But deep in her heart, she couldn't bear to let someone go. Falling in love with someone meant indulging them again and again. It wasn't that she was cheap, but that she loved that person too much.
"Natsuko, wake up. You don't love Gu Tanfeng at all. You love Akujinei. You just treat Gu Tanfeng as Akujinei's shadow. " Toshi Tsuruta didn't want to mention Akujinei in front of Natsuko Matsukami. Of course, he didn't want her to be sad. This was a scar in Natsuko Matsukami's heart. Once it was opened, it would bleed non-stop. But Toshi Tsuruta really didn't want that. He didn't want Natsuko Matsukami to live in this illusory world and torture herself like this.
"Toshi Tsuruta, shut up. What right do you have to talk about Akujinei in front of me? I hate you, get out of here! "Hearing Toshi Tsuruta mention Akujinei, Natsuko Matsukami roared like crazy.
This was enough to prove how important Akujinei was in Natsuko Matsukami's heart. It was also enough to prove that Toshi Tsuruta wasn't groundless or making up the truth. This was the real truth in front of her. It was so clear, but Natsuko Matsukami didn't want to believe it. Just like that, she locked herself in this illusory world and refused to come out.
"Natsuko Matsukami, do it yourself. You'll regret it one day." Toshi Tsuruta left angrily and helplessly. Only he could save himself in this kind of situation. No one could help her.
In fact, when Natsuko was with Akujinei, Toshi Tsuruta had a crush on Natsuko Matsukami. Unfortunately, Natsuko Matsukami ended up with Akutsu Hideki. Akuzu Ying and Toshi Tsuruta were very good friends. They were university classmates, but Akuzu Ying and Natsuko Matsukami were childhood sweethearts. Although Toshi Tsuruta had a crush on Natsuko Matsukami, when he saw that they were really in love, he didn't think of anything else.
He Tianjin chose to bless them and just watched from afar. As long as Natsuko Matsukami could be happy and could be with the person she loved, Toshi Tsuruta felt that it was good for him to watch from afar. Toshi Tsuruta chose Great Love.
However, things were unpredictable. Not long after the two of them got engaged, Akujinei met with an accident. On Natsuko Matsukami's birthday, Akuzu Ying had planned to give Natsuko Matsukami a big surprise and buy a gift for Natsuko Matsukami. She bought the gift, but on her way home, she got into a car accident and Akuzu Ying died on the spot. Her young life ended just like that.
She found a very dazzling diamond in Akuzu Ying's suit pocket. She remembered that it was the kind that Natsuko Matsukami liked very much. Natsuko just said that she liked it very much, but she didn't let Akuzu Ying buy it at that time. However, Akuzu Ying remembered it in her heart and had already decided to give it to Natsuko Matsukami on her birthday. It was a big surprise for her.
When she saw the diamond, Natsuko Matsukami wanted to kill herself. It turned out that Akuzu Ying went to buy a diamond for her, and it happened to be her birthday. Of course, Natsuko Matsukami understood everything. She threw herself into Akuzu Ying's arms and cried loudly. She didn't know how many times she cried herself to death.
Natsuko Matsukami was heartbroken and blamed herself. She blamed herself for Akuzu Ying's death. During that period of time, Natsuko Matsukami was simply an empty shell. Her soul had already left her body along with Akuzin Hideki.
She numbed her nerves with alcohol all day and stayed at home, not seeing anyone. Not only was she very haggard, she was simply a lunatic. When she wasn't drinking, she was hugging Akuzu Ying's photo and crying. Sometimes she would put the photo there to talk to Akuzu Ying and drink with him. She would drink with the photo. She wouldn't listen to anyone. She just humiliated herself like that. She couldn't pull herself together.
Toshi Tsuruta saw it and his heart ached. He ran over to comfort Natsuko Matsukami, to let her accept the truth and pull herself together. She shouldn't humiliate herself like that.
"Natsuko, wake up, will you? Akuzu Ying is already dead, and he will never come back. But you still have a long life ahead of you. You can't go back to your whole life because of his death. If that's the case, Akuzu Ying won't agree in the other world, because he loves you and wants you to be happy. He will always want you to be well, "Toshi Tsuruta comforted Natsuko Matsukami, hoping that she could pull herself together.
"It's all my fault. I caused Akuzu Ying's death. I caused the death of the man I love the most. If I hadn't said that I liked the diamond that day, he wouldn't have bought it, and this wouldn't have happened. He wouldn't have died. Why, this is why. Who can tell me why this is the case? What did I do wrong? God is so cruel to take away the man I love the most. "Natsuko Matsukami still blamed herself. She couldn't get out of that quagmire.
"Don't be like this, okay? It has nothing to do with you. Why did you cause Akuzu Ying's death? You loved him more than he loved you. Why would you harm him? Wake up, okay? "Toshi Tsuruta yelled at Natsuko Matsukami angrily. He didn't want to see Natsuko Matsukami in such a depressed state.
Toshi Tsuruta hugged Natsuko Matsukami tightly in his arms. Natsuko Matsukami couldn't bear the grief and heartache in her heart anymore. She threw herself into Toshi Tsuruta's arms and burst into tears. "I feel terrible. My heart hurts," Natsuko Matsukami complained to Toshi Tsuruta.
"Be good, I know how you feel. I understand everything, but you have to accept the truth and pull yourself together. Akujinei also wants to see you pull yourself together. He doesn't want you to continue being dispirited like this, do you understand?" Toshi Tsuruta felt that whoever started the trouble should be the one to untie it. Although Akujinying was dead, he was the one responsible for it. Even though he was dead, Natsuko Matsukami still valued Akujinying's thoughts and feelings. Because deep in Natsuko Matsukami's heart, she didn't want to admit the fact that Akujinying was dead. He didn't want to believe it either.
"Does he really think so?" Natsuko Matsukami raised her head and asked Toshi Tsuruta. "Of course, think about it! If he loved you so much, would he be willing to see you like this? If I give you a mirror, look at yourself. Look at yourself. Do you think Akutsu Hideo will still like you after torturing yourself so much? Look at yourself now. " Toshi Tsuruta had no other way. He could only use Akujinying's tone to suppress Natsuko Matsukami. Otherwise, Toshi Tsuruta didn't think he could pull her out of this bottomless abyss.
Toshi Tsuruta really guessed Natsuko Matsukami's mind. This trick was very effective. "How did I become like this? Akujinei will definitely not like this. "Natsuko Matsukami immediately got up and went to the bathroom to dress up.
Seeing this scene. Toshi Tsuruta was both happy and heartbroken. The sour feeling made Toshi Tsuruta suffocate. But what could he do? He could only do it slowly. He had to let her pull herself together first and let time take care of the rest. Maybe time would dilute everything and let Natsuko Matsukami walk out of the quagmire and start a new chapter in her life.
Yes, Natsuko Matsukami pulled herself together from then on. She began to put all her energy into work and became a workaholic. Natsuko Matsukami was the heir of the Matsukami family. Seeing Natsuko Matsukami being so decadent, the elders were distressed and worried.
They felt distressed that Natsuko Matsukami was degrading herself like this. For the sake of Akujinei, she couldn't let go of things. The elders were very worried that they would hand the family business to Natsuko Matsukami.
But when they saw Natsuko Matsukami cheered up, they felt very gratified. There was hope for the family business to soar. They only saw the surface phenomenon. In fact, Natsuko didn't come out at all. He had been living in the world of illusion.
It was like Akujinei was still alive, but he hid in a corner and refused to come out. As long as Natsuko Matsukami was willing to work hard and live well, maybe one day she would move him and he would come out to meet Natsuko Matsukami. Natsuko Matsukami tried to think like this. It was an illusory idea that didn't exist at all. Natsuko Matsukami persevered and worked hard for only one purpose. She hoped that she could move Akujinei to come out to meet her, be with her, and never be separated.
Toshi Tsuruta was also very happy to see Natsuko Matsukami could pull herself together again. He had been secretly in love with Natsuko Matsukami. Now Natsuko Matsukami was alone. Toshi Tsuruta had every reason to pursue Natsuko Matsukami. He was very excited in his heart.
In fact, Toshi Tsuruta had been taking care of Natsuko Matsukami during this period. It was just that Natsuko Matsukami didn't feel Toshi Tsuruta's intention.
Because Natsuko Matsukami seemed to have pulled herself together, but her heart was illusory. She didn't return to reality at all. This was something that Toshi Tsuruta didn't know at all. It was also unexpected.
As a result, when Toshi Tsuruta confessed to Natsuko Matsukami, he was rejected. "Natsuko, in fact, I have always been secretly in love with you. I love you. Let me take care of you in the future, okay?" Toshi Tsuruta finally plucked up the courage to confess to Natsuko Matsukami. He hoped that Natsuko Matsukami could accept his love. After all, Akuzuhide was dead. Toshi Tsuruta didn't want to lose this opportunity to pursue Natsuko Matsukami. He had to fight for his own happiness.
But he didn't expect that Natsuko Matsukami would reject him. Not only did she reject him, but Toshi Tsuruta also couldn't accept what she said.
"Toshi Tsuruta, are you crazy? Do you know that Akuzuhide is your good friend? I am his fiancée. How could you come to your friend's fiancée to propose to him? Are you shameless? "Natsuko Matsukami's words made Toshi Tsuruta stunned.
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