Qianqian seriously told her the conversation with Lu Yunxue at home this time. In the end, she also said seriously, "See, in this case, you are many times better than me. One day, you will meet your Mr. Right.
He will love you as much as his life. "
After listening to Wan Qianqian's words, Lin Li slowly felt relieved. Perhaps she really did not have such a deep fate with Xu Changjun. However, she was really content. After all, there was now a big treasure in her stomach.
"Well, I believe what you said, Sister Qianqian." Lin Li nodded. She was a psychiatrist, so she naturally understood many things very well. It was just that when things happened to her, she always felt a little unwilling to accept it.
After being comforted by Wan Qianqian, Lin Li gradually returned to normal. In fact, she also wanted to be presumptuous for once when Wan Qianqian was around, because she knew that after this time, she would have to live a good life wholeheartedly. After all, she was not alone now. As a mother, she naturally had to take life seriously in the world of two people.
Wan Qianqian knew that she might not be able to make her walk out of the shadow immediately, but as long as she had the desire to walk out, she believed that she would eventually walk out. After all, this life was her own, and she must walk out of it. There was still a long way to go in life, and no one could predict what would happen in the future.
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