"Today, I met someone who looked like you, but I knew that it couldn't be you. It was just my illusion and imagination. Maybe it's because I want to see you too much, but I still believe that you're still alive, and I'll always wait for you."
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"It's been four months, and there's still no news of you. I don't know if you're still alive. I'm more willing to believe that you're hiding in some corner of the world and starting a new life. Maybe no news is the best news."
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"This time, you're hiding much better than before. I can't find you, and I can't watch you silently anymore. But as long as you're still alive, it's fine, even if I don't know, even if we can't see each other again in this life."
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From between the lines of these diary entries, Chen Mo could clearly feel Enron's different emotions.
Recalling the warmth and sweetness of the past high school, the peace and satisfaction of silently watching over him, the shock and grief when she learned of the plane crash, the expectation and determination that he was still alive after calming down, the surprise and disappointment when she saw him, and finally, as time passed, gradually began to turn into despair and sadness.
After reading Enron's diary entries, Chen Mo only felt that his heart was heavy, as if it was filled with something. And the last video Jarvis pulled up made Chen Mo's heart ache.
This was the image taken by the camera inside the "Knight" off-road vehicle.
Through the window that was wet and blurred by raindrops, one could see a hazy world covered by a curtain of rain outside the car. From time to time, leaves would fall in the rain, and it was bleak and desolate.
Enron sat quietly in the car, and the optimism and strength on her face in the past were all gone. Instead, it was replaced by hesitation, helplessness, and confusion.
Chen Mo could feel the deep sadness, loneliness, and desolation in her heart at this time.
This video was recorded during the first autumn rain before Chen Mo transmigrated to the world of "The Wolverine" last time.
In the video, Enron was sad because she accepted Chen Mo's "death".
At this moment, she only felt that she was all alone in this unfamiliar world. The figure that originally held up the entire sky in her heart and made her fearless might really become a memory that she would never be able to see again!
Recalling the bits and pieces of the past, two streams of tears uncontrollably flowed down her cheeks, bringing with them a trace of coldness as they fell onto the back of her hand.
Looking down at the wet tears on the back of her hand, Enron, who hadn't cried for many years, couldn't help but feel sad. She lowered her head and leaned on the steering wheel. Under the white shirt, her slender shoulders trembled as she cried silently.
Looking at the cold and helpless figure of Enron, who had lost her reliance and sustenance, Chen Mo could not help but feel deeply guilty and heartbroken. He knew that this was all because of him.
Thinking of the excited and gentle eyes when she recognized him when they first met, and the disappointment and sadness when she later learned that she "recognized the wrong person", Chen Mo could not help but regret lying to Enron. He did not expect that his lie, or his "death", would bring such a big blow to Enron.
Through Enron's diary, Chen Mo knew that after he saved her from the hooligans, he became a chivalrous hero in her heart. He was her spiritual pillar of support when she was studying alone in this foreign country. His lie and the long period of no news made her believe that he was still alive finally collapse. Chen Mo could understand her pain and helplessness at that time.
Thinking of the little things that Enron had done for him over the years, quietly watching over him, silently helping him protect his secret, but never expressing it. She just quietly hid in a corner, quietly watching him, caring for him, and relying on him, Chen Mo could not help but have a strange feeling in his heart. Of course, he could not say that he liked her, but it was not as simple as being touched.
Perhaps he should let her know that he was still alive. Even if he did not reveal his current identity, at least he should let her know that he was not dead, and that he was really living well in some corner of the world as she had hoped!
As for whether it would be dangerous if the fact that he was still alive was known by others, not to mention that Jarvis was there, Chen Mo was not worried that the information on the Internet would be leaked. He also believed that Enron would not easily reveal this secret to others. Enron had helped him keep the secret of being a "martial arts master" for so many years. Even when she thought that he was dead, she did not reveal it to Su Wan. It was clear that she was trustworthy.
Moreover, it would not matter even if the outside world found out!
At most, they would only know that he might still be alive. As for where he was and what his new identity was, there was no way to know. It would not affect Chen Mo at all. Now, Chen Mo had enough confidence to face any challenge. He would no longer be as cautious and overcautious as he was when he first came to the United States.
Thinking of this, Chen Mo directly turned on his computer and logged into Weibo, which he had not logged in for a long time. Of course, Jarvis was monitoring him throughout the process to prevent any traces of logging in.
Clicking on the comments, Chen Mo found the top comment that was more than four months ago.
"Are you still alive?"
Chen Mo clicked on the reply and typed four words on the keyboard.
"I'm still alive."
Then, Chen Mo glanced at the gentle and quiet girl in the profile picture and sighed softly. The look in his eyes was very complicated.
Chen Mo turned off the computer after finishing all these. Jarvis quickly erased all traces. Other than a new message on Enron's phone, everything was the same as before.
On the other hand, Enron was still driving back to school. After mentioning Chen Mo to Su Wan earlier, although she tried her best to adjust her emotions, she could not help but feel a little down. At this moment, her phone suddenly rang with a notification of a new message.
"Ding dong!"
If it were any other time, Enron might have waited until she stopped the car to check it. However, she was feeling a little depressed at the moment and wanted to take this opportunity to divert her attention. Immediately, she took out her phone from her pocket while driving.
When her gaze fell on the phone screen and she saw the notification on it clearly, her eyes suddenly widened. She could not help but slam on the brakes hard.
The powerful braking performance caused the speeding "Knight" to come to a quick stop. The huge inertia caused Enron's body to fly forward. Fortunately, the seatbelt caught her and prevented her from hitting the steering wheel. However, the phone in her hand slipped out of her hand under the huge impact and fell to the ground.
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