April 8th, 10: 00 PM. I have mixed feelings.
Writing is not easy, reading is not easy either. Thank you to those who supported me, thank you to those who criticized me, thank you to those who both supported and criticized me …
To those who supported me, thank you for your tips and votes. I have never had such good results. As a newcomer, you have all given me great encouragement.
To those who criticized me, thank you. Actually, I have read every review and listen to their words, but it is impossible to satisfy everyone. I can only express my regret that I have disappointed all of you.
As for those who both supported and criticized me, thank you for urging me to grow. I will seriously consider some of your suggestions, some of them are not suitable for this book …
I have failed again and again in the past eight years, relying on some encouragement and support, as well as the unwillingness in my heart, to hold on until now. I have written millions of words without a contract, honing my primary school student pen to the point where it is passable …
Actually, this book is not what I am good at. I have given up many of my best writing methods, but the result is better than any of my previous books …
These results are fleeting, the only way to decide if I have the qualifications to continue writing is to get it on the shelves.
It is finally on the shelves. This is my first time, and it is also the time to decide my fate.
I will update two chapters at 10: 00 AM on the 8th. Please subscribe. This is very important to me … orz.
I will update two chapters at 5: 00 PM. I will definitely add more chapters to get it on the shelves.
I will update one or two chapters at night depending on the situation. Maybe this outburst is pitiful, but I really don't dare to do it.
Sometimes, I will be told that I am thin-skinned, and my mentality will explode … I definitely do not dare to do it for VIP chapters.
This book is a complete mess. At this point, I once again ask everyone to subscribe to this book. This is also my last hope. It decides too many things …
Please support the original book. If you want to read the pirated version, I can't do anything about it.
Some readers asked me to put it on the shelves to prevent theft. I thought about it and decided not to do so for the time being.
I feel that this will damage the reading experience of the original subscribers. So, to those who originally wanted to subscribe, don't worry and subscribe! I will not be a eunuch.
Also, the free coins and the words on IOS do not count as subscriptions. It does not exist for the author.
So, to those who really want to support me, please use Qidian coins …
Finally, I would like to thank everyone, and also to the old readers who have supported me for so many years.
Without you guys, I wouldn't have made it this far. Perhaps I would have given up a long time ago.
The following is what I want to say to some of my friends. If you don't want to read it, don't read it.
I didn't want to look pitiful. That was the end of the speech.
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Don't look down!
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Don't look down!
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Don't look down!
She loved to fantasize since she was young. In 2008, she jumped into the web novel industry without hesitation and published her first novel. She was so immature that I wanted to laugh today.
Of course, he didn't make a single splash, but he was unwilling to give up on his dream. From then on, he couldn't take back the spilled water.
That year, I was 16 years old. My first book was rough and immature, and the updates were slow. Without a doubt, it was rejected, and 100,000 words were written out.
He had painstakingly conceived the second book, but it was too torturous. He had written two hundred thousand yuan and was constantly rejected.
The third book had a huge structure, but it encountered zero hits. There were no comments, no clicks, and no recommendations for 30,000 words. His mental state had exploded and he had become a eunuch.
After that, I was disheartened and gave up on this dream.
When the Creation Universe appeared, the overwhelming amount of publicity made my heart itch unbearably. I wrote another book called the Eternal Universe, or perhaps it could also be called the Fantasy World.
Luo Yan, you must still remember this book. I also told you about the idea and main storyline. Actually, it wasn't that I didn't like this book. If I had continued writing, it would have been my best book.
Do you know why I stopped writing? Because at that time, Genesis was said to have a low threshold for signing a contract. In order to enrich the library, many novels were signed.
However, this book was rejected twice. In an instant, I doubted my life and crazily questioned myself. I didn't dare to write again.
At that time, I was really desperate. No matter how unwilling I was, I didn't have the courage to write again.
Although I gave up on writing web novels, I had always been thinking about various worlds. Everyone has countless worlds in their heart. If you write it, you are the author.
And this world was recognized by more and more people, which was an affirmation of the author. This kind of recognition is my dream.
At that time, this dream was already dead. It had been dead for a long time.
You are the ones who made it rise from the ashes.
This book, Infinite Mission, was originally just a story about my experience on Tieba. I didn't even want to publish it on the website.
The website only gave me a blow. It was a form of recognition, a form of comfort. At least, Tieba wouldn't have zero views, right?
Unexpectedly, I didn't expect so many people to follow it. Several hundred people. For the me at that time, this was a huge recognition.
Luo Yan, Yang Wenyu, Yu Lanxi, Lang Yu, Lingqi, Lord God, Key, Beihai, Lord Peng, Chen Feng, Xue Chen, Lin Ran, Li Gang, Xiao Jianheng …
That book belongs to all of us. Every character was created by all of us.
It was you who encouraged me to challenge it again. After chatting with you for a long time, I decided to publish it on Genesis.
Of course, it was still rejected.
Moreover, it was an unprecedented six rejections.
Whether it was Genesis or Tieba, both sides were absolute failures. Although I took screenshots of the rejections and showed them to you, saying that this book was actually written for you and that there was no need to sign a contract, I actually cried.
One million and five hundred thousand words. My mother gave me the potential to sign a contract.
Later on, I found out that it was because of your tips. It was convenient for me to count them.
It's been almost three years. I chatted in the group, posted on Tieba, and did a job in Shenzhen that I hated and was filled with danger.
Day by day, although I failed for so many years, I found that I couldn't let it go, because my whole life was a failure.
The strong unwillingness to give up, urged me to conceive one book after another.
Time and time again, you encouraged me to 'publish', but time and time again, I deleted what I wrote.
'The Author Must Die'. You waited for so long, but I was already traumatized. A world was just born, but I killed it with my own hands.
'Civilization Sower', 'Infinite Mission 2', and 'Memory Tamer'. I only wrote the beginning of these books before deleting them.
This continued until last year. For several consecutive months, I worked seven to eight hours a day. I didn't even have time to write 'Infinite Mission'.
After all, that book was my only consolation. Therefore, I angrily resigned.
As of now, I haven't returned home for at least five years. I don't want to say too much about my family's attitude towards my writing.
The people around me, from my friends to my family, didn't think that I could continue writing. In fact, after so many years, I'm no longer a child. Life doesn't allow me to be willful.
But I still decided to be willful one last time. Instead of burying my dream in the bottom of my heart, I'd rather burn it to ashes and die a clean death.
I couldn't accept it. Why couldn't I sign a contract? My goal was only to sign a contract.
Thus, I created the Inhuman Genetic Composite. This was a book that gave up all my previous strengths and wrote about the topic that I was the worst at.
But it happened to be a contract.
I knew very well how bad my writing was. But on the second day of testing the waters, someone reported 404. It was undoubtedly a blow to my head.
Writing dark literature hit the net. I might be the only book that wasn't censored because of H.
Heh, I signed a contract, achieved my goal, and then died.
I really felt that the heavens were connected. Just like my first dream in life, which was to be a soccer player, a week after I made my dream, I played soccer in the rain and caught pneumonia. Then, I was left with an incurable asthma, which directly destroyed my dream.
Originally, I had come to this point, signed the contract, and fought hard. It was really time for me to reach the end.
But I didn't expect that a censored book would still have people supporting it. Heaven is tyrannical, animals are pure …
Time and time again, you urged me to rewrite and asked me when I would publish it again.
Maybe I was really someone who didn't give up. Bearing the pressure from my family, I started to rewrite, rethink, and remake.
My asthma caused my soccer dream to explode. But I wasn't blind. My hands could still type on the keyboard. Then, my dream of writing a book wasn't cut off.
The Inhuman book suffered quite a lot of setbacks. The first time it was censored, the first time it was A, the first time it was recommended, the first time it was Sanjiang, the first time it was forcefully promoted, the first time it had a leader, the first time it had a leader … and this was the first time it was published.
I felt that I was lucky to have met so many friends, so many book friends who were willing to support me and tolerate me.
As a veteran flop, I know the pain of flopping. If I wasn't lucky enough to be encouraged by everyone, I would have given up long ago.
There was no way I could have persevered for so many years. It was simply impossible …
Everyone, please encourage the people around you. Maybe you can protect a very precious thing.
There are still many areas for me to improve. I will work hard!
Thank you to everyone who tipped me. There are still many that I can't post, so I won't make up the word count.
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