"Your son is in trouble! Mother, I don't know who I was in the past! "
Lou Xiaoyi murmured.
"Who do you want me to be? An ordinary young master from Lou Province? A traveler from a different time and space? Or a continuation of some great existence? "
Of course, he didn't expect his mother to answer him. What he needed here was a special mood in such an environment!
Humans were so strange. Different environments could produce different moods. Some things couldn't be understood in the void of the universe, but here, his thoughts were exceptionally clear, as if his mother was by his side!
He asked and answered his own questions, and confessed his feelings. He knew what his mother would think, just like how his mother knew him.
"Ever since I came to this body, you've felt the difference, haven't you? Don't lie to me. No mother wouldn't know her son's character!
When I started cultivating, you might have completely understood that there must be some reason that changed your son!
But you never asked! It's impossible that you never thought about it! You were afraid that if you really asked, you would lose your son?
Mother, I didn't know anything at that time. I thought I could deceive everyone, and you would slowly get used to it. But now I know that no mother can accept the fact that her son has fused with another soul!
Yes, I am your son, but I'm also not! Some things in this world are hard to explain, but in your son's heart, I've always been your son, and always will be! "
Lou Xiaoyi let go of his emotions, let his emotions control him, and let his tears fall. This was the first time in his two thousand years of cultivation that he had let go of his identity as a cultivator to consider problems!
He now had only one identity, his mother's son!
"I know! This kind of blow to you is no less harmful than being exposed to the scorching sun! I'm also a murderer, just like every willful child who unconsciously hurts the person who loves him the most …
I didn't understand at that time! I thought everything was flawless! Actually, when you asked my father the question, what you really wanted to ask was this, right? You actually wanted to ask who I am!
I'm sorry, mother, I really didn't understand at that time, I really didn't understand … "
Lou Xiaoyi was somewhat unable to control himself. These memories from back then were still vivid in his mind. Now that he thought about it, he finally understood the deeper meaning behind it. But at that time, he was still a madman who wholeheartedly cultivated and aspired to reach the starry skies!
He thought that he was filial to his mother, but that was only his own opinion. In fact, in his heart, he placed more importance on his own ideals, but neglected the feelings of the people around him!
His mother didn't ask him directly until she died. Thinking about it now, he felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife!
This was not an isolated phenomenon. In fact, many young people were in such a state when their relatives were still alive. When they experienced life and had their own families and children, they realized it, but it was already too late!
Choking, she said, "I'm a foreign soul that doesn't belong to this space-time. No mother is willing to let her child go through all this. You are the same. Therefore, my past shouldn't be like that. This is the wish of every mother. It has nothing to do with becoming good or bad …
Your son understands now. I hope it's not too late! "
In the depths of his soul, something deeply hidden was slowly revealing itself. This was something that he had consciously or unconsciously suppressed for two thousand years. He suppressed it so much that he forgot about its existence!
The so-called past and future were originally things in the category of spiritual consciousness. If you think it exists, it exists. If you think it doesn't exist, it doesn't exist. This was the most natural manifestation, not some kind of deliberate memory or forgetting!
This new thing was his past, the third part of his past! A past that even a half-immortal couldn't discover!
The past of the young master of Lou Province!
"Do you want your son to be the continuation of a great existence? Continue such greatness? Maybe be extraordinary?
I know you don't want to! You don't even want your son to be tainted by the legacy of your father, not to mention the great legacy that may change the entire universe and the future of mankind!
Your biggest wish is that your son can live well, live a long life, have children, and be free from illness and disaster, right?
What is the relationship between the Kingdom of Sunshine and the Lou family? What is the relationship between this planet and the Lou family? What is the relationship between the entire human race and the Lou family? In your eyes, your son is your country, your planet, and your universe, right?
Fine, let's not care about them! "
Lou Xiaoyi gradually understood his own thoughts as he answered his own questions. When the third part of his past appeared, he realized that he had never been able to erase the real Lou Xiaoyi's consciousness. He had just suppressed it to the deepest part of his consciousness, to the point that he had forgotten about it!
Reincarnation was a bullshit Xiantian Dao! He didn't like it! He even rejected the helplessness in the Six Dao!
He valued the present world more! Because he had a mother in the present world! This was something that no one could force him to forget!
Perhaps the Legend of the Sword and Fairy was a part of the past, that was all; perhaps the previous life was a short memory, that was all!
As a soul that had merged with many consciousnesses, the most important thing was that there must be a master and a subordinate! Who exactly are you? Who are you based on?
If you are determined on the present, you will have a definite past!
"Mother! I am Lou Xiaoyi! I am your son! And I have never changed! I may be muddle-headed sometimes, but in essence, I am the Young Master of the Lou Province, Lou Xiaoyi, that you wish to see! "
As soon as Lou Xiaoyi confirmed his present, the third segment of the past in the depths of his soul suddenly spread out, covering the sky and the earth. The countless segments of the past of the Lou family's young master and every ordinary person surged out!
At this point, he was the same as all the natives of this cultivation world. He also had countless pasts and countless reincarnations, but there were two that were more special!
A normal life, a normal past! He was no longer the Lou Xiaoyi who was shocked by the Legend of the Sword and Fairy! He was a Lou Xiaoyi who had the same weakness and the same unbearable!
Did he lose it? Perhaps. In the past, no one dared to cut his past, but now they did!
Did he get it? Of course! He had truly found his true self!
Even without the special past of his previous life, without the mysterious origin of the Legend of the Sword and Fairy, he was still the terrifying Lou Xiaoyi in the universe!
He would still walk down the path that he should walk! He would still not hesitate to overturn the heavens!
Who said that a cultivator without a glorious reincarnation experience wouldn't have a future? Ordinary ants could still change the heavens and the earth!
He had never been so full of confidence in himself in this moment! I am just an ordinary person, a restless Young Master of the Lou Province! I had some lucky encounters and met some miraculous things that helped me on the path of cultivation!
But in the end, I am the Young Master of the Lou Province, Lou Xiaoyi!
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