Mo Chi wished he could lift his leg and kick him to death. But he couldn't let him see his face, so he lowered his voice and said coldly, "Get out."
"Hey, how can you say that?"
Childe Zhou's smiling face was rebuffed. He was stunned for a moment, then became fierce.
"Do you know who I am?"
"I don't care who you are. Can't you see what I'm doing? Get out! "
Gu Mang seemed to be interested in Mo Xi acting as a bully. He stared unblinkingly into Mo Xi's eyes. They were only a few inches apart. Gu Mang's stare made him feel uncomfortable.
Mo Xi lowered his voice. "Don't stare at my eyes."
Gu Mang was very obedient. He lowered his eyelashes and stared at Mo Xi's thin lips.
Mo Xi: "…"
Childe Zhou saw that they were still entangled and didn't take him seriously. He raised his voice and said angrily, "You want me to get out? Why don't you take a look at yourself! "
He gritted his teeth. "Your Brother Zhou wants him to accompany you. Why don't you give up your seat for your Brother Zhou? Do you know where I'm from? I'm from the Military Department! "
"Lord Xi He, Marshal Mo, he's my brother! Are you scared? Believe it or not, if I complain to him, he'll break your legs! "
Mo Xi: "…"
Childe Zhou was drunk and became more and more arrogant. "And the one with the surname Gu, you little bastard. Last time, you wouldn't let me kiss you no matter what. Now that it's someone else, you're willing. They say that your soul is damaged and your mind is incomplete. Bah! How can you be so picky when your mind is incomplete? "
Mo Xi's heart skipped a beat.
My soul is damaged …
My mind is incomplete?
He looked at Gu Mang's face, which was so close to his, and the strange scenes from before all came to his mind.
His brain buzzed and he couldn't breathe for a moment.
"I think you're just pretending to be crazy in order to live a better life! What soul are you missing? Which part of your mind is incomplete? You're a bastard! A national thief! "
Gu Mang frowned and was about to say something.
"Don't move." Mo Xi managed to react in time even though his ears were bleeding. He immediately stopped Gu Mang. He closed his eyes and forced himself to calm down.
"Don't move …"
Their lips were so close to each other that Mo Xi spoke in a low voice. With every word, a warm current flowed between Gu Mang's lips and teeth.
Gu Mang was stimulated by this warm flow and instinctively wanted to break free from him. However, Mo Xi was astonishingly strong. He held him down with one hand and said through gritted teeth, "Listen to me!"
Gu Mang did not want to obey, but Gu Mang could not move. As a result, the man in front of him exhaled hot air and breath into his lungs. Then, he exhaled, and the two of them intertwined with each other.
Gu Mang glared at him.
Mo Xi felt dizzy for a moment. His Adam's apple bobbed as he slowly pulled himself away from the news that "Gu Mang's soul is damaged". After he managed to calm himself down, he opened his eyes and looked at Gu Mang again. He was afraid that he would do something stupid. After a moment of silence, he suddenly said hoarsely, "Have I hit you before?"
"…" Gu Mang was startled and shook his head.
"Has he hit you before?"
"…" He nodded.
"Then listen to me. Ignore him."
The distance between them was too close. Their breaths were entangled with each other. Mo Xi deliberately avoided his cold eyes. "As long as you listen to me, I'll make him leave."
"…" He nodded silently.
That Mr. Zhou saw that they were still hugging each other, as if he had really disturbed their mood for bed. He became more and more intimate, angry, excited, and annoyed.
"What's wrong, Gu Mang? Why aren't you saying anything?"
"How rare. You don't care who comes to your room. Is this man especially handsome or is he especially good at sex? Or did he not abide by our established rules and secretly gave you, a traitorous bastard, some money? "
Mr. Zhou walked closer step by step. His breathing was heavy and there was the smell of alcohol. He muttered, "Why do you want to roll onto the bed with him and let him do you …"
People who were drunk would always speak incoherently, and they would beat around the bush.
After provoking Gu Mang, he came to provoke Mo Xi without any warning.
"Brother, who are you? Why don't you turn around and let me have a look? Look at you and him. You must have come to look for him often. "
As Mr. Zhou spoke, he pulled Mo Xi's sleeve drunkenly.
"How many times have you done him? How does our Great General Gu feel? Is he hot down there? Is he tight down there? Do you enjoy serving him? "
Mo Chi was truly disgusted. Suddenly, he turned around and slapped Zhou's face. He used a lot of strength. Mr. Zhou's nose bled from the slap and he fell to the ground.
Before Mr. Zhou could see clearly, Mo Xi kicked him over. His back was facing the sky and his face was facing the ground. He could not turn around.
"I told you to get lost." Mo Xi's eyes were burning. He gritted his teeth. "You motherf * cker, don't you understand?"
"How dare you hit me! How dare you hit me! "Mr. Zhou shouted." You, you're rebelling! Ow ow!! You, you, you, who are you! "
"…"
"I want to report to the Emperor! No! I want to report to Marshal Mo! I want to report to my father, I — "
There was a heavy thud.
Mo Xi threw something in front of Mr. Zhou's eyes. Mr. Zhou looked at it in a daze and broke out in cold sweat. He sobered up and twitched comically. He did not say anything else.
Mo Xi's face was twisted in disgust from his hooligan words. He said coldly, "Are you still going to report?"
"No need to report, no need to report."
"Are you still going to look for him?"
"I won't look for him anymore."
Mo Xi let go of him and kicked him. "Get lost! Don't let me see you again. "
Young Master Zhou staggered to his feet and rolled away. He didn't even dare to look back.
Mo Xi stood there coldly for a while to calm himself down. He then bent down to pick up the "Chong Hua Military Department Gold Token" and put it back into the Thousand Possibility Case under his sleeve. He turned to glance at Gu Mang. Gu Mang, on the other hand, stood quietly by the wall, his hands behind his back. He watched obediently, not saying a word.
The initial shock had faded away after the commotion. Mo Xi wanted to ask Gu Mang more, but when he saw Gu Mang's calm face, he felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife. He could not suppress his frustration.
There was no point in asking. He did not know what would happen if he continued to stay.
In this moment of silence, Gu Mang suddenly spoke.
"He's afraid of you."
"…"
"You're also afraid of him."
Mo Xi seemed to have been insulted. He suddenly turned and glared at him. "Why should I be afraid of him?"
"You're afraid that he'll recognize you."
"…" Mo Xi paused. His anger subsided, but his eyes were still unhappy. "What does it have to do with you?"
"Then did he recognize you?"
"… No." Mo Xi's voice was cold and hard.
It was as if Gu Mang's hot breath had never appeared.
"But he saw your token …"
"That's a token that every first-rank official in the Military Council has. It doesn't have a name." Mo Xi looked at him as he buttoned his sleeve. He was silent for a while. "… You also had it."
Gu Mang was surprised. "I also had it?"
His blank reaction hurt Mo Xi. Mo Xi did not want to talk to him anymore. He did not know what he would do if he continued to stay. So he pushed the door open and left without looking back.
When he walked out onto the street, the cold night wind blew on his face. He tried to calm himself down, but he failed.
His soul was damaged … His mind was not whole … Hahahahaha … His mind was not whole?!
The night wind blew on his face. The corners of his eyes hurt as if they were cut by a knife.
He had been looking forward to settling the score for so long, but it turned out to be such an ending.
Who did it?! Who did it?!!
Liao Country? Murong Lian? Or … or Gu Mang could not bear the humiliation and chose to do it himself? The more he thought about it, the more confused he became.
His mind was not whole.
Why did his heart hurt so much … Yes, yes, Gu Mang had given him friendship and redemption, but he had repaid all he could. He had even almost lost his life to save him from the wrong path!
What else did he owe him? What else did he let him down? What did it have to do with him whether his soul was damaged or his mind was damaged?
In the middle of the night, on the empty street, Mo Xi stopped and took a deep breath.
But after so many years of obsession, all he got was a blank sheet of paper …
His hands trembled uncontrollably. Suddenly, the flame in his palm burned brightly. The burning fireball smashed into the river in the distance as if to vent his anger. There was a loud explosion! There was a hissing sound and smoke rose.
Gu Mang had betrayed him.
God knew how much he wanted to hear Gu Mang say, "When I betrayed you, abandoned you, and lied to you, I regretted it. I cared about you." But he could not even get what he wanted. In the end, he only got a mentally damaged lunatic who had forgotten him completely?! Why?!!
Mo Xi closed his eyes in pain.
After so many years, he thought that he had already let go of his obsession, but he was just deceiving himself.
Gu Mang was too important to him.
This person had taken away too many of his firsts. The first time he subdued demons, the first time they had a long talk, the first time they fought side by side …
And that night when he was 20 years old, when he was 20 years old. Maybe it was because he drank a little too much, or maybe that little bit of alcohol was nothing at all …
He had slept with Gu Mang for the first time.
He still remembered Gu Mang's expression at that time. Gu Mang was very prideful in this aspect. Even though his eyes were wet and his lips were bleeding from biting, he still braced himself and said that he did not leave a single trace of red behind. What you did was nothing at all. We're all men. It's good as long as we enjoy each other. Come, come, come. Do you want your Big Brother Gu Mang to give you some pointers?
But Gu Mang should not have said that. Mo Xi did not have much rationality at that time.
His heart was burning with passion, and he didn't know how long he could burn his feelings for her. He knew that he would not do such things with others just because of a little bit of alcohol.
He did it only because he had a burning desire and deep love that could not be hidden.
But Gu Mang did not understand at that time. Gu Mang only wanted to save his face, so he said those crazy words. In the end, he destroyed Mo Xi's last bit of rationality with his own hands.
Later, Gu Mang could not take it anymore. He began to lie on the bed, shaking his head and sobbing. He began to beg to slow down and not use so much strength. He even began to choke and confess that although he had slept with many girls, he had never slept with a man. He was lying to Mo Xi when he said that he had slept with a man. Besides, he had never slept with a man before.
But no matter what he confessed, what he confessed, what he begged.
Moquing couldn't stop anymore.
In the end, Gu Mang cried because of him. He cried until he could not speak much. He looked at him with red eyes. Only then did the desire in Mo Xi's eyes finally stop.
He touched Gu Mang's face and said, "I'm sorry. Does it hurt?"
Gu Mang's eyelashes were teardrops. His face was red in Mo Xi's palm and his lips were trembling slightly. He was really taught a lesson by Mo Xi. Even worse, who would believe that this military ruffian who was full of dirty jokes had never really slept with a girl before?
Seeing that he did not speak, Mo Xi leaned over and kissed him again. When their moist lips intertwined, Gu Mang's tears flowed into his hair. Mo Xi touched his hair and did not say anything else.
When a young man had just started, even a sage would not be able to stop.
Moreover, Mo Mie was not a true sage to begin with.
He had just not met someone who could make him lose control.
He had fallen in love with Gu Mang first.
So all this time, he had been so humble. He had never dared to ask for Gu Mang's first time. He would only carefully hand the most important things in his life to him. He refused to say how important these things were to him. He was too strong, but he still hoped that Gu Mang would cherish these things in the past.
But Gu Mang stepped on his heart.
Yes, he did not want to stop Chong Hua from judging him or even killing him. He even thought that if Gu Mang had to die one day, he wanted to be the last person to judge him, the last person to torture him, and then hold him in the palm of his hand.
Knead him into a bloody pulp, scatter his ashes and crush his bones.
This was for the sake of national revenge.
But aside from national revenge, he had never thought of really wanting Gu Mang to die. He just wanted to get a sentence of truth from Gu Mang, a sentence of sincerity.
It had been so long … in fact … in fact, he just wanted to ask, Gu Mang, when you left Chong Hua, when you left me, did you ever regret even a little bit?
Then all these years of love and hatred would finally have an ending that he could barely breathe.
But the sentence "damaged soul, incomplete mind."
Gu Mang forgot, so he would not be in pain.
And he would be doomed eternally.
No one knew that Mo Xi went to Luo Mei Villa to meet Gu Mang in private, but in the next few days, the people in the Military Affairs Department could clearly feel Marshal Mo's irritation.
Although he usually had a scowl on his face and was always impatient when talking to others, his mood had become more and more obvious recently. Although he would not be distracted during the military meetings, his words had become more and more impolite. When others said a few words during the meetings, although he would not directly interrupt them, he would immediately stare at them with a gloomy face.
Until the other party swallowed all their nonsense back.
One day, he didn't know what the young master of the Zhou family did wrong, but he was inexplicably summoned by Marshal Mo and scolded for more than an hour, saying that he was "lazy in military affairs and excessively licentious."
"Copy the Military Affairs Department's rules a hundred times and give it to me tomorrow." Mo Xi said, "If you do it again, let your father take you home."
Young Master Zhou answered in fear and trepidation, and then he walked away.
Yue Chenqing leaned over and asked him with a gossipy face, "Hey, what did you do wrong?"
"I, I don't know …"
"If you didn't do anything wrong, why would that ice cube face be so angry?" Yue Chenqing rolled his eyes and smiled maliciously, "Tell me the truth, did you secretly hide a portrait of Princess Meng Ze?"
Young Master Zhou looked as if he had been struck by lightning. His expression changed and he said, "Spare me, brother. I wouldn't dare!"
Yue Chenqing rubbed his chin and looked at Mo Xi who was looking at the sand table in the distance with his arms crossed, "That's really strange, why does he look like he's taken some medicine …"
Mo Xi, who had taken medicine, could not hold back. After pretending to not care for two days, he finally asked the housekeeper about Gu Mang's experience in the past two years.
It was really difficult to be a housekeeper these days. He had to be able to be both in the hall and in the kitchen. He had to be the master's think tank and be able to comfort his wife's sadness, coax his concubines' tears, and suppress the master's noise.
The housekeeper of Xi He's house was named Li Wei. The housekeepers of other officials' houses were envious of him. They only thought that Marshal Mo's house was simple and had no wife, no children, and no concubines. Only Li Wei himself knew how difficult it was to work under Marshal Mo.
Because Marshal Mo's questions were always without warning. Some things may ferment in the heart for a long time and only be asked when he could not bear it anymore. At this time, Marshal Mo's patience was often pushed to the limit. The most direct result was that he wanted to know the answer immediately and would not be happy to wait a little longer.
When Housekeeper Li worked under Marshal Mo, he always had to be cautious. After a long time, he became a man of experience. When Mo Xi was silent, he could already see what Marshal Mo was enduring and how long it would take for him to explode. He also thought about how to respond when Marshal Mo exploded.
It was the same this time.
Mo Xi bit his lower lip and only said the two words, "Gu Mang …". Before he could say anything to Gu Mang, Housekeeper Li quickly answered.
"Yes, Master. Gu Mang's entire body is broken!"
"…" Mo Xi said, "Did I ask you this?"
Sometimes it was not a good thing to be too smart. Housekeeper Li Wei obediently shut up.
Mo Xi turned his head with a cold face and looked at the hot tea on the small stove. After a long while, he asked expressionlessly, "… How did it go bad?"
The author has something to say:
Before boarding the boat:
Gu Mang (Shameless Face): I have passed through thousands of flowers without leaving a single red mark!
When boarding the boat:
Gu Mang (Crying Face): I lied to you, I lied to you, I lied to you, don't be so fierce ah ah ah ah!!!!
After boarding the boat:
Gu Mang (Shameless Face): I have passed through thousands of flowers without leaving a single red mark!
Mo Xi: … Why can't some people learn from their mistakes? They forget the pain when the scar is healed … Have you recovered? Let me teach you again. You must be honest.
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