From the moment he decided to come here to face all this, Li Zeyan had been ready to accept all the questions. This question had been hidden in his heart for more than ten years, and he would rather no one knew.
"Just like ordinary people, I am happy if you are happy. You have fallen in love with him."
"For more than ten years, could it be?"
For more than ten years, year after year, he had to be vigilant all the time. How tiring this kind of life was!
In her impression, Li Zeyan was childish and impulsive, full of enthusiasm for everything. The fact that he never fell in love even made Wan Qianqian think that there was something wrong with Li Zeyan's sexual orientation.
Now, he suddenly told himself that it was all an act. Under the fake smile, there was a hidden passion in his heart. After all, the source of everything was because of himself.
"Every minute and every second, if you could show your boredom and boredom, I could show my feelings at any time, but you didn't, did you?"
"Aren't you tired of waiting all the time?"
"I'm used to it!"
Wan Qianqian stared at him, suddenly like a stranger,
The hypocrisy, no matter what the reason was, was always bad. Perhaps, from today, in Wan Qianqian's heart, she had a new understanding of him.
Just like the sunset that dyed the clouds in the sky red, under the romantic country, how many people understood the vicissitudes and loneliness.
After the story, there was a new definition of this place, it was no longer romantic and flawless, it was afraid that people would think of the sad woman Keizi when it was mentioned.
Standing in the afterglow of the setting sun, Wan Qianqian pointed to the dilapidated door in front of her. Her eyes let him know that they had reached their destination.
Behind the door, Li Zeyan slowly walked forward and pressed the doorbell that should have been pressed a long time ago … If he knew about Keizi earlier, forget it. If he knew earlier, could Li Zeyan really give up on Wan Qianqian?
Li Zeyan thought for a long time, and the result was ambiguous.
After all, it was ambiguous. Hearing the hurried footsteps behind the door, as if someone was running over, Li Zeyan's heart inexplicably tensed up.
"Who are you?"
Little Nian looked up and asked childishly. When she saw Wan Qianqian, she still remembered her.
"I remember you … Are you looking for Mom? She's not home. "
Li Zeyan was stunned on the spot. He thought that he would be able to deal with it calmly, but when he saw that his own daughter didn't recognize him at all, he realized that he had actually done such a stupid thing.
"Little Nian, where did Mommy go? Also, do you often stay at home alone? "
Wan Qianqian walked forward, squatted down, and said softly.
"Yes, Mom went out to work and will only be back at night. Sister, come in."
As Xiao Nian spoke, she led Wan Qianqian into the yard. Li Zeyan's feet seemed to be enchanted. He couldn't move at all.
"By the way, Nian, this is my friend. You can call him uncle."
"Uncle, come in and wait."
Xiao Nian tilted her head and said to Li Zeyan with a smile. Although she was young, she knew some of the ways of the world. Last time, when she joined with Wan Qianqian, she put a stack of cash beside the flowerpot in the yard. Xiao Nian was grateful to Wan Qianqian.
After so many years, she didn't feel sad about not having a father. The only thing that made her sad was that she hoped that her mother wouldn't cry.
Li Zeyan looked up at the sky and walked in with heavy steps. He looked around. It turned out that this was the place where they had lived for seven years. It was so shabby and poor.
She had also graduated from a famous university, but she wouldn't have ended up like this …
At this moment, Huizi dragged her tired body in as usual. Before she took off the tools on her body, she saw Wan Qianqian and Li Zeyan beside her.
Huizi didn't have time to think and turned around. How could he see her like this? With just a glance, the face in her memory appeared in front of her. Seven years had passed.
He still didn't change at all.
"Huizi."
Li Zeyan choked with sobs. Looking at the shabby house and the thin child, he felt bad in his heart. When he saw her for the first time, he couldn't help it.
At that time, she was meticulous and didn't allow any blemishes on her face. But now she had lost everything. She was in her twenties, but she looked like an old woman.
He understood his sin and Wan Qianqian's anger, but he still didn't understand why.
"Why did you suddenly appear!"
Huizi still had her back to him. She didn't have the courage to turn around. She had imagined the scene of meeting him countless times, and this was probably the worst time. Seven years ago, she dressed up carefully for every date. Even in the cold winter, she was meticulous. Now she looked like a ghost. She was afraid that he would look down on her even more. Huizi didn't want to face the inferiority complex in her heart.
Wan Qianqian silently led Nian into the room, thinking that the two of them needed private space. This was a rare opportunity, and she couldn't let it go. Walking into the room, she was even more dumbfounded. Not to mention the poor yard, the living room, bedroom, and bathroom added up to no more than dozens of square meters … It was such an environment.
She lived here for seven years.
Wan Qianqian's eyes were wet. She squatted down and hugged Nian tightly, enduring …
"Why? Are you here to laugh at me now? "
She didn't expect her last dignity to disappear. Huizi didn't want such a life.
"I'm sorry …"
"Haha, seven years, this sorry is too precious."
Could it be that her love was finally exchanged for an apology? It was so stupid …
She turned around and looked at him with tears in her eyes. Her eyes were already sore from crying too much, and she was struggling to hold on with the medicine that she had brought. The most similar place between her and Wan Qianqian was probably their eyes. She was most proud of her eyes, but now she would rather have been blind.
"Huizi, I don't know what to say. I won't ask for your forgiveness …"
Li Zeyan choked with sobs.
"Hehe … You can leave. Leave me with some dignity, okay?"
Huizi said weakly.
"Tell me, how can I make it up to you and your son, as long as you ask …"
"Haha, what? Give us money? Li Zeyan, it's been ten years. Is my love so worthless? Ten years, I've loved you like a ghost for ten years! "
She cried hysterically. The grievances and sadness in her heart broke out at this moment. She wanted to cry all the tears in her heart at this moment. Would there be no more crying in the future?
His words of compensation were nothing more than making up for it with money, but didn't that sound more like charity?
Was such charity used to disgust people? Huizi couldn't accept it. At the last moment, her love couldn't be insulted by others.
Good family education told Huizi that she could wait for a person for love, could love for a lifetime, but her love couldn't be insulted.
"No, no, I didn't mean that. Huizi, calm down."
"You want me to calm down? How do you want me to calm down? Li Zeyan, are you a human? You're a beast! "
"I know, my appearance is a mistake, I'm sorry …"
Looking at her madness, it was completely different from the gentle person at that time. Time and love destroyed a person, and all of this, was because of him.
"Go!"
"That child …"
He remembered that he rented a house with her because of impulse. He always knew that no matter what, it was impossible to be with Huizi. It was completely because of his selfishness that he was with her now. But now …
There was no way Li Zeyan would allow this child to wander outside.
It turned out that in the end, he was still so selfish. For seven years, the child was her only one. Was he going to take it away? Li Zeyan hated himself now.
"Yes, she is your daughter, but she has nothing to do with you, do you understand?"
Huizi wiped the tears off her face. From now on, for this man, she would not shed a single tear!
Wan Qianqian tightly covered little Nian's ears. From the bottom of her heart, she didn't want this child to know about what happened between them. After all, this story was too hurtful. Wasn't it too hurtful to know this at such a young age?
Wan Qianqian saw everything that Huizi said and did. All of this was Li Zeyan's own doing, and no one else could be blamed. On the contrary, she would not allow Li Zeyan to take this child away!
"Huizi, she is my daughter. Why have you been hiding it from me? If you had told me earlier. "
"And then? Will you marry me? "
"I will!"
Li Zeyan said without hesitation.
Come out. However, Huizi laughed loudly, as if she had heard a good joke, which made people unable to control themselves.
Huizi smiled and looked at this hypocritical man. In the end, he still wanted to insult her. Why did she have to meet him back then? If there was a next life, she would rather never meet him again.
"All along, Chinese men have always given me the feeling that they are daring and capable, but you, are like a rat's shit, you are not a man at all."
"I know you hate me, Huizi, I …"
Hearing Huizi scolding him like this, Li Zeyan gladly accepted, but now Li Zeyan only wanted a chance. As long as he could do something to make his heart feel better, no matter what, Li Zeyan would go through a mountain of knives and a sea of fire.
"In the end, you even want me to be a substitute, to be by your side for that woman. That's ridiculous. "
"No, it's not."
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