As time flowed backwards, Chen Jiu felt as if he had returned to Earth. That was the beginning of another self-indulgent transmigration. In the end, he still couldn't let go of his identity and his past.
At that time, because he was greedy, greedy for the beauty of the goddess, he wanted to enjoy himself. There was nothing wrong with that in itself!
However, he had made a mistake at the very last moment. He had actually become so weak that he had died. This was undoubtedly a tragic fact and an unchangeable past.
All this time, Chen Jiu had thought that he had let go and that his new life had begun. However, he didn't know that he had never been able to let go!
He had always been a filial child. The more filial he was, the more he couldn't get rid of certain things in his heart. The source of the black smoke was the guilt and self-blame in his heart.
Normally, Chen Jiu had never dared to think about it and had always avoided this problem. However, this problem had grown stronger and stronger in his heart!
"I'm sorry, Mom and Dad. I'm sorry. You raised me, but I couldn't stay by your side and fulfill my filial piety. This is all my fault!" Chen Jiu finally knelt down on the spot with tears streaming down his face. "Chen Tianhe, Yanran, I'm even more sorry. I'm not your son. Although I have his blood, his soul is mine!"
Chen Jiu's heart was filled with guilt as he faced his parents from two different worlds. There were some things that he didn't dare to say and couldn't say. Since then, the darkness in his heart had been hibernating.
Some problems didn't mean that they didn't exist if one didn't face them. Chen Jiu gradually calmed down and made a decision. "I'm getting stronger every day. Why can't I find a way back? I've never worked hard for it. Why do I know that I can't go back? "
"Yes, go back. Go home. Go home and be filial to your parents. This is a person's responsibility. Since I'm not dead, I have to face everything!" Chen Jiu suddenly said with a relaxed face, "Even if I lose my cultivation when I go back, even if I'm still a loser when I go back, as long as I'm still alive, there's hope. I'm not afraid of being laughed at by others. As long as I can go back and fulfill my filial duties, I'm not afraid of being single for the rest of my life!"
"But … I already have so many responsibilities here. I can't just go back all at once!" Chen Jiu was immediately put in a difficult position. "It's not the right time yet. I'm afraid that I still have a long way to go back. However, I can't give up on my efforts and hopes!"
"Who doesn't want to return home to bring honor to their ancestors after making a name for themselves? But sometimes, even if they haven't made a name for themselves, they should still return home when it's time to do so. Otherwise, it would be too late for them to say anything!" "That's right. Chen Jiu then sighed heavily. "Father Chen, Mother Yan, when you can really reunite in the future, I will definitely tell you the truth. Although it might be a good thing to hide it from you, a lie is still a lie. It can't be hidden forever!"
Chen Jiu believed that there was no threshold in this world that could not be crossed, and there were no problems or shortcomings that could not be corrected.
Sure enough, as Chen Jiu's mentality changed, the black smoke in his galaxy immediately reduced greatly. Although it did not completely disappear, it was no longer a big deal!
"Huff …" Xiao Fu exhaled a cloud of black smoke and flew towards the next galaxy cluster. As expected, the place was immediately filled with black smoke again.
"F * ck, this guy is going to copy his own history!" Chen Jiu cursed as he hurried over.
This time, as he breathed in the mist, Chen Jiu felt as if he were once again an emperor. With a casual word, he could control the life and death of others, and determine their fates. Glory and disgrace, rise and fall could be decided with a single thought!
He was surrounded by beautiful women and a harem of 3,000. All of them existed to serve him. They did not have any human rights, only the favor he gave them.
Although he was very powerful, this was an unfair treatment in itself. Chen Jiu had been subjected to a monogamous system since he was a child. This was deeply ingrained in his heart and was difficult to get rid of!
Guilt. While enjoying the adoration of many women, Chen Jiu inevitably felt a sense of guilt. This was different from using force. It was completely a kind of emotional debt.
"The reason they were willing to give themselves to me was not because they were greedy for my power, but because they truly loved me and made compromises. I can't take it for granted. I should give more love to them!" Chen Jiu gradually understood something and made a decision again.
Following that, Chen Jiuduan experienced some Fountainhead of Darkness, such as conspiracy, scolding, deception, and so on. But these things were still within the acceptable range. For example, the matter of him tricking the Water Monkey. Although it was a deception, he did not have such great malice. It was not a great evil at all. Why was there so much black smoke? Also, why was it the darkest place in the world, as Xiao Fu had said?
Chen Jiu did not understand. He wanted to ask something, but when he opened his mouth, he did not ask. He continued to follow Xiao Fu and explore. He did not believe that there would still be endless black smoke after he corrected all his shortcomings and faced all his problems head-on!
"Hu!" This time, when Chen Jiu breathed in the black smoke, he only shuddered. His whole body turned cold. A murderous aura spread throughout his body, as if it was about to take over his body. It was extremely terrifying.
"What's going on? This is not my own thoughts and power. It is a demonic force that has corroded my heart and turned into the source of darkness! "Chen Jiu could not help but feel nervous.
"What is it?" Chen Jiu concentrated and felt that he would soon be able to grasp the key point. He began to carefully comprehend and analyze it because he felt that this was the essence of his darkness. Otherwise, how could he be the darkest person in the world?
Murderous, domineering, mighty, tyrannical. This kind of aura hidden in the darkness was especially domineering and sharp. Once it fully erupted in the future, he might not be a match for it. His soul would definitely be riddled with holes!
The people he had killed were all people who deserved to be killed. Who else would plot against him like this?
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