Nangong Xue gently exhaled. Her mind also fell into her memories. She said, "Senior Martial Brother and I grew up together. You already know this. The two of us could be considered 'childhood sweethearts' in the people of the previous world, right? That was an innocent age, but I … I don't feel embarrassed saying it. When I played with him, he took good care of me. I was fascinated by him. I even hoped to be with him all the time. When I grew up, I wanted to be his wife. I wanted to wear a red wedding dress and wait for the person in front of me to lift the veil for me under the dim candlelight … I wanted to see him first. How satisfying would that be?
At that time, the other martial brothers knew that I had the best relationship with Senior Martial Brother, so they often cheered us on. At first, I pretended to be unhappy, but my heart was still sweet.
The years he spent on the mountain were the most carefree times of his life. I don't know if it's Heaven's will to make things difficult for us, but beautiful days are always short. That day, Master ordered me and Senior Martial Brother to go to Shadowless Mountain Villa as reinforcements. We wanted to seize the opportunity to seize the Wulin's most valuable treasure, the Soul Severing Tear. At that time, I really didn't know anything. I only thought that there were many disciples in Huashan Sect, but the two of us were chosen as a pair. There must be some special reason behind it.
I was also thinking that after spending so much time with Senior Martial Brother this time, without those gossips causing trouble, I would definitely take good care of him and make him truly fall in love with me. Perhaps after we return to the mountain, our matter will … will … be settled. Senior Martial Brothers said so, and I also hoped that this wish would come true. "
"But who would have thought that the carefree days we had before would change a lot of things when we went down the mountain this time. From then on, we would walk on a fork in the road and never look back.
Like Shen Shiyun, a devastatingly beautiful woman, even I have to admit that she was very beautiful. No man would not be moved. Senior Martial Brother was no exception. From the first time I saw her, I had a premonition in my heart. It was also the first time I felt some jealousy. At that time, I really didn't know who to blame. Should I blame my Senior Martial Brother for being careless, or should I blame that little thief who didn't have eyes? Ignoring so many rich merchants in the city, he just had to steal my Senior Martial Brother's money pouch. Only then did Shen Shiyun have the opportunity to help pay the bill, and thus ended our first meeting.
Later on, we met her again in the Agarwood Garden. She was just a famous singer who attracted many men to spend money on her. In the past, I vaguely heard my Senior Brothers mention that prostitutes are very lowly women. Since Senior Brother is so scrupulously abiding by the sect's rules, I don't think you would violate this law.
At that time, I couldn't say how lucky I was. If she was a daughter of a noble family, the elders of the family wouldn't allow her to marry a mountain youth. But if Senior Martial Brother was unhappy all day because of her, then even if he was still by my side, his heart would be far away. That was not the result I wanted. Only in this way could Senior Martial Brother despise her family background, and then he would completely give up. "
"But this time I was wrong. A beauty can really mess up a hero's mind. Senior Martial Brother, who had always followed the rules, even if he knew about her … he still stubbornly went to the Agarwood Garden for her and saved her. At that time, I … I really wished I had never met him, or if there was a hole for me to crawl into. The Agarwood Garden … is not a good place. But Senior Martial Brother fought in that kind of place for a prostitute. He was simply like a lecher who committed all kinds of outrages. If this spread out, wouldn't Huashan Sect lose face? "
"At that time, Shen Shiyun concealed her identity from us. She only said that she was going to Chang 'an to seek refuge, and asked us to escort her. Senior Martial Brother agreed without hesitation. He even found an excuse for himself, saying that he would inquire about the whereabouts of the Soul Severing Tear along the way. Oh, how ridiculous. With such a beautiful woman by his side all day long, I saw that his eyes were already filled with peach blossoms. I don't know where his heart went.
Along the way, I spoke sarcastically to Shen Shiyun. I didn't give her a good face even once. I have to admit that I am also a selfish person. But I think I deserve to be forgiven. When it comes to love, who can not be selfish? Otherwise, he would be a Casanova. I am just a mortal. I can't do it. "
"When we arrived at the Prince Regent's Mansion, Shen Shiyun confessed to us that she was the eldest daughter of the Shadowless Mountain Villa. She was also the only orphan. Senior Martial Brother patted his chest on the spot and promised that he would take care of the revenge of the Demon Slaying Sect. I really want to ask Senior Martial Brother, why didn't he think about whether Shen Shiyun would still be grateful to him at this moment? "
"Just a few days after we left, Shen Shiyun was chosen by the Emperor and entered the palace to become a concubine. I heard this news from Menglin. I had been hiding it from Senior Martial Brother. Although I said that I could make him give up completely, I still didn't want him to be sad. It was good to let him hold on to that hope.
The truth disappointed me again. Senior Martial Brother really fell in love with her. On the surface, he practiced diligently with Master and competed for the position of the Alliance Head in the Hero Assembly. But I knew that everything he did was just for Shen Shiyun. At that time, when I reunited with my Senior Martial Brothers in the Sword Discourse Forest, they surrounded me, joked with me, and called me sister-in-law … Those sweet words were like knives stabbing into my heart.
I've known for a long time that a lot of Sect Leader couples were martial brothers and sisters of the same sect. They grew up together and loved each other. The man's martial arts skills were outstanding and he was highly regarded by his Master. In the end, the Master handed over the important responsibility of managing the sect to him. Among all the disciples of the Huashan Sect, I don't want to brag, but Senior Martial Brother Li is the most outstanding in all aspects. When I was young, I often had such a beautiful dream. Even when I was sleeping, I would quietly laugh. "
"Sure enough, after the Hero Assembly ended, as soon as he received some news about Shen Shiyun, he immediately followed the soldiers. That kind of method of abandoning everyone was really disappointing. I think Master was also disappointed in him at the same time. But once a girl gives her heart to someone, it will never be shaken. Even if he betrayed me, I still couldn't stop thinking about him. I often cared about his current situation.
I heard that he didn't have a good life in the palace. He was ordered around by Shen Shiyun like a servant, but he was still willing. My Senior Martial Brother, my Senior Martial Brother who yearned for freedom, was willing to sacrifice himself for her … The moment he chased after Shen Shiyun without looking back, I knew that he had really left me. Moreover, he was bound to go further and further away from me. Later, after that incident, Master punished me to face the wall for life … "
An Yesun originally said that he didn't want to listen, but when Nangong Xue's voice whispered into his ear, he couldn't help but indulge in her narration. It was as if he had experienced it together with her. At the same time, he saw his past self in her. He couldn't help but ask, "What happened? Weren't you always very obedient? Why did your Master punish you so severely? "
Nangong Xue didn't want to talk about Lu Qian anymore. She vaguely said, "It's a long story. Actually, it's nothing much. Because I had a moment of kindness, I didn't let Master see the person he hated suffer the punishment of a thousand cuts. I ruined the trap that he and another Martial Uncle had carefully set up. That's why he vented his anger on me.
I don't resent him. Senior Martial Brother can't be by my side. What's the point of living in this world of sensual pleasures? That's the real endless suffering. Staying at the peak of Mount Hua, at least I could think quietly. I could live by my memories with Senior Martial Brother. I could imagine that he didn't abandon me. As long as I missed him, he would appear in front of me … But I didn't think about it, not even once. I thought that I didn't do anything wrong. No matter how hateful that person was, he was still dead. Why would it be so difficult to leave his corpse intact?
Master … Sometimes, even I don't know what Master is thinking about. But this kind of Master isn't the same Master who loved me like a father since I was young. He still makes me afraid. " She sighed and said, "If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't just focus on my own cultivation. I would spend more time with Senior Martial Brother and tie his heart firmly to me. But wouldn't doing so be useless? If he didn't have me in his heart, he would still change his mind when he met another woman. Has it always been like this? Lovers who grow in love over time can't compare to love at first sight, right? "
An Yesun's heart was also touched. He said, "Maybe you're right. I think that love grows in love over time. Sometimes, it's not love, but a sense of dependence. When you're used to him being by your side, it's like the feelings between family members. When it comes to love at first sight, it's the real feeling of the heart racing. But that's usually because of the outer appearance. It's relatively superficial. Once the initial feeling of novelty wears off, it's hard to avoid getting tired of it. It's hard to guarantee that it's truly reliable. But there are also those who fall in love with each other until the seas run dry and the rocks crumble when they first meet. Their hearts will never change, and they'll be together until they grow old … These matters of love are very hard to say. "
Suddenly, his heart ached. He smiled bitterly and said, "It seems that there are many people in the world who are in the same boat as me. For example, Xuan Shuang … Forget it, you don't know him. This fellow is very reasonable. It seems that Menglin doesn't love me. He's only seen me as an elder brother. "
Nangong Xue softly recited, "Like this star wasn't last night, for whom the wind and dew stood in the middle of the night." An Yesun couldn't help but interject, "Lingering thoughts are exhausted, turning the broken cocoon, turning the heartache to peel the banana." Nangong Xue glanced at him and smiled sweetly. She said, "Mister Yun, I've told you everything. Then you and Miss Chu … What exactly do you love about her? "
An Yesun was very embarrassed about what had happened just now. He said, "I … I don't know … If you really love someone, you can't tell what aspect of love it is. Otherwise, you can just find someone with similar characteristics to replace it. Only she is unique … The first time I saw her, I fell in love with her. You have to know that I'm not a busybody. At that time, I didn't learn martial arts, but I risked my life to save her. Later, when the Hierarch took me as his disciple, I still adored her. For many years, my feelings for Menglin have never faded. In this lifetime, I will only love her. When I was young, I felt inferior and didn't dare to interact with her. I also rarely spoke to her. I only focused on practicing martial arts … "
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