At the mention of the photos …
Yun Jingqi sat up straight. "Tong Che, you didn't come here so late at night just to talk about these things, right? What do you want to say? It's getting late … Let's get to the point! "
After all, she was a lady from a wealthy family … Although she was open-minded, she had a temper at critical moments.
Tong Che nodded awkwardly. "Xiaoqi, let's not talk about other things for now. This time, you got into a car accident for me and almost lost your life. I'm very grateful. The last time I went to the hospital to visit you, I happened to meet Staff Officer Xia, so it wasn't convenient for me to talk to you too much …"
Yun Jingqi took a deep breath. "Tong Che, forgive me for being blunt, but the last time I saved you, I was willing to do so. I don't need your gratitude or guilt! You look cold, but your mind is too meticulous. You always like to carry some emotional debt on your back. In fact, no matter if it's me or the Tian Family, no matter what we do for you, no one wants you to repay us! "
"I …"
Yun Jingqi waved her hand and said in a gentle voice, "Tong Che, if you're here today to ask about my injuries? Then I can tell you that I'm almost fully recovered! Thank you for your concern! "
"…"
"But if you want to talk about your relationship with me? Then I'm sorry, I can't accompany you! You drank alcohol, which means that you were hesitant and indecisive before coming here. So, even if you want to continue with me, I don't intend to agree to it! "
Don't agree?
Tong Che blinked and was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect Yun Jingqi's attitude to be so firm.
Yun Jingqi smiled bitterly. "Just now, when I was organizing the photos, I saw our younger days and I was filled with emotions! Just like you, I also feel that it's like my previous life. Although the person in the photo still looks familiar, it's no longer the same as before. His eyes have changed, his appearance has changed, and even his state of mind has changed! "
"…"
"In the past, I've always chased after you. It seems that when we were together, I was the one who took the initiative most of the time. To me, you've always been an idol-like existence … Cultured and refined, extremely intelligent, young and promising, handsome and suave. No matter how I look at it, you're the most outstanding! I can't deny that, and because of that, I was mesmerized by you! I was so mesmerized that I lost myself! "
"Jingqi, you …"
Yun Jingqi interrupted him. It was as if she wanted to pour out all the words in her heart, but at the same time, it was as if she was afraid that the moment Tong Che spoke, her determination would waver … She spoke quickly and firmly. "Let me finish! If you continue to interrupt, then … then please leave! We'll talk another day! "
Seeing her serious face, Tong Che could only give in and wave his hand. "Alright, tell me! I'm listening! "
Only then did Yun Jingqi lower her eyelids and sigh softly. "Everything we've experienced may be a mistake of the times, but no matter what, because of that incident, I've been carrying a cross in my heart for many years. This cross is getting heavier and heavier, and it's so heavy that I can't even breathe! I want to move forward, but there's no way out. Back? I can't accept it! Just like that, I've been tormented by this dilemma, and suddenly, I'm 32 years old! "
"…"
"32 years old! I felt particularly emotional this year, and it also made me think about a lot of things seriously! You're right, I might have owed you in the past. I didn't help you when you were in danger, and I didn't accompany you when you were at your lowest. This has always been the biggest pain in my heart! "
"…"
"Until that car accident happened, and I suddenly felt free! Really! Really free! I feel that I don't need to look up to you when I see you. I can look at you from the perspective of a friend. I don't need to carefully manage my relationship with you, and I don't need to guess what you're thinking … In short, no matter who you like in your heart, it doesn't matter to me now! "
Tong Che couldn't help but say, "Xiaoqi, I think you're being a little impulsive tonight! How about this, calm down first! I'll come back tomorrow. "
After he finished speaking, he was about to stand up.
"Don't go!" Yun Jingqi narrowed her eyes and raised her voice, "I'm very calm now, and I'm not being impulsive at all. Everything I said was carefully thought out! Please listen to what I have to say, okay? "
Her eyes were as deep as water, and she raised her delicate chin slightly. "Tong Che, I've decided! From now on, I'll let go! I'll no longer cling to my feelings for you. Maybe if I take a step back, everyone can be carefree. You can find a better woman, and I might still have a chance! Happiness in life is something that you have to fight for yourself. Don't blame the heavens and others, or regret your past … These are all meaningless moans, and they're useless! "
Tong Che squinted at her, and his voice was emotionless. "So, are you telling me now that you've decided to choose Xia Zhongcheng?"
Yun Jingqi didn't answer him directly. "Brother Tong, you're a smart person. Can you help me answer a question?"
Brother Tong?
She had unknowingly changed the way she addressed him!
This probably meant that Tong Che's position in her heart was slowly changing. "My mom always said that a woman doesn't need an outstanding husband, but she needs someone to dote on her! If I can find a man who loves me, it might be more realistic and more blissful than chasing after someone to love me! I've thought about it for a long time, and I think this makes sense! I want to … give this to you too! "
"Ah? For me? "
"Yes!"
Yun Jingqi pulled the corners of her mouth slightly, and her gaze fell on the celadon teacup in front of her. She muttered to herself for a while, as if she was choosing her words carefully. "I know that you're a decisive person in your career, but you're a little passive when it comes to relationships! But this isn't your fault! In fact, from a certain point of view, this only means that you don't love her enough! Or maybe the other party isn't outstanding enough! "
"…"
"Brother Tong, sooner or later, you'll meet a woman that you want to spend the rest of your life with. You'll want to love her, tolerate her, and spoil her … When that time comes, don't hesitate anymore! Some people only stay in front of you for a moment, and if you can't catch them, they'll run to the next relay station and you'll miss this lifetime! Do you understand what I mean? "
Yun Jingqi didn't wait for his reply. She finished speaking and stood up. "Brother Tong, it's too late! I won't keep you any longer! "
Tong Che was a proud person, and he didn't know how to lower himself … Since she had ordered him to leave, he could only tactfully stand up as well. He narrowed his eyes and stared fixedly at Yun Jingqi. "Can I ask you one last time? What are your plans for the future? "
Yun Jingqi's gaze was a little empty, and she looked absentmindedly at the window. "Me? Plans? I think … life is bitter and short, so I want to take advantage of my youth to see the wonderful world outside! I've decided that after my mother's wedding, I'll apply for a six-month leave from work. I'll go out for a walk and take in some fresh air. Maybe then my life will have a new and different outlook! "
Tong Che was smart, and he immediately understood what she meant. "So, you're going to Yunnan? The border? "
Yun Jingqi shrugged noncommittally. "I don't have any special goals. I'll take it one step at a time. I won't force myself, and I'll stay calm. Maybe life will give me an unexpected surprise because I'm open-minded!"
She turned around and walked to the desk. She opened the drawer, took out an exquisitely wrapped photo album, and handed it to Tong Che. "The photos in here are from when you were young, and they cover almost all of your ages. I originally thought … Forget it! I'll return it to you now! When you've confirmed your feelings and found the person you love, you can give this to her and let her know about your past. "
Tong Che gently flipped open the photo album …
As expected …
The photos in the album covered almost all of his years, from "100 Days of Photos" to elementary school, high school, and even photos of Tong Che when he was studying abroad. There were so many photos that he couldn't even remember some of them.
Yun Jingqi had spent a lot of time and effort to collect all of these photos.
Tong Che was touched. He closed the photo album and hugged it to his chest. "Jingqi, from now on, how should we face each other?"
Yun Jingqi smiled graciously. "What do you think? For the past 32 years, I've been with you. To me, you're a real presence that can never be erased! Brother Tong, from today onwards, we don't owe each other anything. Let's return to where we started and start being friends again! Maybe when we're both at peace, we'll … "
She stopped talking.
She opened the door, turned her head to the side playfully, and revealed her little dimples. "Brother Tong, goodnight!"
----- Digression —
Second Sister Yun magnanimously let go. Everything seemed to be back to square one …
Would Tong Che let her go?
Would Staff Officer Xia be the one?
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