"Eh … That … Actually, I think what Li Ke said is very reasonable … So we just have to wait for him slowly, and … and we can go by ourselves. As long as we have a good talk, there shouldn't be a problem, right?"
Lilia looked at the frantic Ah Li and asked her question with some apprehension. In her mind, the solution to her problem was very simple. She just had to find Yatoku, have a good talk with him, make him stop having nightmares, or give him some delicious fruits to taste, listen to his pain, and comfort him.
If that didn't work, then she just had to use Dreamdust to make Yatoku fall asleep, and use her ability to make him have a good dream as much as possible.
She didn't need Li Ke's help in anything, she just had to find Yatoku.
And if Yatoku was not easy to talk to, she …
She still had a big stick! She could 'bang' Yatoku with the stick and make him be a good boy.
Ah Tanuki was speechless at Lilia's words. She was also very clear about the thoughts of this overly naive child. She also knew that if Lilia were to meet Yatoku with such naive thoughts, she would definitely be sliced into two by that monster. She might even turn the lower half of the deer into barbecued meat.
She helplessly stopped her frantic actions and climbed onto the bed, her nine tails curling up listlessly. Obviously, after being rejected by Li Ke, she was not just upset because of Li Ke's rejection, but because of other reasons. It was just that she still didn't know what this feeling was. She just instinctively felt very unhappy.
"Ah … Really … It's because I thought you had such thoughts that I tried my best to pull Li Ke along. Otherwise, I wouldn't have dragged you along with him after being rejected so many times. I wanted him to help me. If you're the only one looking for that monster, why don't you let me take advantage of you? You can walk into the kitchen and let me have a good meal of venison. "
Speaking till here, she crawled to the side of the bed like a zombie. Placing her hands on Lilia's hind legs and buttocks, she stroked them with an infatuated expression. Moreover, Lilia's adorable tail constantly fell down, before standing back up with a strong will.
"Ah, Miss Ah Li! It's so strange … This feeling is so strange! Stop, Miss Ah Li! I'm not an ingredient! And, ah! You can't play with your tails like that! And if I go find Yatoku, why do I have to become an ingredient! "
Lilia blushed and tried to break free from Ah Li's touch. After all, when Ah Li's hand passed through her body, it gave her a strange feeling, so she didn't know whether she should be happy or not. Furthermore, the strange images she saw from the memories of the humans made her feel that something was amiss.
But because she was too shy, she couldn't break free from the infatuated Ah Li. She could only let the equally beautiful Ah Li hug her and laugh strangely.
"Ah, ah, just treat it as a body check. Ah, this is what I saw in Li Ke's books. As an expert who understands the body structure of deer very well, Lilia, let me see how your body has developed!"
Ah Li didn't care about this. She just wanted to vent the displeasure in her heart, so her actions became more and more bold. Not only did this make Lilia even more shy, but it also made Little Deer, who had been tricked by Li Ke with just a few words, think of more things about humans. Therefore, when Little Tanuki was about to do something even more presumptuous, she hugged her big stick and screamed.
"And … this kind of thing about humans … Shouldn't it be … a man and a woman?"
Her words directly made Ah Li's strange smile stiffen on her face. Although she didn't see as much as Lilia, the memories of sucking humans made her stop her actions. Because she finally understood what the feelings she had before were, but she instinctively wanted to resist because Li Ke was obviously a human with a family, and she wanted to enjoy it alone.
"Really …"
Ah Li let go of Lilia, who was blushing to the point of gasping for breath, and lay back on the bed, staring at the gorgeous ceiling in a daze. Lilia couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when she saw Ah Li's state as if she had lost her soul. But strangely, Lilia missed the feeling just now. After all, although she had perceived and seen countless times, it was really the first time it happened to her.
So, she was a little reluctant to part with it.
This also made her unable to discover Ah Li's abnormality, because Ah Li's words just now reminded her of something that she had been very conflicted about.
Was she a human or a fox?
Or was she a heartless monster?
A human could enjoy cooked delicious food, beautiful clothes, and the love of countless people. And as a fox, she didn't need to abide by the rules of humans. She could do whatever she wanted and eat whatever she wanted. If she were a fox, she would definitely not let go of Lilia when she hunted her. Instead, she would mercilessly bite Lilia's throat and wantonly gnaw on her delicious venison.
But as a human, she couldn't do that because Lilia was a human with her own thoughts and was an existence that could communicate with others. Humans wouldn't eat beings that could communicate with them. Those who would do that weren't humans, but monsters.
"Things like humans … are really troublesome."
She looked at her hands, enduring the hunger that came from her soul. It wasn't that the food prepared by the Noxus people wasn't enough, but that Ah Li wasn't someone who could be satisfied simply by eating. Instead, she was a predator who needed to feed on human memories and souls to satisfy her appetite and grow as a result.
The more complete the soul was, the more sincere the emotions were, and the more filling Little Tanuki's stomach would be. However, eating a complete soul was undoubtedly killing other people, and only human souls were strong enough to be her prey. The more sincere an emotion was, the more important it was to a human. The foundation of a human's existence was these sincere emotions and memories. Her act of eating memories and emotions was no different from eating a human's arm clean.
She was eating humans.
"So, what exactly am I?"
Hunger urged her, and it was also the reason why she urgently wanted Li Ke to deal with Yatokus. Because once she couldn't hold it in anymore …
She was going to become a monster.
A monster would hurt those who accompanied her during this period of time and make her a lonely person again. A monster would make her eat a person's most precious life and memories, so that person could only live a life of pain. A monster would make her be far away from others, and she would no longer be loved. Instead, she would be hurt.
A monster …
No one would love a monster.
And she.
Longed for love.
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