Shen Youchu had never thought about this question — if she hadn't met Chen Hansheng, what would her life be like?
She had thought about what her life would be like after meeting Chen Hansheng.
It was very ordinary and very simple.
When she was in college, she would study hard and help Chen Hansheng with his work.
After graduation, she would see what Chen Hansheng planned to do. She would just follow him.
After that, she would get married and have children. She would take care of Chen Hansheng's parents, support her mother-in-law, and run the family. In her mind, she had such simple and traditional ideas.
She didn't have great ambitions and didn't want to accept new ideas. However, she met Chen Hansheng, a boy who didn't follow the rules, and the people and things around him.
Shen Youchu raised her head. The first-year junior sister in front of her was such an existence.
"Senior sister, in fact, I really like Chen Hansheng more than you, and I'm willing to do anything for him."
Luo Xuan stared at Shen Youchu and then turned to leave 101.
Shen Youchu stood silently for a while. Just when she wanted to continue cleaning, she felt that her chest was stuffy again. Her breath seemed to be stuck in her throat. She couldn't take a breath no matter how hard she tried.
She held the broom and slowly squatted down. After a while, she felt better. She insisted on cleaning before locking the door and going back to the dormitory.
The next morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 as usual with a bag in his hand. Shen Youchu also bought breakfast for him as usual.
"What's wrong with your complexion?"
Chen Hansheng suddenly asked. Shen Youchu looked a little haggard.
"Nothing, the weather is too hot."
Shen Youchu whispered.
It was the end of summer recently. With another rain, Jianye would officially enter autumn.
"The seasons change quickly. I can't change clothes casually recently. My mother used to force me to wear long sleeves at this time."
Chen Hansheng picked up the breakfast, but at this moment, his wrist was also exposed.
In fact, with Chen Hansheng's usual meticulous mind, the wound on his wrist had been treated. If one didn't look carefully, it would be difficult to find it. That was why he dared to walk in front of Shen Youchu.
However, Chen Hansheng didn't know that Luo Xuan had created a misunderstanding. Shen Youchu noticed it, but she lowered her head and didn't say anything.
After eating, Chen Hansheng raised his bag. "Today, I'm going to the New Century Electronics Factory. There's a project."
"Okay."
Shen Youchu nodded. But just as Chen Hansheng was about to leave, Shen Youchu suddenly said from behind, "Let's have dinner together tonight, okay?"
"Tonight?"
Chen Hansheng felt a little strange, but he really hadn't done anything wrong to Shen Youchu recently. So he replied frankly, "It's hard to say tonight. This project is very important. I might have to stay up all night. Let's eat after I'm done."
Shen Youchu said, "Okay." She sent Chen Hansheng to the door. Looking at his back, she rubbed her chest and sat back on the chair to rest.
Chen Hansheng went to the New Century Electronics Factory to participate in the initial seminar of the MP3 project. He participated in the recording as an office administrator, summarized the opinions of all parties in the meeting, and finally came to an intentional conclusion.
This work couldn't be done by ordinary administrative staff because there was no way to understand Zheng Guanyun's intentions thoroughly. So, it had to be done by Chen Hansheng, her "male best friend".
It often took a long time to set up a new department or carry out project argumentation in such a large factory with 1,000 people.
Often, there would be a two-hour meeting, a 15-minute break, another two-hour meeting, and then dinner. After dinner, there would be another two-hour meeting, another 15-minute break, and so on.
Fortunately, Chen Hansheng was already mentally prepared. He knew that the 200,000 yuan reward wouldn't be easy to get. Plus, this was a learning process, so he didn't feel burdened doing it. On the contrary, Zheng Guanyun felt a little apologetic.
"I'm sorry. You've been busy from morning to night. I almost forgot that you're a college student."
Chen Hansheng smiled. "If it weren't for the fact that I often have class or student union affairs to deal with, I would've forgotten about it."
At 11 o 'clock in the evening, the New Century Electronics Factory's first argumentation meeting finally came to an intentional decision. They allocated all the resources in the factory to set up a new department and invited bids for manufacturers to produce MP3 monitors.
MP3 monitors were mainly composed of a central processing unit, a monitor, and a memory card. The New Century Electronics Factory focused on the development of the core CPU. The monitor business was provided by a bidding partner. There were several electronic monitor companies in Jianye.
"I'll ask the factory's driver to send you back."
Zheng Guanyun was very satisfied with Chen Hansheng's contribution today. Although he didn't say much, his summary of opinions was very complete. This showed that Chen Hansheng had a deep understanding of the overall planning of the project.
"Thank you, President Zheng. I'll come again tomorrow."
Chen Hansheng didn't stand on ceremony. It wasn't convenient to take a taxi at this time, so he asked the factory's driver to send him back to campus.
When they arrived at the entrance of the Finance Department, the driver turned his head and said, "Secretary Chen, we're here."
Chen Hansheng was thinking about something. When he heard this, he grinned. Secretary Chen had something to do?
After a good night's sleep, it was dawn again. In the morning, Chen Hansheng carried his bag and went to 101 again. He found Shen Youchu lying on the table.
"Are you not feeling well?" Chen Hansheng hurried over.
Shen Youchu raised her head. Her originally rosy face was slightly pale, and her whole body was suffused with a sense of powerlessness.
"I'm fine. Have breakfast first."
Shen Youchu raised her head and took out breakfast from her bag.
Chen Hansheng touched Shen Youchu's forehead. It was boiling hot, as if she had a fever.
"Let's go to the hospital."
Chen Hansheng made a prompt decision and immediately pulled Shen Youchu to the Jiangling District Women and Children's Hospital.
Along the way, Chen Hansheng asked in detail about Shen Youchu's symptoms. In addition to fever, there was a series of symptoms such as chest tightness, anorexia, insomnia, weakness, and a series of other symptoms.
These didn't seem to have any special symptoms, so Chen Hansheng made an appointment with the internal medicine specialist.
Although the registration fee for the female internal medicine specialist in her fifties was more expensive, her attitude was not very good.
After hearing about Shen Youchu's situation, she directly wrote the bill and said, "Go for an X-ray first to rule out organic lesions."
Chen Hansheng was shocked. "It's so serious. Do we still need an X-ray?"
The female specialist raised her eyelids and glanced at him. "I said to rule it out. If there are no organic lesions in the chest and lungs, then it's definitely the best."
Chen Hansheng nodded and didn't say anything. The specialist's words made sense.
There were many patients lining up in the radiology department. It was a hubbub of voices and noises. Some people were talking loudly with their mobile phones. Some people were sitting on cold stainless steel chairs with dull eyes. Some people were running back and forth on the stairs.
Shen Youchu looked at the room full of people. She was a little scared. She turned her head and looked at Chen Hansheng. "I feel much better. Can I go back to school? You have to go out too, right?"
Chen Hansheng was originally going to the New Century Electronics Factory, but he was shocked by the doctor. If he didn't see the report, he probably wouldn't have the mood to do anything else. He stretched out his hands and gently held Shen Youchu's slender waist. "It's okay. You're the most important."
Perhaps it was because they were in the hospital, but the action of "hugging" was very warm. Although Shen Youchu was also very shy, she still gently lowered her head on Chen Hansheng's shoulder and closed her eyes to listen to her heartbeat.
Generally, there were two copies of the X-ray results. One was the report, and the other was the black-and-white film. Some people waited here just to get the black-and-white film. In addition, there was a continuous flow of new patients, so it was very crowded.
The ones who did the X-ray were two female doctors. They were not very old and were very impatient. They shouted in a high-pitched voice, "After you finish, go to the window on the right to get the report. After the registration doctor sees that there are no problems, you can come back to get the film because the film takes a little longer."
"Also, be careful not to cut the line. There are no names on the film. Be careful not to get mixed up."
However, the environment was too noisy, and not many people heard the doctor's instructions. The female doctor was too lazy to repeat it again. She just arranged for people to enter the screening room.
Chen Hansheng looked at the time and said to Shen Youchu, "I'll go to get the report later and ask the registration specialist to have a look. You wait here for the film. Stagger your actions to save time."
On the one hand, saving time was one thing. On the other hand, he wanted to know the results as soon as possible.
… ….
Soon, the report came out from the window. When he heard the name "Shen Youchu", Chen Hansheng's heart contracted rapidly. He took a deep breath and walked over to get the report.
When he just got the report, Chen Hansheng's first reaction was to look down. It was not until he saw the line of "no abnormalities in the lungs" in the column of the examination result that he felt relieved again.
Chen Hansheng thought it was a little funny. He turned his head to look at Shen Youchu. She was waiting for the black-and-white film obediently.
There were many people waiting in the line. Shen Youchu looked a little silly and cute with her head down.
Chen Hansheng smiled gently and took the report to ask the internal medicine specialist.
"There are no organic lesions. This chest tightness should be caused by two reasons at the same time."
The female specialist was quite capable. She soon analyzed, "First, she has been under too much pressure recently. Fever and anorexia are both complications. She can try to change her environment."
Chen Hansheng was a little embarrassed, "She is still a college student. Unless she rents a house outside, how can she change her environment?"
The female doctor shook her head and said, "Change of environment is not necessarily a change of living environment. Sometimes, staying away from the people who cause her psychological pressure is also a kind of change of environment."
Chen Hansheng didn't say anything.
"Besides."
The female doctor continued, "There is another reason. Your girlfriend has a very good figure. I suggest that you tailor her underwear in an innerwear store. Because the underwear in the market may not fit perfectly. The tightness may also be one of the reasons.
Chen Hansheng was relieved. In fact, the external cause was easy to solve. It was nothing more than spending money to tailor it. However, the internal cause was Chen Hansheng himself. It was a little difficult to solve.
Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu again, but he couldn't directly tell her the two reasons. He just vaguely explained, "Don't worry. There are no big problems. I will go to the factory first."
Shen Youchu nodded and watched Chen Hansheng leave.
However, just as she was waiting in line alone, a middle-aged woman carrying a bag came obliquely. She was holding a child in her arms and holding a report in her hand. She looked very anxious.
The middle-aged woman asked one by one, "Sorry, can I jump the line? The doctor said that there are some problems with my report. I need to show her the film because she is going to get off work at noon."
No one in front of her paid attention to her. When the middle-aged woman walked to Shen Youchu, her eyes were full of expectation.
Shen Youchu looked at her and didn't say anything. She moved back a little to make room for her.
"Thank you, thank you."
The middle-aged woman hurriedly thanked her, but the people behind her were not happy. "College student, if you want to be a good person, then completely give up. Stand at the end and line up again. We all have something to do."
Shen Youchu didn't argue. She stood at the end of the line with her head down.
However, the order of receiving the report was fixed. Shen Youchu's kindness messed up the X-ray films of several people, including herself.
So when it was her turn, the female doctor looked up and suddenly called Shen Youchu into the room.
"Did you come alone?"
The female doctor asked with a serious face.
Shen Youchu was a little overwhelmed. "My boyfriend is here too."
"Where is he?"
"Gone, gone."
"What about the examination report?"
"It is not with me."
The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly. "What are your symptoms every day now?"
"Chest tightness, anorexia, weakness."
Shen Youchu answered. Her heart suddenly beat very fast.
"That's it. The symptoms are similar."
The female doctor nodded. "Although I can't see your report, the film shows that your cancer has begun to spread."
Shen Youchu didn't hear what the doctor said later because her head was buzzing. She only had one impression in her mind — the cancer cells were spreading.
"… In such a situation, we suggest that you stay in the hospital for further examination …"
In the end, the doctor concluded.
"What about my mother-in-law? What about my sister? And him?"
Shen Youchu didn't know how she came to the hospital hall. The ambulance with the shrill siren stopped at the door. The doctors and nurses hurriedly carried the patient to the emergency room with a stretcher. They shouted loudly, "Excuse me, please don't block the way."
Then a large group of people came in. Shen Youchu stood in the middle of the crowd. She suddenly felt as if she was transparent.
At noon, the sun was shining brightly. The white sunlight penetrated through the leaves of the sycamore tree, leaving a round light spot on the ground. Shen Youchu walked out of the hospital. Her legs suddenly lost their strength. She slowly sat on the curb nearby.
Looking at the cars shuttling back and forth, the piping hot duck blood vermicelli at the snack stalls, and the passersby hurriedly passing by, Shen Youchu breathed out two mouthfuls of hot air and felt her soul returning to her body.
"Will all of this have nothing to do with me?"
Shen Youchu couldn't believe it at all. She suddenly felt that her mouth was a little salty. She didn't know when her tears flowed down.
She picked up the phone. As long as she pressed the call button, she could immediately receive Chen Hansheng's mobile phone. Because he was the only mobile phone number saved in the phone.
But somehow, the clips of the Korean dramas that Hu Linyu had watched recently suddenly jumped into her mind.
"Youchu, if I get leukemia like the heroine of Autumn in My Heart, I will hide it from everyone and find a place with the most beautiful scenery to die quietly."
"Why, why don't you tell your parents?"
"I don't want them to be sad. Anyway, these diseases can't be cured."
Hu Linyu said with conviction, "You can't tell your lovers either, because it will drag them down. Find a proper reason to break up. After all, it's really cruel when everyone is helpless …"
"A proper reason."
Shen Youchu thought silently in her heart.
… ….
At around 7 pm, Chen Hansheng, who had been in meetings all day, finally walked out of the office. He looked up and said, "It's raining."
"Yes, it's the first autumn rain."
Zheng Guanjin followed him and said, "Do you want to stay for dinner tonight?"
Chen Hansheng shook his head, "I can't eat at all. My head is full of numbers."
Zheng Guanjin didn't insist. Chen Hansheng had paid a lot in these two days, and the effect was also very obvious. The 200,000 yuan was really worth it.
The driver of the factory consciously drove the car over, and Chen Hansheng left.
Continuous high-intensity work made Chen Hansheng seem to return to his previous busy life. He was a little irritated and a little tired. However, thinking that he would be able to see Shen Youchu later, Chen Hansheng was a little excited.
"Rumble."
A thundering sound woke Chen Hansheng up. The car was about to arrive at the school gate. The driver wanted to send him in, but Chen Hansheng refused.
He ran all the way to 101, and sure enough, Shen Youchu was sitting inside.
Without knowing why, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt something was wrong. After walking around, he found that the room was completely cleaned, even the basin was cleaned again.
Shen Youchu's condition was also abnormal. She seemed to have sat on the chair for a long time, and there was a feeling that the air around her was frozen.
"Why do you clean the room on a rainy day?"
Chen Hansheng said disapprovingly, "In short, it will be dirty again. Have you had dinner?"
Hearing the voice, Shen Youchu came to her senses and raised her head with difficulty.
Shen Youchu had been telling herself not to cry. She must be strong and finish the matter. She couldn't drag Chen Hansheng into it.
So from the afternoon until now, she didn't know how many times she was about to cry, but she silently held back.
Although she had such a plan in her heart, the moment she saw Chen Hansheng, all the bits and pieces of the past year suddenly came to her mind. She couldn't control her tears at all, and even her chest breathing became rapid.
Chen Hansheng was very observant. He said while wiping his hair with a towel, "Don't hesitate. If you have something to say, say it directly."
"I, let's break up."
Shen Youchu said. Her voice was like a candle in the wind, without any power.
"Crack"
A flash of lightning, followed by a low muffled thunder in the sky, faintly shaking.
"What?"
Chen Hansheng was stunned.
Break up?
He was 100% sure that he had heard it wrong.
Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng. She clenched her fists and put her knees on the table leg to support herself. She repeated again, "Let's break up."
This time, he finally heard it clearly. He threw the towel on the table and stared at Shen Youchu. "Did you take the wrong medicine tonight?"
In fact, Shen Youchu was very scared. She had to bear her own panic and face Chen Hansheng's confusion.
"Let's break up, okay?"
Tears fell drop by drop, dripping along Shen Youchu's round chin and into the crack of the floor.
Chen Hansheng had experienced breakups before, but this time it happened for no reason.
"Can you tell me what happened?"
"The teeth marks on your wrist."
Shen Youchu raised her head and tears covered her cheeks. "That was bitten by a girl, and the girl in the quarantine. Every time I think of these things, I feel worried."
"What are you worried about?"
Chen Hansheng asked in a low voice.
"I'm worried that you will leave me."
Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng and said in a pleading tone, "Please, let me live alone."
Looking at Shen Youchu like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly remembered the doctor's words. "Sometimes, staying away from the people who cause her psychological pressure is also a kind of change of environment."
He walked over and wiped Shen Youchu's tears while saying, "You didn't leave me when there was such a big problem during the quarantine. Now, you won't leave me because of the teeth marks on your wrist."
Chen Hansheng knew Shen Youchu well. He firmly held the initiative in this relationship. "The wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding. You must have a reason to talk nonsense this time, so I won't agree."
Shen Youchu actually wanted to tell Chen Hansheng the truth, but as Hu Linyu said, this was an illness that even the lover couldn't do anything about. She didn't want to drag Chen Hansheng or even the whole family down.
In short, Chen Hansheng also had so many people who liked him, especially the beautiful girl from Eastern University. She was really too outstanding.
So Shen Youchu didn't say anything, just crying and shaking her head.
At this time, the door of Room 101 was suddenly pushed open. Shang Yeonyeon closed the umbrella while entering the door. "The rain is really heavy outside. I'll take shelter here for a while …"
When she raised her head, she was also stunned. She didn't expect to see such a scene.
Shen Youchu wasn't used to crying in front of others. She stood up and walked to the door, turned her head and looked at Chen Hansheng deeply.
This time, there was dependence, reluctance, sweetness, and grievance, but in the end, it turned into a sentence.
"You have to be well."
After finishing her words, Shen Youchu rushed into the rain. In the sky full of rain, her figure was small and lonely.
"Do you want to go …"
Shang Yeonyeon just wanted to say something, but she saw Chen Hansheng running out to chase after her.
"Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu, broke up?"
This information filled Shang Yeonyeon's mind. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but she gritted her teeth, took off her high heels, and ran after him barefoot.
Chen Hansheng finally caught up with Shen Youchu at the door of the dormitory. He shouted angrily behind her, "What problem do you have? Tell me, we can definitely solve it. But you just left like that. Have you ever thought about my feelings?"
Shen Youchu paused for a moment, but in the end, she still entered the female dormitory without looking back. At the corner of the stairs, Shen Youchu couldn't bear it anymore. She squatted on the stairs, hugged her knees, and cried helplessly.
"Actually, I don't want to leave either."
… …
Looking at Shen Youchu leaving just like that, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt a little absent-minded, and let the rain wash over him.
"Deng, deng, deng"
Shang Yeonyeon also ran over. She saw Chen Hansheng standing alone in front of the female dormitory. She pulled Chen Hansheng to the corridor of the small garden.
Chen Hansheng knew that there must be a reason for this, but Shen Youchu's attitude was so firm that it was scary.
He took out a cigarette and wanted to smoke, but the cigarette was all wet from the rain, and it was hanging softly by his mouth. He was annoyed and directly crushed the cigarette in his palm, and the tobacco leaves were all over his hand.
Shang Yeonyeon suddenly felt very sad. This was Chen Hansheng, a mature ruffian, who had never acted like this.
She walked over and hugged Chen Hansheng from behind. Her body was tightly pressed against his back, and she comforted him, "If you want to cry, just cry. I'm still by your side."
"Stinky sister, what's wrong with you?"
Chen Hansheng fiercely broke free from Shang Yeonyeon's embrace, "Why should I cry? I was just dumped for no reason. From today onwards, I'm a single scumbag again, and I should celebrate!"
That night, Chen Hansheng who had always been in good health had a high fever of 40 degrees.
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