To be precise, Mu Enli didn't think that he really had the qualifications to be a good captain. Even if he used to be in the navy and had the title of an engineer, he was too young after all.
He didn't even know how to manage the many employees on this ship. Even though he had returned to the motherland that he had never met, and even though the people around him were people with the same skin color as him.
But Mu Enli had to admit one thing, that was, the cultural differences between the two different societies were too great.
Seagulls flew low over the place where the whistle sounded. On a summer evening, Mu Enli stayed alone somewhere on the cruise ship. He took off his hat, leaned on the railing, and felt extremely tired. He secretly drank alone.
Soon after, a figure climbed up very agilely, wearing an ordinary crew's uniform, lowered her head, and walked towards Mu Enli.
"Mu Enli, why is the route repeated this time? We should take as many different routes as possible so that we can explore more areas. "
Here it comes again … here it comes again.
Mu Enli silently looked at the watcher who was walking towards him. He didn't understand. Why doesn't this woman understand?
Or, is she just pretending to be asleep … and I will never be able to wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep?
Mu Enli didn't know what country this watcher should be from. The only thing he knew was that she was obviously Asian. Her name … code name: Yuna.
What about the code name … I also have a temporary code name called King, right? Mu Enli suddenly laughed at himself.
The hat that Yuna wore wrapped her hair well. From a distance, she probably looked like a relatively thin crew member. But Mu Enli knew that no one on this ship could call out her name except for him.
Because she had always occupied his bedroom. Of course, for the sake of convenience, the two of them were considered to be living together.
Yuna was waiting for the day when the mission was completed. The mysterious people who ordered her at the beginning required at least two years of data … Now, almost a year had passed.
Logically speaking, Mu Enli might be free in another year, if there were no accidents … Yes, if there were no accidents.
However, in the past three months, Yuna had not been able to contact those mysterious fellows, and she had gradually started to become abnormal.
"The flight route has already been arranged. Even if it's me, I can't just change it." Mu Enli looked at Yuna's eyes and frowned, "Didn't I tell you not to come out randomly? What if we're discovered? "
"Are you afraid that I'll create another legend about ghosts?" Yuna's expression was calm. "Don't worry. I've already adjusted and recovered. I won't do such a stupid thing again. Because, yesterday, I contacted the headquarters again. Mu Enli, we can continue with the characters. "
Yesterday … Yesterday, you were just talking to yourself the whole night.
Normal? I'm afraid it's getting worse, right?
Is the brainwashing of those people really so terrifying?
Mu Enli even looked at the woman who lived in his imagination with some pity. He didn't understand the meaning of this woman's existence.
"Yuna, what is the most important thing to you?" Mu Enli looked at the sea that was dyed red and suddenly asked.
Yuna didn't say anything and said firmly, "Complete the mission."
Mu Enli suddenly felt a little irritated. Perhaps it was the influence of alcohol, or perhaps it was because he lived in a straightforward society for the first half of his life. He suddenly grabbed Yuna's arms and kissed her lips fiercely.
Yuna angrily bit Mu Enli's lips and pushed him away. Her face was cold, "I'm here to assist you, not to seduce you. Mu Enli, if you dare to harass me again, don't blame me for being rude!"
Mu Enli wiped his lips and laughed, "Aren't you also a woman! Hahaha!! "
Yuna snorted coldly and turned away.
Mu Enli shook his head and lay directly on the deck. He covered his face with his hat and hummed a tune casually.
It seems that … even if I'm back, I'm not as unrestrained as before.
What's the point of coming back?
…
Mu Enli thought of another way, a way to wake Yuna up from her imagination.
"You see! This is an internal document sent by the shipyard company. It has already stated that there is no 'treasure' on board! In addition, those people still don't have any orders! "
"You are crazy! You actually did this kind of thing? What if you are exposed? "Yuna looked at Mu Enli like an enraged female cat and tore the document directly.
"You really won't give up. If you have the ability, you can contact your so-called headquarters now." Mu Enli shook his head.
Yuna said nothing and took out a leather suitcase from under the bed. After opening it, there was a set of communication equipment inside. Yuna took out a separate communicator and put it on her face, "Calling, serial number SHG10, Yuna … Yes, I am Yuna. Regarding this incident, I want to report … yes, this incident …"
Mu Enli turned the leather suitcase over, took out the device, and said angrily, "The battery ran out long ago. Who are you talking to!"
Yuna just glanced at Mu Enli hatefully, then hurriedly gathered all the scattered things around her. Then, she said to the communicator again, "Headquarters, I heard you. The signal here is not good. Please wait a moment … Is it done … Yes, I will continue to report …"
"Crazy, you are really crazy …"
"Yes … Mu Enli has rebelled … Got it, I will eliminate it immediately …"
"You … what do you want to do?"
Yuna stood up and suddenly rushed toward Mu Enli.
He spent a lot of effort, and even had a deep wound on his arm that showed the bone, before he was barely able to subdue the watcher … This was also thanks to his many years of experience in the military.
…
In the separate bathroom in the bedroom, her mouth was locked … and there were a lot of sponges here to prevent Yuna from going crazy.
But even so, Yuna's body was still scarred … If it weren't for Mu Enli playing some music loudly in his room every night, the movement would be discovered by the people outside.
"This is the newly released tranquilizer … take it."
Mu Enli pinched Yuna's chin and stuffed the pill into her mouth from the gap. It has been two weeks, right? He gave her a lot of sedative drugs that could be bought, but except for making her groggy most of the time, it didn't seem to have any effect.
"Mu Enli, let me go. Let's continue to complete the mission. They won't blame you … Mu Enli …"
Yuna's eyes lost focus, and she lay on the cold floor.
Mu Enli slammed the door in annoyance, sat on the bed by himself, and covered his face with both hands. He could no longer stand Yuna's madness.
He began to grab a bottle of liquor and gulped it down. Then, he turned on the room's stereo and amplified the sound to the maximum … Only in this way could he barely fall asleep.
Day by day, no matter how noisy the environment was, he seemed to be able to hear Yuna talking to him. Finally, alcohol could no longer block the voice that lingered in his mind.
One night, Mu Enli fell under his bed like mud. He got up with a splitting headache. Days of insomnia and fatigue made him nervous to the extreme.
He picked up the fruit knife from the room, held the liquor bottle in one hand, and took another big gulp. Then, he dragged his body, approached step by step … and opened the bathroom door.
Looking at the half-asleep woman in the bathroom with a numb face, he lowered his head and showed the knife in his hand. He said in his sleep, "I gave you a chance … I gave you a lot of chances. I, I even thought of a lot of ways, but why don't you wake up? Why? Why … Why!! "
With a sudden roar, he grabbed Yuna's hair with one hand, pulled her up, and submerged her upper body into the bathtub. Yuna's head was completely submerged in the water, and she instinctively struggled in pain.
"Wake up! Wake up!! "
He lifted Yuna's head again. The wet hair was completely stuck together. Yuna coughed painfully, gasped, and looked at him indifferently.
"Look at you! Do you still look like a human? You don't look like a human! You are just a puppet!! "
"For you … what is the most, the most important thing?" Yuna suddenly said.
"I have my new life, I have my new future! I have my life! I have everything!! What do you have?! "
"I have the meaning of my life … You don't …"
Mu Enli yelled angrily, and the knife in his hand stabbed down toward Yuna!
The sharp knife cut the skin on Yuna's arm in an instant, and the blood suddenly dyed the water in the bathtub red. Mu Enli's eyes widened, and his face was ferocious, "You can lie to me! You can say that you are normal!! Yuna! Don't think about the mission! You are free!! Live your own life again! Don't force me to kill you! "
"Coward …"
Finally, his nerves were stimulated to the extreme.
In this bathroom, the ugliest, most evil, and most despicable thing happened … The young captain of Baiyu Cruise Ship raped the equally young Yuna.
He covered her mouth and penetrated her body again and again. His eyes and hers were not even more than ten centimeters away from beginning to end.
Over and over again, he was like a hungry wolf who was grabbing a rotten corpse, and she was like a shell that had lost her soul.
This was like a silent hell of a mirror of retribution.
This mirror of retribution continued … He had completely degenerated into a demon. Every night, he would get drunk, and then open this place full of evil, venting the ugliness hidden in his body over and over again.
This was like a nightmare, a never-ending, buried deep in the heart … the ugliest nightmare.
They had been peeled off layer by layer, and then dug out again and again … These were things that had been faded in the memory.
Finally, an old palm completely crushed them.
…
As if breaking through from one latitude to another, this old palm tore the world in the memory forcefully.
It stirred, continued to tear, and continued to stir, as if it couldn't wait to completely knead them into a ball.
But in the end, they unfolded again, forming a ring, and kept rotating – this mirror of retribution.
Here … what is this place?
"The place in the deepest part of your memory."
"My life has come to an end. Why do I have to face this again … Isn't my shame enough?"
"What did you see?"
"The ugliest me."
"What else?"
"Yuna, who hates me."
The memory fragments rotated again, and the mirror of retribution opened in front of him again. He couldn't bear this pain, and he had to cover his ears with both hands.
Until the sound of a newborn crying could be heard.
He raised his head again. In this world that was pieced together from nothing by memory fragments, he finally saw the boss who gave him the last time.
The boss reached out and grabbed a fragment from the countless fragments. In the ball-like memory fragments, a child who had just come to this world and had yet to open his eyes made his first sound.
The boss sent this fragment to Mu Enli, "So, what do you see now?"
His hands trembled slightly, like a lost traveler in the desert, piously waiting for the rain to fall in front of him. "My … my child."
"You and Yuna's child."
"Yes, me and her child."
"Captain, look at these memories of yours again." Luoqiu said softly, "Now, if you look back at your life, you should be able to feel it."
Mu Enli subconsciously looked at those sinful memories.
Yuna was sitting in front of the window, her hands on her protruding belly, silent. Next to her, the young captain was talking non-stop.
"At this time, Yuna did not struggle, but she never said a word to me, no matter what method I used. I just wanted to make up for the mistakes I had made."
On another fragment, the woman lowered her head and gently stroked the child in her belly. There was a rare smile. The young captain next to her was watching in a daze.
"She still refused to talk to me. I know she never forgave me. But I saw the brilliance of motherhood on her face. It was too sacred. In front of her, I was like the most humble sinner. "
Another piece of debris.
"She began to make clothes for children quietly. But as soon as I came back, she would hide things."
Pieces by pieces.
He began to carefully face the most despicable thing that had been buried bit by bit.
"Premature birth. The thing I was most worried about finally happened! I was going to take the risk and send her to the hospital anyway! I even arranged it, but in the end, she was still born prematurely! "
Yuna exhausted her last strength and gave birth to this sinful child. When the young captain reacted, it was life and death.
Finally, the old man looked at the memory of blood, sin, and life in a daze.
The young man held the newborn child in grief and knelt by the bed, and the woman closed her eyes forever.
"Yuna. Why did she smile like this? Did she have it at that time? "The old man looked at the boss blankly.
"Captain, this is your memory. There is no mistake. So naturally, it exists. "Luoqiu said indifferently," Now, what do you see? "
The old man finally embraced all the memory fragments into his arms. Suddenly, he smiled bitterly, "I gave her a reason to live. When I had the intention to kill for the first time, she even hoped that I could really kill her. She was in too much pain after all. "
"You are right. I can only understand it when I look back." The old captain's eyes gradually returned to calmness, "It's just that I didn't dare to look at them."
"But the sin can't be removed."
"Yes, I've never thought of cleansing myself of my sins … In the end, I've just been relieved."
"Is it good?"
"It's enough. It's enough." Two streams of clear tears flowed down the aged man's cheeks as he softly said, "I actually missed this smile of hers … Being able to see it again is already enough."
"It's good that you are satisfied."
…
…
In the cave.
Boss Luo suddenly released the shackles in his palm, giving the completely dark light ball a chance to escape. It was just a spiritual body.
The dark light slowly sank in front of the tomb, and then it had a form. The old captain finally came to the tomb again in the form of a spiritual body.
The dark gray substance gradually began to dissipate.
The boss took out a handkerchief and buried a bundle of hair in front of the simple tombstone.
It finally returned to its pure white appearance again, shining brightly.
The servant girl carried an old leather box behind Luoqiu and put it aside before returning to her master's side.
There were no gold, silver, or jewelry in this box, but some simple old things.
Some baby clothes, milk bottles for feeding the baby, small toys, small seashells and other small objects … These were things that were truly valuable to a father.
"Sir, this is your treasure. I have also returned it here."
Luoqiu said softly, "You said that you hoped to be buried here. Your last wish has been fulfilled."
The white light ball slowly rose from the ground, as if it had been washed by running water for thousands of years, and finally fell into the boss's palm.
…
"Do you think I'm always doing boring things?"
Sitting in front of the beach of the seashell island, the seawater was almost enough to reach Luoqiu's side, but on the wet sand, Miss Maid was barefoot, facing the sea breeze.
Hearing the master's words, You Ye turned around and smiled, "The main thing is the master's wish, so there is nothing boring."
Luoqiu thought for a while and said, "Old boss, how long did it take for you to obliterate all your feelings?"
"You Ye doesn't know." Miss Maid whispered, "But since the moment I woke up, the previous boss was already like this."
Boss Luo suddenly remembered some words said by Black Soul No.9. He looked at You Ye and said indifferently, "I found that … it seems to be unable to peel me off."
"The altar?" Miss Maid smiled slightly.
Luoqiu shook his head and then nodded. It was so complicated that even Miss Maid, a puppet with more than 300 years of history, couldn't completely understand it.
Boss Luo finally said thoughtfully, "Maybe it's just an illusion … but at least I feel that my direction is not wrong. As long as it complies with the rules … "
"Master, what did you just say?" Miss Maid cast a puzzled look at him, "You Ye didn't seem to hear it."
Luoqiu gave a start. With You Ye's ability, it was impossible that she couldn't hear his voice … so there was only one possibility.
Even You Ye … wasn't qualified to listen to the conversation between 'you' and me?
Luoqiu looked at the edge of the sky.
A strong feeling of loneliness slowly crept into his heart. His consciousness seemed to be pulled out in an instant, and the island in front of him began to shrink rapidly.
The sea, the earth, the sky … everything began to shrink.
In the end, there was only a naturally rotating world in front of him. At this time, he seemed to be able to see countless creatures in this world.
Even in this self-rotating world, there were many distorted places … they were entangled with the rotation of the world and rotated separately.
A thought covered all of this.
…
At the same time, in a cave on a mountain peak in the distant Jerusalem, a white-haired old man slowly walked out. With every step he took, it was as if he was trying to squeeze out all of his remaining life force. It was extremely difficult for him to do so.
The old man stood in front of the cave and stared at the sky for a long time before he slowly sighed and muttered to himself, "Too fast … You're too fast … But that's good, that's good, that's good."
The old man returned to the cave again. There was nothing here except an old music box in front of the stone bed. The old man opened it. Hearing the crisp voice, he felt as if he was dreaming, "If only I could have taken this path back then … How great would that have been …"
…
In front of the beach, You Ye's voice came into Luoqiu's ears again, making his consciousness fall into countless layers and finally return to his body.
The sound of the rushing seawater and the sound of the wind once again became tangible.
"Master, what happened?" You Ye looked at Luoqiu with a little horror.
Luoqiu shook his head and stood up with a smile, "Nothing, I just thought of something and was a little absent-minded."
Miss Servant Girl cast a doubtful look again.
Luoqiu just chuckled, "I'm thinking of doing another boring thing …"
With that, Luoqiu turned around and stared at the forest on the island. His body flew up at this time … Miss Servant Girl's body was also lifted up by something and followed Luoqiu.
In the sky, a huge cloud began to form, blocking the entire island.
At a hundred meters above sea level, Luoqiu stretched out his hand and pressed gently on the island. With the small soil slope where the old trees were located as the center point, the area with a diameter of about two hundred meters began to sink at this time.
The earth's crust shook, causing the seawater around the island to surge crazily … Until this place finally sank into the earth, the seawater outside the island turned into a huge water column, pouring into this sunken space.
After a long time, the sea water had filled this place and turned into a small 'lake' within the island.
"No matter what you want, as long as you can pay us enough, then, whether it is good or bad, whether you were a good person or a bad person when you were alive, we will fulfill it for you."
Looking at the lake in the island, Luoqiu said indifferently, "Right or wrong, since you have chosen to remain silent, I will give you this final grave."
He had committed an indelible sin and also had the respect of everyone on the Baiyu Cruise Ship.
Ugliness and glory together.
"Your secret will be buried here forever … customer."
With that said, Luoqiu took out the old pocket watch and threw it into the small lake on the island.
There seemed to be a slight sound of falling into the water. At the moment of falling into the water, the huge force broke the pocket watch's clasp and the opened pocket watch slowly sank in the water.
On one side of it was an old yellowed and faded photo inlaid.
On the other side was the time, which had stopped: October 2, 1987, 19: 00, 23: 00, 47: 00.
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