Just as Ye Lan had said, Zhao Xuan had always been by her side since she was young. She was already used to his existence.
Although she was conflicted in her heart, the truth was … Ye Lan had known since she could remember that she would belong to Zhao Xuan sooner or later.
Therefore, the reason why Ye Lan had tried to accept Zhao Xuan was mainly because she had accepted her fate!
But she hadn't expected that now, she couldn't even accept her fate.
Taking a deep breath, Chu Xingyun said, "What do you plan to do next? Go find him or stay here … "
Shaking her head, Ye Lan said, "I don't know what to do now either."
Looking blankly at Chu Xingyun, Ye Lan said, "He's been by my side for as long as I can remember. He helped me arrange everything around me. Now that he's gone, I don't know what to do either."
Shaking his head, Chu Xingyun said, "You have two choices now. The first is to go find Zhao Xuan. The second is to stay in Southern Desolate City. You have to make a choice …"
Looking blankly at Chu Xingyun, Ye Lan said, "But … isn't female cultivators forbidden from entering Primordial Battlefield Number Three?"
Smiling faintly, Chu Xingyun said, "Haven't you heard of cross-dressing?"
Cross-dressing!
Hearing Chu Xingyun's words, Ye Lan's eyes lit up.
Nodding, Chu Xingyun said, "Now, Zhao Xuan left you of his own accord. It could even be said that he abandoned you. So … you can control your own fate now."
Looking at Chu Xingyun with shining eyes, Ye Lan said, "I understand what you mean. If I want to control my own life and break away from Zhao Xuan, then Zhao Xuan's departure is actually a good thing for me."
Looking deeply at Ye Lan, Chu Xingyun said, "That's right … If you still don't want to leave him, I can send you over. Go find him … Let him know that you've fallen in love with him and can't live without him."
Ye Lan stared blankly at Chu Xingyun and said, "I don't know … I don't know if I love him or hate him. I only know that … after he left, my entire being became empty."
With a sigh, Chu Xingyun said, "People are always like this. When you have something, you don't know how to cherish it. Only after you lose it, do you regret it. Sigh …"
Ye Lan looked at Chu Xingyun blankly and said, "Are you saying that I love him?"
Shaking his head, Chu Xingyun said, "I don't know if you love him or not, but I do know that you are unfair to him …"
Unfair?
In the face of Chu Xingyun's words, Ye Lan was at a loss. He did not understand what Chu Xingyun meant.
Looking deeply at Ye Lan, Chu Xingyun said, "All this time, you've viewed Zhao Xuan's protection as surveillance, his pampering as oppression, and his jealousy as narrow-minded …"
As he spoke, Chu Xingyun shrugged and said helplessly, "But in reality, everything Zhao Xuan has done is what thousands of boys often do to the girls they like."
What?!
Hearing Chu Xingyun's words, Ye Lan's delicate body trembled violently. Her face was full of disbelief.
Chu Xingyun shrugged and said, "It's normal for a man to be jealous of the woman he likes. It'd be strange if he didn't."
This …
Hearing Chu Xingyun's words, Ye Lan was shocked beyond words!
Thinking back carefully, she had actually seen all the things that she should have seen over the years.
Similarly, a boyfriend being jealous of his girlfriend.
Or maybe his girlfriend was jealous because of something …
They were all too common and ordinary.
Just as Chu Xingyun said, it was normal for a man and a woman to be jealous of each other.
This had nothing to do with trust. It was just that they cared too much, so they used too much force.
Looking deeply at Ye Lan, Chu Xingyun continued, "Also, from a certain perspective, the reason Zhao Xuan likes to be jealous is because you don't give him enough sense of security!"
Sense of security?
Hearing Chu Xingyun's words, Ye Lan nodded instinctively.
Indeed, all this time, Ye Lan had been neither close nor distant to Zhao Xuan's pursuit.
She didn't dare to leave, nor did she agree. All she could do was drag it out day by day.
Because of this, Zhao Xuan felt that Ye Lan was definitely looking for Gao Zhi at all times. Once she found Gao Zhi, she would immediately fly away.
Thus … in a situation where he was extremely insecure, Zhao Xuan would be extremely anxious whenever a man approached Ye Lan. He would attack and hurl abuse at them without regard for anything else.
From Chu Xingyun's perspective, Zhao Xuan was extremely detestable. He wanted nothing more than to beat him up or even kill him with a knife.
But in reality, from a bystander's perspective, Zhao Xuan was actually very pitiful.
He was extremely unconfident, extremely insecure, and cared too much about Ye Lan. That was why Zhao Xuan behaved so hysterically.
Zhao Xuan was in such a state when he was madly in love.
It was precisely because he had seen through this that Chu Xingyun tolerated Zhao Xuan's attacks and never argued with him.
Otherwise, if it were someone like Lie Ba, Chu Xingyun would have used all the power he could muster to kill him in an instant without a second word. How could he have left him to continue cursing?!
From the first time they met, Chu Xingyun had the ability to defeat and even kill Zhao Xuan.
Although he had to use the power of the world to defeat or even kill Zhao Xuan …
But … if they really went up against each other, so what if he burned his life and soul, let alone using the power of the world?
Looking deeply at Ye Lan, Chu Xingyun said, "I don't have any good feelings towards Zhao Xuan, but … I have to say that if you don't want to regret it for the rest of your life, there are many things that you have to calm down and think about carefully."
Ye Lan shook her head as tears streamed down her face. "My mind is in a mess. I can't think at all right now."
Taking a deep breath, Chu Xingyun said, "It's very simple. You just have to think about it. If Zhao Xuan was just a stranger and did everything he did to you in the past, would you like him?"
Stranger?
Hearing Chu Xingyun's words, Ye Lan muttered, "Actually … he's always been very good to me. He gave me the first White Light soul equipment in the team to use, and he also gave me the first Green Light soul equipment to use."
Pausing for a moment, Ye Lan continued, "As for the past, before we came to the Primordial Battlefield, he took care of me in every possible way. He gave me too much …"
As she spoke, Ye Lan's eyes gradually brightened and her expression became more and more resolute!
Finally … Ye Lan took a deep breath and said resolutely, "I understand now. It was my first impression that made me overlook Zhao Xuan's true feelings towards me."
Nodding, Chu Xingyun said, "Now … what you need to consider the most is whether Zhao Xuan is important to you or not. Can you live without him!"
Smiling sadly, Ye Lan said, "In the past, I wanted to leave him wholeheartedly. But when I really did leave him, I realized that I'd already gotten used to his existence and couldn't leave him."
As she spoke, Ye Lan looked at Chu Xingyun and said sorrowfully, "But … even if I understand this, what's the use? He's already gone. He doesn't want me anymore. "
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