I'm not targeting you,
I'm talking about those with a purchase rate of less than 50,
They're all treated like this.
"Wow! Dafa. Song Enran Xi was 12th last time, right,
She's totally amazing. "
Because the seats were randomly arranged,
Sitting next to her was a trainee that Song An-ran had never met before. She was ranked 57th last time,
She hadn't been called yet, so there was a high chance that she was going to be eliminated this time.
"Inside,
Kangsang Hamida. "
Song An-ran smiled awkwardly at her because of the camera,
But her heart felt weak. She wanted nothing more than to run out of the studio, call her president, and ask him how much money he had spent on her.
From 12th place to one candidate,
This rise was too exaggerated,
Where did their company get so much money,
Could it be that they took out a loan to vote for her?
The more Song An-ran thought about it, the more guilty she felt,
She had just eliminated Kim So-hye last week, and her fans must still be holding a grudge. The company just had to give her so many votes at this time. It was over, it was over. She would definitely be discovered.
Pd Chang: "Kim Si-jong trainee,
Do you think you can continue to get first place this time? "
Kim Si-jong hesitated for a moment before replying, "Inside."
Pd Chang: "Song An-ran trainee, directly rising from 12th place to one candidate. It's really amazing. Are you confident in becoming the first? "
"Annie Yo,
I'm already very happy to be able to become a candidate. "
Song An-ran's throat was dry,
She felt like there was a breath stuck in her chest. She was like a child who cheated to get first place in the class,
Her appearance was bright and beautiful, but her heart was empty and endlessly uneasy.
She also wanted to openly say that she wanted to be first, but the heavy sense of guilt and uneasiness made her only say hypocritical words like "I'm already very satisfied."
Pd Chang: "I got it. Now, let's reveal the fourth trainee."
Song An-ran licked her dry lips with her tongue and prepared to give her speech.
"It's … JYP Jeon Teru trainee."
She paused for a moment, retracted her foot, and clapped mechanically with everyone.
Looking up at the big screen, he just happened to witness the scene of Zhao Mi crying. Song An-ran felt like she was going crazy. She looked at Teru trying hard to control her expression and felt guilty and distressed.
Teru: "Although I'm in fourth place, I'm still very grateful to the national producers for voting for me, allowing me to enter the top 11 again. I will not be complacent, I will continue to work hard. And Enron Oni fighting! "
Song An-ran raised her hand above her head and gave her a big heart.
Pd Chang: "Next is the third place trainee … CQ Entertainment.
Song An-ran trainee. She had jumped from the twelfth place to the first candidate. She had displayed the power of a top-notch idol on the stage of the ranking evaluation. She had made the country's famous producers fall for her charm as a popular trainee. Then, Little Fairy, please say a few words. "
Song An-ran had just built up her emotions and was about to speak. However, she was caught off guard by Pd Chang's teasing. She held the microphone awkwardly and did not know how to respond to him.
If she replied "Nei", it would be like admitting that she was a fairy. It would be too shameful.
If she replied "Ani yo", it would seem like she was denying PD's words. It would be very impolite.
Song An-ran nervously held the microphone with both hands and uttered a few short syllables.
"Nei, Ani, Ani yo. That … "
Pd Chang smiled. "Nei, I got it. Then, Song An-ran trainee, please express your thoughts. "
After being teased like this, Song An-ran's mind went blank. She could no longer remember the speech she had just prepared.
Song An-ran: "… I've always felt that participating in Competition 101 was a very happy thing. I met a lot of kind-hearted relatives and found something that I wanted to do for the rest of my life. So in the coming days, I will do my best to face the nation's producers in a more cheerful manner. "
Although it was a speech she had thought of in a panic, it was much more sincere than the formal version she had prepared before. Kim Si-jong, who was quietly watching from below, seemed to empathize with her. She raised her signature smile and gave Song An-ran a thumbs up.
Song An-ran walked up to her seat and was hugged by Teru, who had been waiting for a long time. This little sister, who was small but not small, hugged Song An-ran like she was hugging a large doll.
Teru lowered her head and hugged her tightly without saying a word.
Song An-ran thought that she was sad because of today's ranking, so she reached out and touched her head.
Who knew that this naughty child would suddenly put her hand through Song An-ran's arm. While she was not paying attention, she held her waist and threw her up forcefully.
"Congratulations, Little Fairy Wuli."
Thus, Song An-ran was caught off guard and experienced the feeling of flying.
Teru, who had succeeded in her prank, quickly ran back to her seat after flirting with Song An-ran.
Song An-ran, who had come back to her senses, wanted to get angry, but because of the camera, she could only swallow her anger and sit back in her seat.
**
After the recording ended, Song An-ran did not stay in the studio for a moment. She quickly found her agent in the crowd.
"Oppa, lend me your phone."
"What's wrong?"
"… I want to call my mother."
Song An-ran's eyes drifted and she made up a lie.
Her agent knew that she was lying when he saw her expression. He had been with Song An-ran since she entered the company. After more than a year of working together, he knew what was going on in Song An-ran's head when she shook it.
"Ten minutes."
Although he knew that she was lying, it didn't matter if he indulged her a little.
"Inside. Oppa, Saranghi. "
Song An-ran took the phone with satisfaction and dialed a number.
"Hey, Busaiyo, President Nim."
"An-ran, aren't you still in the competition? Why are you calling me? Have you been eliminated? "
"Ni Yo, not yet. President Nim, did you buy my votes? "
Kim Si-hwan, who was on the other side, did not know whether to laugh or cry.
"An-ran, why are you suddenly asking this? I really want to buy your votes, but you know our company's financial situation very well. "
"Really? I got third place this time and suddenly got a lot of votes … President Nim, you didn't lie to me. "
"Don't think so much. You got these votes fair and square. An-ran, did someone say something to you? No matter what, don't be afraid. Just be as confident as before. If our company had so much money, we would have built a building for the company first. "
"I know! President Nim … "
Song An-ran was silent. She hugged the phone and sighed. The president was wrong. No one had said anything to her, and she had never secretly looked at her news online. However, she was very clear about the public opinion after the show was broadcast. Because there were no secrets in the girls' dormitory.
Who was the focus of the cameraman, who was asked to shoot the poster, who was edited by the devil in the last episode, who was scolded on the forum … Even if Song An-ran did not care about these news, it would automatically reach her ears.
Coincidentally, according to what Song An-ran knew, the person who was edited by the devil and the person who was scolded on the forum was her.
Song An-ran could pretend that she did not know about these things and maintain her usual confidence and ease. However, after hearing so many rumors, it seemed that even if she closed her ears and eyes, all the criticism would still enter her mind.
The scary thing was that she did not know what she had done wrong.
She trained during the day as usual, but when she slept at night, she repeatedly thought about what she had said wrong and what could have been edited by the devil.
She began to be careful with her words and did things according to other people's expressions. This kind of anxious life lasted for half a month. She kept it a secret from everyone, constantly doubting and denying herself, silently enduring all the pressure.
A few days ago, Teru complained that Song An-ran had lost a lot of weight and was hugging her arms. She dragged her to weigh herself, and the result was that she was eight kilograms lighter than when she participated in the competition. Song An-ran's weight had always been stable. However, after participating in 101 for more than two months, she had lost weight back to five years ago.
Only then did Song Anran realize that his mental state during this period of time had already affected his body. When she was drying her hair, it was not an illusion that there was more hair on the ground than usual. If she allowed herself to be dispirited, her condition would only get worse.
"President nim … Can you tell me, why don't people like me?"
Kim Si-hwan was secretly shocked. He felt that this was a very big problem, and it was related to this girl's future as an artist.
"Enron Xi, every artist faces this problem, and you need to slowly answer it in the future. I'm sorry, I can't answer you. However, do you think these people who hate you really understand you? "
"Ah Ni."
"Like you said, they don't know you, and they don't know what the real you is like. The Song An-ran they scold is not the real you, it's just the Song An-ran in their eyes. These curses have nothing to do with you, do you understand? "
"… Arasu, president nim, kang sang hamida."
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