The more she got to know Chu Xingyun, the more Liu Yan understood that no matter how she looked at it, she wasn't good enough for Chu Xingyun …
Not to mention that Chu Xingyun didn't love her at all. Even if he loved her, she absolutely couldn't be with Chu Xingyun. Otherwise, it would be a stain on Chu Xingyun's reputation.
Moreover, after becoming the Great Governor, especially when she knew that Chu Xingyun would step down from his position as the Chief Governor sooner or later and that she would inherit the position, Liu Yan no longer thought about herself.
In one's life, one had to do something to prove that one had once lived in this world.
Although Liu Yan came from a humble background, she also wanted to realize herself and the dreams of the people through her own efforts.
In this position, Liu Yan devoted all her energy to work. Her personal feelings, love, marriage, and children were all things that she didn't have time to think about.
Most importantly, Liu Yan already knew very well that Chu Xingyun only had feelings for her. He didn't have any romantic feelings for her. In other words, he never fell in love with her.
Liu Yan was a free and easy person. Since Chu Xingyun didn't love her, she wouldn't pester him.
Moreover, although Liu Yan was a woman, she didn't think that a woman had to marry or have children.
Love was what she longed for, but if this love wasn't with Chu Xingyun, then it wouldn't have any value.
Liu Yan longed to be loved, but she didn't want everyone's love.
Thus, since she couldn't obtain Chu Xingyun's love, she could only love him one-sidedly. She wouldn't disturb him, nor would she destroy him. She would silently protect that beauty, and she would have no regrets in this life.
Therefore, from the bottom of her heart, Liu Yan hoped that Chu Xingyun and Shui Liu Xiang could be together, so that the lovers could finally get married …
Looking at the stubborn Liu Yan, Chu Xingyun sighed and said, "In your opinion, it's very easy for me to go see her. No one can stop me, and no one will stand up to stop me, right?"
Liu Yan nodded and said, "That's right … As of now, as long as you want to, you can immediately rush over to see her. No matter what you want to say or do, no one will stop you."
With a bitter smile, Chu Xingyun gently raised his right hand and pressed on his heart.
Shaking his head bitterly, Chu Xingyun said, "Although you can't see it, and you can't feel it, the truth is … in my heart, there has always been a figure silently watching me."
Taking a trembling breath, Chu Xingyun said, "Although she won't stop me and will only watch me silently, under such a gaze, I can't do anything to hurt her. I really can't …"
Her?
Looking at Chu Xingyun in shock, Liu Yan said, "Who is she? You mean … besides Shui Liu Xiang, you've fallen in love with someone else? "
Shaking his head, Chu Xingyun said, "No … I haven't fallen in love with anyone else. The only person I love in my heart is Shui Liu Xiang. There has never been anyone else, but …"
Chu Xingyun paused for a moment before continuing, "However, there are many emotions that are unforgettable even though they aren't love. You have to understand that love isn't the only great emotion in this world!"
Liu Yan nodded in understanding and said, "I know what you're talking about. For example, familial love, friendship, parental love … they're all one of the greatest emotions in the world. But … which emotion is it that's stopping you?"
Facing Liu Yan's question, Chu Xingyun gently closed his eyes. In an instant, Ye Qianhan's voice and smile vividly appeared in his mind.
I don't regret this deep love in my life,
I'm willing to wander alone;
I regret being a couple in my dreams,
I'd rather betray the heavens than you …
Ye Qianhan's incomparably sincere and heartfelt voice once again echoed in Chu Xingyun's mind.
Yes …
Until now, what kind of emotion was truly restraining him?
Was it the emotion of risking her life to save him?
No … it wasn't just that. If it was just saving him, he wouldn't be so conflicted.
Then, was it Ye Qianhan's deep and true love for him that completely moved him?
No … there were many people who loved him, but the only one who could truly move him was Shui Liu Xiang.
Chu Xingyun would never abandon Shui Liu Xiang just because someone else loved him too much.
This wasn't it, that wasn't it, but what exactly was it?
Yes … it was the love between husband and wife!
After racking his brains, Chu Xingyun finally understood …
The thing that truly entangled him, that he couldn't extricate himself, was the love between husband and wife …
Although there was an ancient saying that husband and wife were birds in the same forest, but when disaster struck, they flew separately, reality proved that as his wife, Ye Qianhan didn't abandon him when the real disaster struck.
Originally, Ye Qianhan wouldn't have died. It was in order to save him that she was like a moth flying into a flame, standing in front of Chu Xingyun and blocking Di Tianyi's fatal strike!
Chu Xingyun's life was exchanged with Ye Qianhan's own life.
As his wife, Ye Qianhan was unswervingly loyal. She was truly willing to betray the heavens than you!
As his wife, Ye Qianhan had already done everything she should and shouldn't do.
Then, as Ye Qianhan's husband, how could Chu Xingyun abandon himself?
As a woman, as a wife, Ye Qianhan had already done everything she could.
Then, as Ye Qianhan's husband, it was Chu Xingyun's turn …
Under these circumstances, if he went to see Shui Liu Xiang without hesitation and held Shui Liu Xiang in his arms, not to mention others, he would look down on himself.
What Ye Qianhan had done for him, he would only return it a thousand times over.
Since Ye Qianhan had done it, then as her husband, Chu Xingyun had to do it too.
Trembling, Chu Xingyun took a deep breath and said, "This matter ends here, I don't want to talk about it anymore."
But …
Looking anxiously at Chu Xingyun, Liu Yan said, "But Xiang Shuai said that if you don't go see her, she will leave the Heavenly Moat Canyon and look for you …"
Faced with this, Chu Xingyun couldn't help but frown. But very quickly … Chu Xingyun laughed and shook his head. "She is free to do whatever she wants. Anyway … no matter what, I will not see her again."
As he spoke, Chu Xingyun turned around and strode out of Liu Yan's office.
If it were in the past, once Shui Liu Xiang left the Heavenly Moat Canyon, the demon race would definitely launch a large-scale invasion. When that time came, the human race would be in deep trouble.
But things were different now. Now, the entire Five Great Regions in the East, including the East, West, North, and Central Regions that the human race had lost a hundred years ago, had all returned to Chu Xingyun's hands.
Although on the surface, the Four Great Regions were still under the control of the demon race.
But in reality, the demon race that occupied the Four Great Regions were the Giant Ape Tribe, the Giant Python Tribe, the Ferocious Bear Tribe, and the Tiger Tribe.
That's right, these Four Great Tribes were all under Chu Xingyun's direct command. Without Chu Xingyun's orders, who would dare to attack the human race?
Therefore … the Heavenly Moat Canyon was actually meaningless. Even if they immediately withdrew their troops and left no one behind, no demon would dare to take half a step into the canyon!
After leaving Liu Yan's office, Chu Xingyun couldn't help but let out a long sigh.
Now, not only did Shui Liu Xiang miss him, but he also missed Shui Liu Xiang.
Although he couldn't meet her, it shouldn't be a problem for him to sneak a peek at her in the dark without being noticed by her.
Although Chu Xingyun couldn't be together with Shui Liu Xiang, it shouldn't be a problem if he just went to see her …
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