"I don't know why, but I always feel like something happened to me when I was ten years old, but I can't remember anything," Tang Bao said.
"Didn't I say that it's normal for you not to know when your mother passed away?"
"Even if my mother passed away, no matter how sad I was, the world I lived in wasn't closed off. How could I not know? I felt as if I had never experienced that incident in my life. It's like there's a blank memory. So I'm thinking, did I lose my memory? "
"This … can't be?" Wan Milai didn't think that amnesia was that simple.
"Should I go see a doctor? Isn't there a psychiatrist who can restore memories? "
"What if there isn't?"
"I don't know. Let's go see him first."
Then, the two of them found a psychiatrist in the afternoon and went.
Before Tang Bao entered the door, she became nervous.
"Don't be nervous. Maybe you're just scaring yourself."
Tang Bao nodded and entered the door.
The psychiatrist asked Tang Bao to lie down on a comfortable chair.
There was a small round light bulb on the right side of Tang Bao. She didn't know what it was for.
"Doctor, can you turn this off?"
"This is the key to recovering your memory. It can illuminate your memory more clearly, and you can see it more clearly."
Tang Bao and Wan Milai looked at each other.
Why was it so mysterious?
Whatever. Lying on the hospital bed, wasn't she still at the mercy of the doctor?
"Don't be nervous. Relax your body and take deep breaths …"
Tang Bao followed the doctor's instructions and exhaled deeply.
"You don't have to vomit so hard. Be natural."
"Pfft!" Wan Milai laughed out loud.
"Go out," the doctor said. "You'll disturb the patient."
Wan Milai glanced at Tang Bao. She was a little worried about leaving her in this unfamiliar place.
If she fell asleep, wouldn't she be defenseless?
How dangerous would that be?
"It's okay. Go out and wait for me," Tang Bao said when she saw Wan Milai's worry.
After Wan Milai went out, Tang Bao slowly closed her eyes under the doctor's instructions.
She had long wanted to close her eyes, but the light was too glaring.
"Imagine that your body is very light, as if you are floating in outer space without any resistance. Then shut out all the thoughts in your mind …"
Tang Bao closed his eyes, and his body slowly relaxed. He did not move at all, as if he was following the doctor's thoughts.
"When all your thoughts are shut out, your mind begins to relax, relax, and relax again … Then what do you see? Did something unimaginable happen to you … "The doctor stopped talking after he finished his sentence.
Tang Bao, who was lying on the chair in a relaxed manner, tilted his head, closed his eyes, and breathed evenly. He was quiet and defenseless.
She fell asleep.
The doctor's face twisted. "Hey, get up!"
The doctor slammed his palm on the armrest.
Tang Bao was so frightened that he sat up straight.
Wan Milai, who was outside, also heard the doctor's roar and rushed in.
"What's wrong? What happened? "
Tang Bao looked at the doctor in confusion.
He did not know why the doctor suddenly went crazy.
"Doctor, you haven't called out my deepest memories yet. Why did you scare me awake?" Tang Bao asked curiously.
The doctor pointed at the door. "Go, I'm not taking you in anymore."
"Why? I specially came here to ask you to restore my memories. Why are you chasing me away? "Tang Bao did not understand.
"I hypnotized you, and you slept. If you didn't mean it, don't come here!" The doctor was furious. "I've taken in so many patients, and I've never seen anyone fall asleep under my hypnosis! Get out! Get out of here! Immediately! Immediately! "
Damn it.
Tang Bao and Wan Milai were kicked out just like that.
"What's with your attitude? Do you think I won't tear down your signboard?! "Tang Bao roared at the door angrily.
"…" Wan Milai asked in confusion, "You fell asleep? Why did you fall asleep? "
"Isn't it possible to get my memories back when I fall asleep? I think this psychiatrist is a scammer! It's his own fault for making me fall asleep, and he's blaming everyone! What a joke! "Tang Bao was furious.
She should be the one who's angry!
She really came here to look for her memories.
How did it become like this?
Liar!
"…" Wan Milai.
"Why are you staring at me? Is there something on my face? "Tang Bao was unhappy.
"I'm just thinking, is it the psychiatrist who's incapable or you who's more capable?"
"What do you mean?"
"You came here to look for your memories, and you fell asleep? If that's not more capable, then what is? I feel a little sorry for that psychiatrist. His self-confidence was destroyed in your hands. How traumatized will it be for him? In the future, when he faces patients, will he think of you and not be able to help them? I pity him. "Wan Milai shook his head.
"Blame me? He kept telling me to relax my body, relax my mind, relax my body, relax my mind … He kept telling me to relax. How can I not feel sleepy? "Tang Bao thought that this was some kind of hypnotism.
"Why isn't he sleeping?"
"How do you know he's not sleeping?"
"The psychiatrist said that you're the first one! Looking at his qualifications, he's not young. Tell me, how lucky must he be to meet you? "Wan Milai said.
"…" Tang Bao stared at Wan Milai. "Just because he said he's the first one, does that mean he's the first one? Can he tell the truth? Besides, you're the one who found him. Is there a problem with him? "
"Why would there be a problem with me finding him? We only went because you said there was no problem. "Wan Milai had never seen someone kick someone to the curb after they'd outlived their usefulness.
"Then what do you think we should do? Find a new one? "Tang Bao was nervous and came to find a psychiatrist.
What happened?
"Do we need to find one? If we want to find one, we have to find one who's famous, "Wan Milai said.
"That's right. This one is obviously not famous. No wonder he could make me fall asleep. Big liar. "
"…"
Tang Bao looked into the distance blankly and said to Wan Milai, "No matter who asks you about me, don't tell them, understand?"
"You won't tell them even if the Young Emperor asks?"
"The one I can't tell them the most is him."
"Why?"
"If there's really a problem, he definitely doesn't want me to know."
Tang Bao was still thinking about the day she asked Di Haotian if Xiao Rui was the girl who saved his mother. Di Haotian said yes.
And she should have continued to ask.
Why did you marry me?
She didn't ask.
Why didn't she ask?
Was it because she didn't dare to ask in her heart?
The cold wind suddenly blew, lifting Tang Bao's skirt and ruffling her black hair.
The wind was a little cold on her body.
"Milai, is winter coming?"
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