That night, Xue Luo thought a lot. For herself and even more for Xiao Guai in her stomach.
Xiao Guai was already four months old. She really didn't want it to continue living like this. They were forced to hide, their hands and feet were tied, and they were confined in a narrow space. They had to eat, drink, defecate, and sleep together.
Xue Luo really had enough!
Xue Luo could understand Feng Xinglang! She understood that he had blocked those three bullets for his big brother, Feng Lixin, without any hesitation.
At that moment, Feng Xinglang was fearless. He was a man full of vigor and had deep brotherly love!
But did he ever think that he was a husband and a father?
Perhaps in that man's eyes, Lin Xueluo and the child in her womb had never been important!
Maybe it wasn't that he didn't want to care about them but he didn't have three heads and six arms. He didn't have two hearts!
As the saying goes: Loyalty and filial piety can't be both!
Maybe Feng Xinglang should say: Family and love can't be both!
Actually, there wasn't a problem of family and love not being both. There was a balance in everything.
There wasn't a direct conflict between family and love. It was just that Feng Xinglang was biased.
One was a deep-rooted brotherly love;
One was a duckweed relationship that had only lasted for a few months and had not even had the time to compare it to familial love …
Xue Luo understood Feng Xinglang's choice!
She even supported Feng Xinglang's choice.
But as a wife, as the mother of four months old Xiao Guai, Xue Luo couldn't forgive such a husband and father.
Feng Xinglang threw them to Hetun as bait. This was an indisputable fact!
Xue Luo was thinking: Even if she returned to the Feng family and returned to Feng Xinglang's side, if one day Feng Xinglang was faced with the same choice, would he still make the same choice?
Xue Luo smiled sadly. She really didn't want her child to experience such a cruel outcome.
Feng Xinglang could have no love. He could even lose his wife and child. But he would never abandon his brother!
To Feng Xinglang, this wife of his was completely dispensable!
Because from the beginning, she was the woman Feng Lixin forced on Feng Xinglang. Xue Luo didn't blame Feng Xinglang for being cold and making things difficult for her.
She did not want to return to the Feng family.
Xue Luo did not wish to continue being the dispensable woman by Feng Xinglang's side.
Perhaps Feng Xinglang would accept her for Feng Lixin's sake, or perhaps he would accept her for the child in her belly.
But none of them would make him, Feng Xinglang, truly need her!
Xue Luo did not know if Feng Xinglang had ever loved her, not even a little bit!
Xue Luo did not dare to ask herself such a question. She would feel inferior and secretly shed tears.
Xue Luo did not regret falling in love with this man called Feng Xinglang! He was indeed a charming man, and she was fatally attracted to him! Xue Luo was unable to block Feng Xinglang's attack!
In this game of love, Feng Xinglang could easily escape unscathed, but she, Lin Xueluo, had no backbone!
One night could be said to be long, but it could also be said to be short.
But Xue Luo had already made a decision for herself and the child in her stomach!
Originally in Feng Xinglang's heart, she was as insignificant as a speck of dust, so it was too easy to erase this little wave from his life!
And one more point: If this option did not exist, then he would be able to focus on taking care of his brother Feng Lixin!
No matter which woman, no one would wish to be an insignificant wife in her husband's heart!
Xue Luo decided to get rid of all this!
In her own words, she wanted to end the battle quickly!
*****
It seemed that Lan Youyou also pondered for the whole night.
In the morning when Xue Luo saw her, her beautiful eyes, which had always paid attention to sleep, were stained with a few strands of blood.
"Will you really give up on Feng Xinglang?"
Lan Youyou still asked doubtfully. Because she could see: Lin Xueluo really loved Feng Xinglang.
But now Lin Xueluo wanted to give up on Feng Xinglang, Lan Youyou did not understand and did not believe it.
"I don't want to be a dispensable woman in a man's heart!"
"More so, I don't want my child to face the cruel experience of being abandoned by his biological father again and again!"
"No matter what kind of high-sounding reason Feng Xinglang has, the harm he has caused to us is irreparable!"
Xue Luo answered Lin Xueluo's doubts calmly.
"But, Feng Xinglang may not be able to let you go! At this moment, he is still looking for you and your mother all over Shen Cheng! "
This was also another thing that Lan Youyou was worried about.
"He is looking for the child in my stomach, not me!"
Xue Luo smiled sadly, her smile was bitter and astringent, "When he knows that the child in my stomach is gone, it will be the time for him to let go!"
Lan Youyou stared at Lin Xueluo deeply, after a long time she opened her mouth and said slowly:
"I have treated you like this, and you still want to return Feng Xinglang to me? Why do I not believe that there will be such a good thing! "
From a woman's jealous psychology point of view, Lin Xueluo should not let Lan Youyou off easily!
Xue Luo smiled sadly: "Return Feng Xinglang to you? Hehe … Feng Xinglang will never only belong to any woman! "
"Also, are you really willing to marry Feng Xinglang and become a dispensable woman in his heart?"
Xue Luo asked Lan Youyou.
"That is my own business! You are dispensable in Feng Xinglang's heart, it does not mean that I am! "
Lan Youyou snorted disapprovingly.
Xue Luo sighed bitterly, "It seems that this is like besieging a city: the people in the city want to go out, the people outside the city want to rush in!"
Lan Youyou could not understand Xue Luo's sadness. She was like the person who wanted to rush in from outside the city, full of fighting spirit.
Xue Luo took a deep breath, "Then I wish us a happy cooperation!"
*****
At night, Lan Youyou brought back a few things to show her sincerity.
She did not care about Lin Xueluo's life.
What Lan Youyou could not wait to do was to remove Lin Xueluo from Feng Xinglang's heart! And remove the child in Lin Xueluo's stomach!
Lan Youyou thought about it. 'Whether it's me, Yifu He Tun, or him using a scheme to abort the child in Lin Xueluo's belly, none of them would shock Feng Xinglang more than Lin Xueluo herself!'
Based on Lan Youyou's understanding of Feng Xinglang, a person who dared to kill his own flesh and blood, he would definitely not let him live well!
Whether it was her, Lan Youyou, or Lin Xueluo herself!
Therefore, whether Lin Xueluo could survive from Feng Xinglang's hands was not certain!
If Feng Xinglang killed Lin Xueluo in a fit of anger …
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